Mood: sian
Music: Shamrock-UVERworld

Yes. Just like the title has said I am emotionally hurt lolx, actually no lar, but got somebody like to scold me cock eyed, cock mouth and stupid, so i tired until i dowan to talk to him liao very sian wan lolx...anyway project still half way done....OH SHIT!!!! It's 7.03pm I nidda faster type this post okay tis will be a real short post coz i wanna watch tv ahahaha...anyway i very happy, my dad let me go chalet and stay overnight somemore YAY!!!!Banzai okay the rest i blog another day nidda go watch tv bye bye!!!!

Mood: normal
Music: Chak Ha Geh Sal Ja-KISS

Ahaha!This time i am listenin to a Korean song....well, as usual, lotsa project has to be done and i damn hate it.....Then my reflective Journal, just because i didn't write independent reflection, i got 1 mark minus off...not fair sia then Connie neva tell me she tear off the independent reflection journal pages coz she got full marks for RJ wad the hell lor...but nevamind lar although i am weaker than all my other friends in all the modules as long as i pass good enough liao lar....must force myself not to compare with others coz like that will spoil the friendship in between one....well atleast today had a fun day, although I think i fail my MIC pract test...long story and with my kind of personality i am just to lazy to type out wad exactly happen lol....but atleast during FON, i got to sit in our lecturer's car lol like that dun nid to climb the bladdie damn slope lor, so nice we got there so fast lol.....oh yea then today saw my kor at the game competition finally coz we know each other online so neva realli see each other before...glad i saw him at the atrium...wish him all the best in the upcomming games.....

WHY must they do project on Saturday???????I wanna take pics of Lucify and see MISAKI and KUEK at IMM ahhhhhhhhh now no more chance liao lar stupid project...who's the one suggested to do project on sat arh i am goin to skin him/her alive!!!!!!! oh ya and lastly I still miss my MASSU!!!! When is NEWS comming back?!!!!!!

Mood: pissed
Music: Our Relation-Imai Eriko

Well...can see that i am realli pissed off right....i seldom so vulgar wan so pardon me for all the vulgarity(if any) later....today, the worst day in my 18 years of life....i just screwed up my group project...our presentation was damn disorganise and the thing just purely sucks...all my fault, coz i was like slutterin througout the whole fucking thing....then it's like everything just went wrong thanks to me...wads worst was when all the ppl are laughin at us, i was laughing with them....why did i do that, call me selfish or wadeva, i oso didn't know why i did that....my life is totally fucked up by projects and stress. ARGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! Tml got PAS re-test, then Wed got the stupid MIC pract test, still got CNP and FON project haven finish....stupid teachers, keep throwin us this kind of things....my love life sucked too....for some fucking reasons i always end up falling for the wrong guy...i swear i am not gonna fall in love ever again!!!!!!it's juz too unreal!!!!!!!

Mood: Calm
Music: MY SISTA (featuring DJ Tonk from NAKED ARTZ) - Double

Well, actually i got lotsa say but dunno whether i will cut it short or not depend on my mood lor lolx....
On Friday, since there was no AAP pop quiz, me and my friends from P07 went to watch movie at West Mall since there's a 4 hour break but seriously i regretted goin out with them coz it was a lame show i watched. Thanks to one of my friend, i watched the lamest show that i ever watch in my life, Nacho Libre. Sorry to fans of Jack Black but the show simply just sucks, after went back to school for AAP lesson, Dr Ronnie's back so i finally can understand the lecture again lol but Dr Red's Lectures are more detailed and comedic lol....Then yesterday went out with my cute lil cousin to Suntec...my god she so kawaii.....Today i went to donate blood with my dad but i couldn't donate because my blood pressure was too low....wad the hell....i suspect the machine got problem.....ok that's all....i just purely too lazy to write it in details....then did i mention that i wanna be Mrs. Masuda lol...he looks so cute in danodori waiiiiiiii kawaiii na!!!!!!!!!

Long Live Ayame...
M4 rocks....
NewS rocks.....

Mood: happy
Music: Bye my love-FLAME

I feel like killing myself...i am undergoin depression....haha..kiddin...just a quotation i got frm Dr Thomas, my psychology lecturer...haiya so many project commin up so busy sia now i am all confuse le...damn it....baskit lol ( learn frm samuel wan lolx hope he's not lookin at this =p) Anyway, i feel excited...hehe coz Sunday can see Lucify..yay especially Kuek and Misaki...this time die oso must take their pics XD....okay tml there's AAP quiz but i dun think i will borther to study anyway...lol...maybe tml i will study bah since there's like 4 hrs of break between my lesson...then i duno wad to write le....lol...nthin liao bah ahaha...think that's all...oh yah who's birthday is it next ar...hmm let me think....oh yea Bao Jie wan...gues i juz write him a testimonial on friendster can liao lol....not realli close to him anyway...after that is Samuel...this guy juz buy something can liao lar or i just make the present myself since he actually gave me present during my birthday....then after that is my mom's birthday and then it's Serena aka caitou's birthday...wow August is a busy month oso ahahaha and i think i goin to be broke le ahaha...that's all bah ahahaha till then peeps///////JA NE!!!!!!!!

Long LIve AYaME....
M4 rocks.......
NEWS rocks......

Mood: dunno lol
Music: My Boo-Usher and Alicia Keys

Yay!!! Today's the day Kat-Tun's 2nd single [SIGNAL] released. Nothing to do now so thought of blog first b4 i go to sch...how sia, raining cats and dogs now got lightnin and thunder somemore and the stupid bus stop quite a distance from my house....hope it can stop sooner...if not maybe i skiping CNP tutorial coz realli hard to get out of the house now so i hope god will atleast lighten the raining or stop for the sake of my study ahaha...oh yea i just found out that MY MASSU cut his hair...he look so man sia...see lar! so shuai for wad, now i cannot stop dreaming of him liao he look so cool....ahhhhhhh.....i realli hope NewS faster come back!!! Miss them lots and i mean LOTS everytime watch Summary ( i actually bought the VCD), i feel like crying lor...realli wish the year 2006 faster over lol....but now it's only july still got 5 more months sian....lucky my massu can still be seen on Ya-ya-yah shows along with Tegoshi and of coz Koyama, sometimes Shige goes onto the show oso...but there's still no news of Kusano and Uchi leh..wonder wad the both of them doin now...Kusano probably studying now haha since he's 18 and that means he's in High School....hey, i am 18 too this year...but i am in Polytechnic le lol, i rather study High school thou but me not clever enough to go to high school.....

After typing so much, the rain is still so heavy and in fact i think it's getting heavier....hais wad to do now i probably skipping CNP liao lar if now i'll probably be late le hais....anyway till then i hafta go liao....

Long Live Ayame....
M4 rocks.....
NewS rocks....

Mood: so-so
Music: Signal-KAT~TUN

Erm..well, let me clarify something, the music that i am listening to now as i type this post is the latest single by Kat-Tun. However, i am actually listening it from the PV that's uploaded in You Tube coz the single will only be released on 19 07 2006. I am still waiting for that date coz this single is realli nicer than Real Face.

Okay, now on to school work. Exams is just 4 weeks away and there's alot...well maybe not that much projects that needs to be completed and i feel as if i am gonna die the topics given are so damn hard and i feel as if i am not contributing to the group. Yesterday went to friend's house to do project then he showed me Newtype mag OMG he's actually rich enough to buy that. Well. he shouldn't have show me that coz i get distracted lol. So basically the whole time, i am reading the mag while others is doing the project so when we meet for project again i gotta ask wad exactly happened during the time i was being distracted lol.

Next, on to me idol stuff haha. Massu's got a new drama with Kimura Ryo titled Dance*Drill, my god both so cute ahaha...then the other NEWS member i dunno wad they doin now. Koyama probably is still doing his MC stuff on SC haha. Ryo's probably with K8 (i dunno just a guess), then Yamapi probably got his solo stuff, but wad abt Shige and Tegoshi? can someone update me lol, i realli hope they'll be back soon and hope that JE don't disband NEWS.

Ya-ya-yah finally got it's own original song. Which means it's not one of their sempai's song. It 's entitled Summer x Summer x Summer. Shoon's got a solo part in this song but it's realli different from all the other songs that they have sang. Taiyou's growing more matured I can't wait for him to be like 17, 18 he'll be so kakkoii by then ahaha...well think that's all i gotta say in this post..ja ne!

Long Live Ayame..
M4 rox..
NewS rocks.....

Mood: Sad
Music: not listenin

Hihi one week since i blog le lol. Today is Shigeaki Kato's Birthday!!!Tanjoubi Omedetou!!! Wish him all the best in everything he do lol...Hope he and other members of NEWS faster come back lol....

School has started. I hate it lotsa things nid to catch up and back to the busy schedule...lotsa projects and homework!!! Glad Lucify is still in SuperBand....I guess that's all nothing much to blog actually coz my school life juz sucks lol....

Long Live Ayame....
Sanzo Rocks....
M(4) Rocks....
NEWS rocks.....

Mood: Happy
Music: Not listening coz maid is sleeping

Okay the main purpose of this post is to wish my Massu, a happy birthday..hehe though he wouldn't hear my wishes, but oso he's 20 which means he's turning into a adult...tanjoubi omedetou. Today is also Akanishi Jin's burfdae! I wish him a happy birthday too though i dun realli 'like him' but i like his dance moves. (NEWS is still better actually =p)

Now, I will be talking about yesterday's event. Okay yesterday lotsa things happen just that i am too lazy to log in and update the blog haha. Yesterday, i went to bugis to buy hoody. Then actually wanted those that u wear like a tshirt wan but too ex so i went to another shop which sells hoody oso but in forms of jacket type(those with zip). I met Mun Na at abt 4 plus at clementi MRT. Concidentally, guess who I saw? Samuel!!!! haha my "sista" =p I hope he's not looking at this coz i might not live the next time i see him haha. Anyway, he was kinda sweet and gentleman lar coz when i met him, Mun Na was still on her way so he actually waited for Mun Na with me. Then after Mun Na came, we try to persuade him to come along with us but in the end he dun wan, hais. Atleast he waited with me ahahaha....had quite a fun day coz went shopping saw my sec sch friends at bugis's beard papa she workin there now, couldn't recognise her though. Also saw mediacorp star chen han wei at bugis st. Guess his doin some recordin show. Overall quite fun lar yesterday.

Long Live Ayame....
Sanzo rocks....
Massu rocks...
Miyavi rocks....
LeeJoonKi rocks....
NEWS rocks....

Mood: Happy
Music: Crystal Flower-Goong OST

OMG!!!!Today went bugis to watch superband live on stage, they didn't though. It was more like a meet and greet session. I saw Lucify, they are my favourite, but Kuek wasn't there!!!WHY!!!! Thank god Misaki was there!!!but i didn't got his picture, actually haf la but due to the weakness of a phone camera, there's reflection somemore quite far so can't see clearly unless zoomed in. When they were leaving, i got to stand in front so it's like the members of LUCIFY walk past in front of me, i wanted to shake Misaki's hand but didn't dare to put out my hand lol...atleast got Shinya's photo, there's reflection too but this one is clearer coz he's nearer to us...ahh i almost faint coz they so near, they look better in person than on camera lol. I first notice them because the way they dress up looks exactly like Jrock band-Alice 9 lol....I wanna watch the Grand Finals on 5th August I hope they win sia lol...Well after saying goodbye to Lucify, I went with my sis to watch the 2nd part of the show, the bands of the revival round!!!! I wonder why their stage is bigger lol. Anyway when Mi Lu Bin came out, everyone includin my sis was screamin their lungs out lol, one of the member Wei qi, taught us how to beatbox, yea he performed human beatboxing, but i still think Nakamaru from KATTUN does it better, no offense thou, he's quite cute!!!After the show, we chase after the bands, and funny thing is i was walking together with them and yet no one notice, except my sis coz she pulled me aside and told me that the band AMBER was walking behind me and i was blocking their way, I am so sorry AMBER!!! I didn't know they were walking behind me!!!! Anyway, that's all. Today i had a great experience, Misaki actualli smiled in my direction so to me it was as if he's smilin at me! my god! My heart almost jump out of my throat!

Long Live Ayame...
M(4) rocks.....
Lucify rocks....