Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
How to describe Todae


Well, lots of happy things and Suay things had happen todae, should i list them all yeah maybe i should. Below is the list of Suay things and Good things that happen to mi todae.

Suay Things:
1) I forgot to bring my I/C for my exams
2) My secret is being revealed to two more ppl

Happy Things:
1) My crush hold me to prevent me from falling
2) He smile at me
3) He talk to me (in a sacastic way)
4) Bao Jie finally learnt that i am not TRANSPARENT

Below is the top ten List of my Favourite Cartoon
1) Pretear
2) Fruits Basket
3) Astro Boy
4) One Piece
5) Teen Titans
6) Digimon
7) Cardcaptor Sakura
8) Samurai X
9) Hunter X Hunter
10) Gensoumaden Saiyuki

Below is My TOP TEN MOvies List
1) LOTR: Return of the King (coz i watched it with my crush)
2) A Walk to Remember
3) Harry Potter
4) Peter Pan
5) Pirates Of the Carribean(coz i watched it wif him too)
6) Home on the Range
7) Princess Diaries
8) The Prince & Me
9) What a Girl wants
10) Scooby Doo 2 : Monster Unleashed

P.S I am oso setting up a Fan site of CCS but it's not up yet so keep reading my blog and you'll know when will it be up.

28.7.04
Yours truly.


Friday, July 16, 2004
Tired


Man this is tiring. New RULE in NTSS: Muz sit according to register number during Friday assembly wat the hell lor....its so lame still call register no and name to make sure we sit in the correct place. somemore the arrangement is different lor now no 30 something and 40 something siting behind mi sian lar, worst still, my crush is sitting further and further away from me somemore still sit behind the girl who always like him T_T wad am i going to do!!!(as if i give it a damn dunno why now no feeling liao)
 
Now still studying F&N mock exam tml liao, but todae i saw my crush @ comic connection ahh so happy somemore still stand so near me a few cm onli ahh so pai seh >_< Anyway now muz study hard and tml have fun in ESCAPE theme park and i have decided to go to the Graduation Nite erm... juz to have fun i am hoping they dun ask us to dress formally it is embarassing.
 
I have decided to go SP eventhough MY CRUSH isn't GOING, he's going Ngnee Ann, everyone oso going Ngnee Ann, even that girl wahhh!!!!No fair but if i am destiny to meet him again time will come so i just leave it to fate. Aiyo can't type anymore muz K study liaoz! Bye Bye
 
Long Live Ayame......
SakuraLee78 signing off.....s

16.7.04
Yours truly.


Tired


Man this is tiring. New RULE in NTSS: Muz sit according to register number during Friday assembly wat the hell lor....its so lame still call register no and name to make sure we sit in the correct place. somemore the arrangement is different lor now no 30 something and 40 something siting behind mi sian lar, worst still, my crush is sitting further and further away from me somemore still sit behind the girl who always like him T_T wad am i going to do!!!(as if i give it a damn dunno why now no feeling liao)
 
Now still studying F&N mock exam tml liao, but todae i saw my crush @ comic connection ahh so happy somemore still stand so near me a few cm onli ahh so pai seh >_< Anyway now muz study hard and tml have fun in ESCAPE theme park and i have decided to go to the Graduation Nite erm... juz to have fun i am hoping they dun ask us to dress formally it is embarassing.
 
I have decided to go SP eventhough MY CRUSH isn't GOING, he's going Ngnee Ann, everyone oso going Ngnee Ann, even that girl wahhh!!!!No fair but if i am destiny to meet him again time will come so i just leave it to fate. Aiyo can't type anymore muz K study liaoz! Bye Bye
 
Long Live Ayame......
SakuraLee78 signing off.....

16.7.04
Yours truly.


Tired


Man this is tiring. New RULE in NTSS: Muz sit according to register number during Friday assembly wat the hell lor....its so lame still call register no and name to make sure we sit in the correct place. somemore the arrangement is different lor now no 30 something and 40 something siting behind mi sian lar, worst still, my crush is sitting further and further away from me somemore still sit behind the girl who always like him T_T wad am i going to do!!!(as if i give it a damn dunno why now no feeling liao)
 
Now still studying F&N mock exam tml liao, but todae i saw my crush @ comic connection ahh so happy somemore still stand so near me a few cm onli ahh so pai seh >_< Anyway now muz study hard and tml have fun in ESCAPE theme park and i have decided to go to the Graduation Nite erm... juz to have fun i am hoping they dun ask us to dress formally it is embarassing.
 
I have decided to go SP eventhough MY CRUSH isn't GOING, he's going Ngnee Ann, everyone oso going Ngnee Ann, even that girl wahhh!!!!No fair but if i am destiny to meet him again time will come so i just leave it to fate. Aiyo can't type anymore muz K study liaoz! Bye Bye
 
Long Live Ayame......
SakuraLee78 signing off.....

16.7.04
Yours truly.


Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Juz Another Day


Well actually nothing much today but i have just found out the price of FINAL FANTASY VII: ADVENT CHILDREN DVD cost: S$108!!! how could i afford it but i realli wanna watch it. yeah and i am listening to One-Winged Angel as i type this post.

Next I reccomend people who loves Mandy Moore to watch this movie called A Walk To Remember. My friend brought me this VCD as a gift for last christmas. It is a great and touching movie! Shane West is so handsome.

Sorry I couldn't finish my Fanfic coz need to study for my 'N" levels, after which i would decide whether to make a small site to store my fanfic using bloggers. Hehe coz i got no dreamweaver.

Last thing, i have decided to study in Singapore Polytechnic after my secondary school days are over, even if my CRUSH isn't going there, i am gonna miss him. I feel like i am not that close to him already maybe he realli did like me before it is just that i m too retarded to look out for it now i have lost my chance so what i can do now is to daydream and let the past drift away as far as out into the Galaxy.

13.7.04
Yours truly.


Saturday, July 10, 2004
Finally the actual "n" level oral is over


Yes i hope i can pass oso our school has organise a Prom night at the end of the year and i am still deciding whether i wanna go or not but wouldn't it be embrassed if i wear those long skirts and blouse like evning gowns like that, not that i didn't wear before but the last time i wore it was during my uncle's wedding when i was Sec 2, then if i wear Geok Choon will say i look like Vanessa's grandmother haiz should i go or not.

Plus, My CRUSH isn't going so why the hell should i go i think if i go i will just be extra lolx well anyway below are ten reasons why i should go and why i shold not go.

10 Reasons why I should go
1) Coz i wanna everyone to realise i am there
2) Coz i wanna see if New Town Guys are handsome in their suits
3) Coz i am too thick-skinned
4) Coz i wanna see geok choon in evening gown
5) Coz Jacqueline hope i would go
6) Coz i have been waiting for this kind of party
7) Coz i wanna act cool
8) Coz everyone will be shocked to see mi in evening gowns(as if)
9) Coz i was hoping my crush will go on account of mi( that will neva happen)
10) Coz i wanna patch Mun Na and Samuel( but they dun wanna go)

10 reaons why i shouldn't go
1) Too jinx
2) I dun wanna be extra
3) GC sure critisize mi
4) too expensive
5) waste of my time
6) no evening gowns( dunno whether still can wear)
7) my best friend Fiona is not going
8) New Town Guys might be ugly dun wanna spoil my appetite
9) people might laugh at mi coz i am too ugly(they might spoil their appetite)
10)MY CRUSH ISN'T GOING!!!!!!!!

Long Live Ayame....
sakuralee signing off

10.7.04
Yours truly.


Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Sad and Rainy day, even the heaven cries


Today I saw him walking in with another girl, i dunno why i still can put up with that smile what has gotten into me, haiz my heart like it's split open by a knife but what can i do , i got nothing to compare with her. Her chinese is beta than mi same class as him for 4 1/2 yrs, people more chio than mi and oso nicer than definitely he is going to like her.

I wanna give up on him but dunno why cannot, how i wish someone help mi to give up rather than i always heartbreak and i realli very tired liaoz i wanna study.

Happy thing is Cassandra is our new SL yeah. then no need to worry much ahahaha

I still very sad every time see him i get realli happy and tired at the same time.

Long Live Ayame....
SakuraLee signing off

6.7.04
Yours truly.