Wah today i so lucky get to see HIM dance the fun dance ahh kawaii ne desu ~^^~ Anyway he got tok to me 2 times todae last time even beta lor coz we english same class cool rite every day oso see him now not so often liao >.< sianz. But nevamind sunmtimes see HIM and you-know-who together will get abit sad and jealous of course i still learning how to cope wif these kind of feelings

Oh then todae i learnt my very first pop dance it was cool man maybe can boost my confidence and tomolo is the day of my N level practical examz abit nervous but i think i can cope lah i am not going to be like last year and panick

now muz go study liao tml still got chem test ganbatte ne all my friends hehe

Some times how i wish i turn 21 that way under the Singapore Law my parents have no control over me becoz anything i do is always my fault scold me and only me i hate them alot even what i wear oso wanna say sumthing about it and they always dun keep their promises stupid rite only noe how to scold me when i did nothing wrong especially mum all my embarassing stuff she will remember very clearly and can keep nagging it or tell other people( as if showing off) for as long as 2 weeks seriousy and all the nice things i have done to make her proud she can't even remember it for 2 days. All parents in the world show biasm it is correct for us kids to suspect them if anything has gone wrong.

Secondly, i dunno why lately i have been hating everyone around me especially people from 4/6 except for Jacqueline and GC perphaps the people i hate most is that Zhi Xiang he sumtimes like every GP and CB lor only noe how to say people digustin and that Kenneth oso say what he victim i almost puke he keeps bullying girls sumtimes when he turn insane he starts to pull people's hair siao wan rite. Next, I am beginin to hate My CRUSH for no reason i dunno why seeing him makes me feel disgusted anyway who gives a damn.

Long Live Ayame.....
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I have decided to give up even if it means to lose a friend because If i still have a crush on him i can't concentrate on my studies. I have to be mean to him ignore him if i can eventhough it hurts a lot but i can't be bothered study is still my first priorities i muz fufill my parents hope no matter what so giving up and forget about crush is the best route that i can take.

anyway maybe he will know i am avoiding him but i still have to even if it means making him angry or whatsoever he die oso none of my business i have to be cold to him my friens told me not to give up but i still have to even my best friend is angry wif i mean it doesn't matter anyway rite it's juz a crush.

Now muz concentrate on my Big exams then decide what to do next sorry my friends.....gomenasai

Long Live Ayame
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Prelims Comin liaoz....everyone is worried including my CRUSH but i do get the pressure of my friends when they study near me so i SOMEHOW got motivated by them and i am now studying as i type this post. Nothing much happen lately except i was allow to go home a bit later yipee finally can go out with my friends until night cool man first time. Nothing more to tell muz study chinese liao or else prelim die hehe

Oh about the fan site i will complete it after my N levels which is in October so sorry if anyone is waiting to review it haha bye now..........

Long Live Ayame....
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Today is the day we sell Kacang Puteh and alot of people like Chris, Alvin,Weimin, ShengYing and Xerxes came to help us at last minute, they help us alot by shouting and advertising unlike people like Daryl who only knows how to create harvoc. At first I too was help at the stall but after a while, guess who came to find me? My Crush AHHH then we went to Mun Na's stall to make key chains and guess those kind of illusion pictures which were quite fun coz the person in charge is Hoe Ching. Then after collecting our key chain, my crush wanted to do another one that looks like mine so Mun Na helped him to draw one that looks like mine. Then after when it is done I took it to my crush's stall and gave it to him. Then after which i went back to my stall and help count the money, then he came to look for me again cool i had a very fun day, oh then by the time we clean up, it was time to assemble at the hall then there Mdm Oen was standing on the stage suggesting that we should dunk the teachers however, all the students wanted to dunk Mdm Oen(P) and Mr Lau( Dm) so she state the price to dunk her is $2000 and as for Mr Lau it will be $1200 so the whole school donated almost $1300 to dunk Mr Lau, while people were trying to see how wet Mr Lau can get, I was walking to the bus stop with my friends then there was my crush sitting listening to his disc man, which i have just notice that his ear phones were almost the same as mine just that the main colour is silver whereas mine is blue then the pattern oso the same Cool i feel so happy today.

Long Live Ayame......
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Hooray 6 more days it's my special someone's birthday haha anyway on Friday muz wear white top red bottom i can't imagaine if he wears that lolx muz be so handsome ~^_^~ I have bought him a present which he didn't expect one haha os now left Serena's and My mum's birthday lolx today's a happy day for me so now i muz study very hard for him coz his studies so good not like mi everytime fail this fail that haiz anyway i still can't resist my feeling towards himm haha

Hey have you notice i have laughed alot

Long Live Ayame
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