Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Friday, March 31, 2006
Not feeling so well today


Mood: Sick
Music: Not listening

Uhhh~~~Not feeling so well today, juz ran in the toilet abt 3 hrs ago. My tummy is sick again, dunno what i ate tis time lol. So i actually skipped my dinner. Not exactly thou coz i drank a bowl of soup and that's it. Then today in office, I am in a damn big trouble coz i dunno whether it was me who misplaced important documents or wad but anyway i am in a very serious big trouble, so when Monday go back work must search for it lor. I scared leh wad if cannot find, my boss would probably skin me alive, my family would scold me, my relative oso will say me. Even my colleagues or rather supervisors will oso scold me. This is the worst-case scenario. NO! Wait, it's beyond worst. Die liao la, i can't remember where i put it leh, but normally I would put the things back to their original position. sway sia coz i did the back-ends so now the greatest suspect is me liao, if realli lost confirm my fault wan somemore during work i always act blur or rather i am realli blur. Esp tt someone whom i depise alot, she will cofirm nag wan. Sian la!

Good things is I saw alot of Bishounens today AHHHHHHHHH When i went to work the train i board, had a damn cute guy standin rite behind me and my heart was in my throat....he's so kawaii. Then when i went home, i board the train, there's this guy standin rite in front of me and i like his hair, it's Kakkoiiii!!!!!!! But wad shock me most is the incident yesterday. A cute guy actually gave up his seats for me sia in the MRT. I thot one is suppose to give to pregnant women or elderly. He's cute too, wish i could see him and to think tt after i got off the train, he still haven got off which means he stand damn long lor. My god where on Earth would you find this kind of gentleman! Now i fund looking at shuai ge is more exciting than falling in love lol At least looking wouldn't hurt lolx....anyway i nid to get my beauty sleep soon lol Happy early April's Fool Day!

Long Live Ayame........
Sanzo rocks forever.......
Miyavi rocks too........
Pepper Lunch Oishii//I wan ice-cream!!!!!!!!

31.3.06
Yours truly.


Saturday, March 25, 2006
Long story


Mood: Worried/Sad yet Happy at the same time too.
Music: SUMMER PARADE-DEPAPEPE

HI so long neva post liao lol. Okay first i'll talk abt last saturday.
~18th March 2006~
I went to watch date movie with my friends: Mun Na, Yu Ying and Samuel. I must say tis is my first NC16 show so quite memorable lol. Too bad Jac can't make it. It was damn funny but for some reason, i think that Samuel has the loudest laughter hais. Anyway, the movie was so funny that you can laugh frm the beginning till the end lol. After the movie we went to food fair which i initially dun wanna go coz i dun wanna squeeze with peeps, it's kinda scary, i had this kind of phobia so that's oso the reason why i don go pasa malam, it's not coz i am rich that's why i dun go. In the end, i decided to follow them in coz i dowan wait outside for them, god knows how long they will be in there. After food fair, I finally get to eat my dinner and it's already 8 plus. I am hungry le lor. I ate Jap food...hehe...then after that we went our seperate ways.

~25th March 2006~
Now, let's talk about today. I went to eat Pepper Lunch at Shaw House with Samuel. Today I ate back wad i ate the first time i tried Pepper Lunch. I still think that's my fav., Beef Pepper Rice....Oishii yo~ Anyway after eating, went to wheel Lock's place Border's. Then he was saying how his dog reminds him of me when he is feeding the dog with ice. What the hell, always comparing me with his dog! What kind of man is he...okay la i stop discriminating him liao la... then went to the jap shop...boo hoo no more ichigo doll liao, there he bought a Dragon figurine, then went apple centre, after which we walk the underpass back to shaw house and tried the ice-cream. I think it was called gelatino or something close to that. It's nice, i chose the lychee flavour hehe, then we decided to share coz it's real expensive, one small cup and it cost S$3.90.
Shocking right. Well we are not using the same spoon so no nid to worry. but the ice-cream realli nice lol. After that we went Kinokuniya. There, I bought 2 books of D.Gray-Man. It's a nice comic, i recommend those who like fullmetal alchemist to read it, it's good. Magic and battle, stuff like that. Then we went home. When i got home my mother ask me whether he got treat me or not i say no, then she ask me wad kind of guy is tis, she ask me not to find tis kind of husband next time lol. Mun Na said the same thing to me too lol. You ppl are so bad sia. Anyway, that's all abt it. Actually my wish sorta came true. I always wanted to walk Orchard in the nite with the person i like, though Samuel is my best friend, but still it's quite cool to hang out with friends in the nite coz of the nite breeze. It's nice.

Anyway, i found another anime to watch. Shakugan no Shana (i can't rmb the tittle), it's nice and i saw the novel at kino. Oh yeah. I heard frm Samuel the Bleach is liscensed. Which means no more fansubs, oh no! I wanna watch.

Oh yeah, today went to Ngee Ann to sign up for FOC and my nursing camp, i hope the ppl are nice. Ya think that's all i hafta say, i tired liao nid to sleep le. lol Ja ne!

Long Live Ayame
Sanzo rocks
Miyavi Kawaii

25.3.06
Yours truly.


Sunday, March 05, 2006
No!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Mood: Bored
Music: Kekkonshiki no Uta-Miyavi

Oh no! My nightmare just came true. I have been posted to Ngee Ann's Nursing. Nande?! Dakara, i am going to appeal for other courses. It's unbelievable coz i put tis damn course at the 11th position. Anyway....hope my appeal sucessful. I doubt so though, anyway, yesterday went to eat pepper lunch with samuel again lol...this time i ate chicken and i still dun dare to eat fish.Yuck! He said he would made me eat other kind of fish other than dory fish, it's impossible even if you force me to eat. I die oso won't eat coz i hate the fishy taste....gross. Anway, if i realli am fated to study nursing, I will work damn hard coz i wanna study children psychology hehe ^_^ anyway to all friends who got the choice they wanted OMEDETOU!!!!!!!! Nothing to write liao = = Oh ya I treated my sista to a movie; Big Momma's House 2, to me not very nice leh, it's funny but not realli tt funny la, the front part was quite boring to me and i was like did i chose the wrong movie to watch....Man, i shld have waited longer and watch date movie instead...but wadeva goin to no money liao hais = =

I am going to watch Final Destination 3 with my friends as part of my training since i am posted into nursing....sian la, why did i even put that course in, coz my dad told me to use it as a backup, i am tired aleli why does god always give me wad i dun wan but always dun give me wad i want...not fair...even when it comes to love. The people who i always like will never had the same feeling for me and those that i hate keep telling me that they dunno why they like me....wad the fuck sia....from now on i am not going to love anyone neither am i goin to let anymore dumb ppl to fall for me...that's it i have given up on love and relationship becoz i will neva find the person whom i love to love me back the same way.....sorry for those who expect me to have a bf coz i am not going to have one ever in my life...now i think tis kind of relationship is not onli fake but gross oso.....

Wads with all the muackz and love ya in SMSes and testi in friendsters! YUCK LOR!!!!

*Sorry to those who are blessed in a wonderful relationship...hope u all stay together forever.
To me, love may be the worst things that will ever happen in my life!

Long Live Ayame.....
Sanzo rocks.....
Pepper Lunch oishii yo~~~

5.3.06
Yours truly.