Hey lately i haf got a new jap band that i have been idolising. HOME MADE 家族(Kazoku)...their song is realli nice k especially the song 少年ハート(Shounen Heart)...i like the trumpet/Sax instrumental bg effect...it sounds like dancing in the pub....man...I haven heard abt Orange Range lately...i love their song alot...heard abt them thru watching NARUTO coz they sang Viva Rocks-4th ed theme...next song i haf heard is Asterisk-Bleach 1st op...the rap is damn nice...and i have been chasing them ever since....anyway been thinking alot lately...coz my best friend is treating very cold towards me tis few days...i dunno whether i slipped something that shouldn't be, out of my mouth or izzit that i am getting a stab in the back by her. It's not that i wanna get supicious about her...i seriously trust her alot becoz she's been very helpful to me and yet i can't do anything to help her when she needs it, be it studies or other personal things....due to constriants and maybe fears i don't noe wad i can do to help her and i feel very guilty...i dunno whether is it she change or izzit me....but i am realli scared that i will get stab in the back by my best friend becoz i have been thru once b4 and i dun wanna experience it again...thinkin abt it, i feel like crying...izzit that i am so annoyin that i get on other people's nerves...if that's the case i rather be isolated from the class, the crowd....being alone will be a better choice because like that i won't get hurt or hurt other people... (learn from Mawata from pretear...guess i watched too much anime =p)I belive in this kind of saying....maybe i am realli a nuisiance....i dun feel like tokin to anyone except my family....i dun feel like having any friends now...coz when friendships are concerned, it, to me can coz alot of unecessary things....friendship turns a person soft-hearted and i think that is one of the unecessary things u nid, to survive in the society....dun you think so?

Long Live Ayame.....
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Oyasuminasai Minna......