Mood: Confused
Music: Real Face-KAT-TUN

Well, guess who i saw today in the NP library? My childhood playmate, the one tt i actualli fell for when i was a lil girl. He's the one who always make me laugh. We practically played with each other frm when we were in diapers to like i was abt 10 b4 we lost contact coz i moved house and his granny won't let him come to my new house to play...and i really miss him coz it's like i can't get use to it especially during holidays coz he won't be there to play with me aleli...i still talk to his granny sometimes since his granny is my granny's neighbour. So today at the library i got shocked that i kept starring at him, i hope he won't find it offensive or wad since i may mistaken tt guy for my childhood playmate but they realli look alike...i was so shock tt i couldn't concentrate on my revision for PAS and when i take the common test i practically cannot concentrate at all! I wonder wads wrong with me coz it's like when i see him tt moment my heart rate increases but i couldn't possibly like him rite coz it's like how many years since i have talk to him but then again when i told my grandma tt i saw him, my grandma say maybe he got girlfriend le and i must admit tt upon hearing tt i felt sad. This is the part where i got confused, how can i be sad when i dun even like him? Oh god can someone tell me wad kind of feelin is tis?

Anyway no point brooding over it, lately I beginning to notice KAT-TUN and i think i am beginning to like them and planning to become a fan of them, but i feel as if i betray NEWS lol, but no matter wad, NEWS will always be better than KAT-TUN. For now, I like Kamchan coz he acted in Nobuta wo Produce, that's when i first started to notice him. Then another one is Akanishi Jin, i always thot that his dance moves were HOT lolx but i still prefer Kusano's dancing lol. To me, Akachan's dancing is good too especially all those sexy and seductive ones lol, i am not being a pervert here but when he dances to music like tt, i will go crazy over him lol..dunno why oso...this is precisely why the tittle for this entry is Damn Confused lol...anyway i nid to turn in le tml still got FON test lol...

Long Live Ayame...
Sanzo rocks.....
NEWS rocks....
K8 rocks (i like their Naniwa Iroha Bushi)....
Miyavi rocks.....
Akanishi Jin rocks....