Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Sunday, March 05, 2006
No!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Mood: Bored
Music: Kekkonshiki no Uta-Miyavi

Oh no! My nightmare just came true. I have been posted to Ngee Ann's Nursing. Nande?! Dakara, i am going to appeal for other courses. It's unbelievable coz i put tis damn course at the 11th position. Anyway....hope my appeal sucessful. I doubt so though, anyway, yesterday went to eat pepper lunch with samuel again lol...this time i ate chicken and i still dun dare to eat fish.Yuck! He said he would made me eat other kind of fish other than dory fish, it's impossible even if you force me to eat. I die oso won't eat coz i hate the fishy taste....gross. Anway, if i realli am fated to study nursing, I will work damn hard coz i wanna study children psychology hehe ^_^ anyway to all friends who got the choice they wanted OMEDETOU!!!!!!!! Nothing to write liao = = Oh ya I treated my sista to a movie; Big Momma's House 2, to me not very nice leh, it's funny but not realli tt funny la, the front part was quite boring to me and i was like did i chose the wrong movie to watch....Man, i shld have waited longer and watch date movie instead...but wadeva goin to no money liao hais = =

I am going to watch Final Destination 3 with my friends as part of my training since i am posted into nursing....sian la, why did i even put that course in, coz my dad told me to use it as a backup, i am tired aleli why does god always give me wad i dun wan but always dun give me wad i want...not fair...even when it comes to love. The people who i always like will never had the same feeling for me and those that i hate keep telling me that they dunno why they like me....wad the fuck sia....from now on i am not going to love anyone neither am i goin to let anymore dumb ppl to fall for me...that's it i have given up on love and relationship becoz i will neva find the person whom i love to love me back the same way.....sorry for those who expect me to have a bf coz i am not going to have one ever in my life...now i think tis kind of relationship is not onli fake but gross oso.....

Wads with all the muackz and love ya in SMSes and testi in friendsters! YUCK LOR!!!!

*Sorry to those who are blessed in a wonderful relationship...hope u all stay together forever.
To me, love may be the worst things that will ever happen in my life!

Long Live Ayame.....
Sanzo rocks.....
Pepper Lunch oishii yo~~~

5.3.06
Yours truly.