I have decided to give up even if it means to lose a friend because If i still have a crush on him i can't concentrate on my studies. I have to be mean to him ignore him if i can eventhough it hurts a lot but i can't be bothered study is still my first priorities i muz fufill my parents hope no matter what so giving up and forget about crush is the best route that i can take.

anyway maybe he will know i am avoiding him but i still have to even if it means making him angry or whatsoever he die oso none of my business i have to be cold to him my friens told me not to give up but i still have to even my best friend is angry wif i mean it doesn't matter anyway rite it's juz a crush.

Now muz concentrate on my Big exams then decide what to do next sorry my friends.....gomenasai

Long Live Ayame
Sakura_lee78 Signing off