Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Friday, September 17, 2004


DIEEEEEEEEE i wrote coordinates so whole sum wrong 5 marks bye bye then question 7 whole duno how to do 6 marks bye bye wad the hell lor i so stupid neva check idiot mi now i very scare my maths sure get 50 sumthing onli die lah i dun think i going to make it to sec 5 great i wanna study private my dad say if i fail i retain lor wah lao i dun wanna retain waste my time anyway i dun care liao i fail prelims fail lar but i die oso muz bia a 7 points in my n levels i am not going to retain in other words it's either i go u sec 5 or i QUIT SCHOOL i now very scare Mei Jiao got 50 sum thing for her first paper then her paper 2 sure get 30 above so she sure A1 i so envy her she dun have to worry but mi i thot i oso can get 50 sumthing coz the paper so easy lor but then i got 40 sumthing Ms Tok say one so i now realli hope miricle happen and pls give mi atleast a 50 or 49 or 48 neva let mi get 45 and below coz if i get 45 and below for my paper 1 die sure fail my whole maths paper now the next exam is physics muz study but i got no mood lah keep thinkin about my maths but maybe if i now regret i will study harder so now i am going to aim an A1 for my maths no matter what the least i can get is an A2. Think of how i did for my paper 2 juz now make me wanna cry liao prelims so easy lor yet i still can fail wah gonna break this year record i have neva been failing maths exams except when i was in sec 2 that year i didn't bother to listen to teacher then sec 3 my maths improve tremendously now declining again die lar how later tell my dad he sure scold one wah lao how come i so stupid do things so slow neva thing properly then neva check my aper b4 handling in stpid idiotic me i now so fed up i feel like killing my self AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i now dun dare to look at my maths paper i scare if i look at it i will cry how how how serve me right for falling in love during exam i should not have fell in love now i am goin to swear that i am not going to fall in love with anyone until i finish my education and out to work no aybe i should not fall in love my whole life yeah single life not so bad oso won't affect what i do yes now i beginin to understand Fiona's Theory about love LOVE SUX ALOT it only break one's heart i hate all of them i now agree with Fiona Yeah so no matter what i muz forget all about love and becoz love is affecting one person's life that's why the no. of divorce rate is rapidly increasing there is no eternally love LOVE DOES NOT EXSIST!!!!!!!!

That's all i have to say sorry to those who believe in love....
Long Live Ayame.........
Sakura_lee78 signing off........................

17.9.04
Yours truly.