Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
My 3rd day at AH


Mood: bored
Music: NOw or NEva-Chemistry

Well today is morning shift so quite tired but time flies very fast lol....coz quite busy sia....then tmr is afternnon shift so i get to see how the inside of AH looks like XD anyway quite stress there lol coz work load is alot and the speed they used to complete is damn fast...i do parameter for one patient, the nurse there can like do 3 or 4 liao...so i damn slow and damn blur...i hope tmr will be better lor hope i not as blur as today...then today clear a bed pan for patient, seriously, i am scared coz i love cleaniness wan lol so must tahan and now i type tis i oso smell shit lol....got phobia but wad to do? if i dun clean for the elderly who would wan to clean rite, so i just treat as if i am doin a service for them which actually is lar coz the NE say nursing is a service profession...lol...tmr meeting mun na they all at NEW TOWN...yay we goin back to see our teachers...i hope Ms Tok is back liao lol...anway i found a nice song of SID, it's call Otegami... so i put the PV below...enjoy...AKI very handsome but not as handsome as my TORA (duh!)...till then I LOVE TORA!!!!!!

30.8.06
Yours truly.


Monday, August 28, 2006
First day @ AH!!!!!


Mood: Glad
Music: Signal-KAT-TUN

OKay how should i put this....well today is my first day at Alexandra Hospital....and it's the ward orientation...wad we did today was just basically going through all the ward procedure, then we can help to take parameters of patients and then talk to patient and observe since we dun realli know wad we should do...i must say when out in the real hospital setting, all of us were quite blur, but i think i am the most blur wan lol...there's this patient who vomit then me and my coursemate dunno wad to do so i keep takin tissues for her to puke on and the sight is unbearable at first coz it made me wanna puke too...i noe i shldn't act tis way...so i tell myself to tahan lor....die oso must tahan...oh yea and i sort of talk back at a nurse...coz she ask me to observe how diapers is being change, then i told her i need to switch off my hp coz it interfere with the ecg monitoring machine so she ask me...in the first place why is your hp with you?...so i said...coz there was no locker for me to keep my hp inside the staff room...after that she kept quiet and continue with patient care lolx...i hope i won't get mark down for this incident...anyway i am looking forward to tmr's hospital orientation coz i wonder if we can go see the mortuary...u see i nid to noe the exact place so i can lock someone in there lol...juz kiddin thou...i am not tt cruel....so now i am counting down 19 days till end of attachment....atashi ganbarimasu!!!

oh yea...i am so happy...WHY? coz i have GROWN 1 CM yay!!!!!!!frm 156 to 157 makes me so happy lor...maybe if i drink more milk and jump more i can grow another cm lol...holiday must go play basketball lolx...i wanna grow taller!!!coz whole family so tall...my mom atleast 160 cm, my dad atleat 180cm, my sista is now 179cm and still growing, and my bro is 170 cm and still growing...why am i so short? i juxz dun understand....anywayy that's all for today...till then... I LOVE TORA!!!!!!!!

28.8.06
Yours truly.


Sunday, August 27, 2006
My last day of holiday before CA


Mood:bored
Music: Gin no Tsuki Kuroi Hoshi-Alice Nine

Yay....i love tis song, coz there's one part showcasing TORA's guitar solo...man he look so cool in the PV (wanna see? juz look at my previous post, i got put the PV in). Anyway, so sian...tmr will be the begining of my torturous CA for a month hais but i'll be posting wads going on lol...if i got the mood...well dun feel like sleeping yet...our pract grp onli me and dianny the rest either went NUH or SGH lol...sian...my si dang all went NUH lol...i not alone thou...atleast Jasmine with me lol...i think she knows alot more than me lol...i wonder how tmr will be like...anyway nothing much happen today...slack whole day at home surfing net and stuff....then going to KL frm oct 2-oct 5 for study trip hope we get to sit plane lol...coz if by coach, reach there after abt 6 hrs bah...which is quite long since Malaysia so big...till then....I LOVE TORA!!!!!!!!I am gonna miss him where i go overseas....TORA DAISUKI!!!!!

27.8.06
Yours truly.


Saturday, August 26, 2006
A day @ west coast park!!!!! but with my dad lolx


Mood: peaceful
Music: Aishiteru kara hajime o mihappyo-Miyavi

Yes, I am seriously loving the Miyavizm thingy going around!!!! Call me a daddy's girl if u wan but today i went west coast park with my dad ahaha he say he wanna go jogging so i went there to fly kite AGAIN lolx...for some reason the kite flew halfway up and fell again. wad can i say...Kite mission has failed once again lolx...but after my dad helped me the kite actually flew quite high lol...but under the hands of MAY which is me....the kite fell again....so wad can i say again? My kite flying skills juz SUCKS lolx...anyway had lotsa fun today oh and i think i am gonna go crazy BOU (CHAN) of AN Cafe...lol he looks like a girl my god so cute sia lol but in fact he's a guy hais...still TORA is my PRIORITY lol....well actually i flipped thru shoxx sept issue and i found another band with a girl and the others are guy...the girl name is aya (if i read it correctly since it's in jap) and she plays bass for the band. I dunno wads the name for the band coz i dunno how to read kanji but i am sure she's a girl...if tt's a guy i think i am gonna die of heart attack lol anyway if anyone knows the name of tt band can juz tell me by taggin at the tagboard thnx alot!!!!till then....TORA DAISUKI DESU!!!!!!!

26.8.06
Yours truly.


Fun after examz!!!!


Mood: Normal
Music:Heisei Jyuushichinen Shichigatsu Nanoka-Alice nine

Well, what i am gonna type now is wad happen yesterday since now is about 1:02 AM and i am damn tired lol...okay i had lotsa fun with my si dang no.3 at jurong east entertainment centre...we went to watch the Break up and sadly the ending, the 2 didn't get back together but they good friends ahahaha...erm then went to arcade and play ddr, daytona, drum thingy...saw shahera and played daytona with her and her brother and their friends too...so i lost to her as usual except once, and like last time she was shouting wad the hell again lolx....then after that went this fashion and try on sleveless clothes lol, the 4 of us ahaha juz try on for the fun of it =p, then some sales girl show us attitude, hais ppl now these days...after that went to see ppl ice-skate and then went bak play arcade again ahaha...oh yea then a small kid thought me how to play para para lol...i feel so swagu myself ahahaha...anyway that's wad breifly happen.

Oh yea! didn't i say i was gonna update after i found Tora's skin, well found one but no navigation so i dunno how to use it as a blogskin hais but found this layout out which is quite nice but of coz it's not TORA (duh isn't it obvious). Next i oso getting myself into An Cafe...love their song: BondS-Kizuna...it's got a movie too and kanan(izzit how it's spelled, i am new to them so i dun exactly noe their name) looks so adorable with tt specs lol....the thing is i spent one whole morning tryin to figure out whether Bou is a girl or guy ahaha he looks so much like a girl lor can even wear girls stuff and he won't be notice as a boy lol...anyway below is the PV for the BondS-kizuna by An Cafe...enjoy...till then I LOVE TORA!!!!!!!!

26.8.06
Yours truly.


Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Alice nine so cute in their uniform!!!!!


Mood: Happy
Music: We Love You~Sekai wa Kimi wo aishiteru-Miyavi

Well...looks like i am so into jrock....especially Miyavi and Alice Nine...hahaha recently start to expose myself to the music of An Cafe....then found this vid on you tube...alice nine+ sch uniform= sexy, cute and cool....lol...esp my TORA ahaha...they all realli cute...i am tryingt o find this song and the PV, but you tube doesn't have it sad sia...but got their live performance of this song...so i shall put the vid below...enjoy it...coz i did.

Then today FON exam i think i retaking the module lol...coz all on nursing process so i juz wrote crap thruout the paper XD!!!! then tmr meeting my si dang no.3 @ library to study PAS tis is one of the killer subject sia hope i pass this!!!!!Ganbatte!!!!I'll most probably be buying Alice Nine album...if i can and also Miyavi's MYV POP and Miyavizm lol....Till then...I LOVE TORA and MIYAVI!!!!!!!!!


22.8.06
Yours truly.


Monday, August 21, 2006
I dun like Paradise kiss ending!!!


Mood: bored
Music: not listening, well maybe tv frm outside lol

YAADAA!!! Wad kind of ending is that my god....Parakiss is such a nice anime but lousy ending lor...Yukari did not get together with George...so sad lor and they were so in love somemore....why...i hope they got a sequel ahahaha but nvm....i guess if anime all happy ending then no point sia...so once a while sad oso nvm....but the thing is they neva meet each other for 10 years...i still cannot accept it lar!!!! Okay so tmr FON paper and i still dunno wad to study...seriously not in the mood sia...i think i turn in early tonite then tmr morning, i shall study.....finally AAP and MIC finish....didn't think it'll be easier than past year paper...anyway nothing else to say le

21.8.06
Yours truly.


Sunday, August 20, 2006
A day @ west coast park!!!!!


Mood: WEEEEEEEEEE
Music: listening to songs in itunes starting frm IT"S IN THE STARS-W~inds.

Yay!!!!I had so much fun yesterday....

Me and my si dang no.1!!!!!(MJ didn't come thou T-T)


Reverse barrier nursing lol XD


wooo~ a real life barbie doll!!!!


OMG!!!! I have been curse by the little card o_O


Okay time for May's lesson on how to fly a kite!!!!

Firstly, you haf to pull the string and try to make ur kite stand against the wind.


Secondly, u pull once the kite is up and u keep pulling. (ahahaha i noe i look stupid)


Thirdly...YAY...the kite is up....congrats U have juz understood how to fly a kite!


so..in the end i was caught for teaching without registering thru MOE...


Then we haf lotsa fun after my release lol....





Owwww...wad a best reunion..actually it's Serena's burfdae....hey look! ain't the lil gurl cute...kawaii ne!!!!

So i shan't type much since picture say more the words...besides gotta go study for aap le lol...till then I LOVE TORA!!!!!!!

20.8.06
Yours truly.


Friday, August 18, 2006


Mood: Nervous
Music: Invitation-Shibasaki Kou

Well, i am now typing this post after revising my MIC, tmr there's a exam sia, this is very important because there are no sub papers, so if i fail, i hafta repeat this module which i dun wan to...coz i dun like the teacher =p but anyway...*ouch* my leg's cramping T-T....okay anyway...i hope i can manage to pass lor, i dun expect a A i wan a D and that's enough le coz i heard warren say past year paper quite hard...then today went to study with Connie, Yun Ru, Warren and Keen Hong, well yun ru brought her clow cards lol so i played with it, and we try to predict which was obviously not accurate wan lol..so we help warren to predict for every module and so happens that the Sleep, the Dream came out in one of the prediction and then ILLUSION oso came out...it was so damn funny lor...only his FON got glow card lol...so had fun today too but most of the time we were realli revising with each other...damn it i cannot rmb wad we said earlier on again...i realli feel like hanging myself...okay below is a vid of wad happen backstage at PSC ( Peace and samile carnival) this time is wif alot of jrockers...so alice nine and miyavi is there too....yayness lol....so enjoy the vid...i shall go recap wad yun ru said juz now then i go slp liao if not tmr might fail sia...till then, I love TORA!!!!!


18.8.06
Yours truly.


Thursday, August 17, 2006
It's a fun and fulling study week


Mood:so-so
Music: Lotta Love-M-flo loves MINMI

Well...today studied mostly of PAS SAQ coz my interest lies there lol...anyway, exams coming so must faster memories, my mic still haven study finish...then we have thot of a name for our band it's call TSUKIHOSHI, well coz we love the moon and the star and we hope if we ever have the chance to become famous, we wanna shine as brightly as the moon and stars in the sky...then below is another PV of ALICE NINE lolx...i noe some people will get tired but i still wanna say I LOVE TORA lol...anyway enjoy the pv coz quite nice then all the best to all my friends oh yea here i wanna thank one person, coz everytime he's there for me, and he remembers all my favourite things and wad i hate but i tell ya, he's NOT my boyfriend...he's juz a great friend who's damn important to me....thank you for everything....


17.8.06
Yours truly.


Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Really study today


Mood: Peaceful
Music: listening to some religious song

Well, today, i studied from 1-3 then ate lunch till 4 then study till abt 6 so i feel that it's one of the times when i realli study although lotsa funny stuff goin on, then saw my friend wei qiang at the library too, such a small world lol. After that msg keen hong to come entertain the 3 of us lol, so when he came down, he said we cheat him come coz he thot we are at library but those stupid ppl put their things on the table then dunno go where oso, so we no place to sit so we sit on the floor lar, but after eating mac we decided not to move lol, sit there and study, i finally understand wads homeostasis yay!!!!OKay after that went to arcade again lol =p we play ddr again, damn i am addicted to the game liao, cannot play lar, later exam fail lol. Oh yea then when going home we play to set up a band, me and my si-dang 3 de band, but haven think of a name yet tmr goin to discuss, so here's the plan on the parts...Yun Ru will be the drummer, I wanna be the guitarist juz like TORA ^-^ and Connie on the vocals, so i guess Adeline will play the bass lol, then Yun Ru was sayin next year we join HS idol lol....funny sia...but i dare to perform as a band coz last time oso part of school band.....then below i shall put a funny clip of alice nine, it's their x'mas msg frm last year....so cute sia esp SAGA, he's a soft person lol...anyway enjoy the vid oh yea i noe it's naggy but....I STILL LOVE TORA...NO MATTER WHAT YOU PEOPLE SAY!!!!lol....


16.8.06
Yours truly.


Kyou wa tanoshimi desu!!!


Mood: so so abit scared
Music: Velvet-Alice Nine

Okay, since it's 12 plus now, so wad i am typing is actually wad happen yesterday lolx...okay...me and my si dang-dead gang as wad yun ru referred as lol, together with warren and keen hong met at Jurong East library to study for our exams, but the thing is Yun Ru kept saying she wanna go arcade play, so in the end we studied abt 2 hrs plus, we went to eat koran food as lunch...this is one of the funniest and crappiest lunch i have ever had, yun ru was explainin to one of the person who served us how connie had extract her tooth and can't eat hard things lol, it was down right funny, i bet the waiter thot she was crazy, after having lunch we went to the ARCADE!!!!!Had alot of fun, i feel guilty coz study time is less than play time lol...okay so we play DAYTONA again lol, tis time very funny coz warren and keen hong oso play, then if i am not wrong ar, i think keen hong got last place in one of the race we played so funny but the thing is we actually lost to a kid coz he oso play mah so he got first, then dunno who got second lol, i got fifth place lol yay last min win yun ru leh lucky i not last one ahahaha...anyway after that played alot of other games, then actually wanna play ddr with connie but in the end warren play with me instead, i am suprise i can play 3 footer sia lol, coz my skills in ddr very de rusty liao, neva played since sec 2 wor lol...then after that keen hong got forced by all of us so he dance oso, thou i didn't see it but i bet it was hilarious ahahaha...then after that yun ru and adeline have to leave first so the rest of us play a musical thingy lar quite fun, after tt no money then 6 plus liao so must go home le...later i meetin my si dang again to study aap lol...so till then.....I LOVE TORA no matter wad u all say!!!!!!!!

16.8.06
Yours truly.


Monday, August 14, 2006
I love ALICE nine


Mood: excited
Music: "Q" (Question)-Alice nine

Hey i am listening to Q on repeat lol just because i found out tt the original composer is none other than TORA...lol plus during the chorus, Saga sang with Shou...my god i didn't know Saga voice is like teenager boy lol, in act, i dunno alot of things about them such as their real full name and their age, these are kept secret i guess....Then i am watching a new anime tittled : Meine Liebe Wieber, coz i heard that Nao got voice act as one of the characters but i dunno which one, plus the op and ed theme of this anime are songs by alice nine lol....Today went to watch My super ex-girl friend, quite interesting sia, alot of sexual content i wonder why they rated PG lol...anyway overall quite a nice show...somemore i watch with my bestfriends from poly lol, then saw Eric and gang at Jurong point oso, they eat and shop wor, the thing is eric's the onli guy there ahaha funny sia...the interestin part is daytona...i can't believe that i got 2nd sia, i tried to go short cut then dunno why the people so nice repair my car lol, so i was like damn slow liao, dunno why suddenly can go so fast but i wanna play it again sometime...feel so satisfied today ahaha....exams coming so must study....till then....I LOVE TORA!!!!!

14.8.06
Yours truly.


Sunday, August 13, 2006
OMG this is getting worrying!!!!


Mood:worry
Music: Random music lol

OMG....I am panicking now, coz i dunno whether i got fail my nsl or not coz that day neva hear properly, guess i was too nervous liao...so now asking my teacher, i feel so guilty sia...disturb her on a weekend ...my god i must have left a very bad impression by not listening clearly...HOW!!!! I am doomed if i realli fail then i dun turn up tmr, i can't go for clinical attachment then i might be dismissed frm nursing coz not enough ca omg then my dad will be angry and dissapointed at me.....how how T^T I dun wanna drop out of sch sia....nvm the most tml i go sch early and check, in that case i hafta bring my nursing uniform, shoes and all the things needed for nsl pract...now i go and study for nsl theory tmr....till then...I STILL LOVE TORA

13.8.06
Yours truly.


Saturday, August 12, 2006
OMG Spent too much today lol


Mood: Satisfied
Music: Geh Deh Ji Geum-Lim Jung Hee

OMG I realli spent too much today...firstly spent about 18 bucks on Kurosagi VCD haha it's a jdrama starring Yamapi...i told you i miss NEWS...Koyama appear in epi 2 leh....then went to kinokuniya and bought shock-a jrock mag...cost abt 20 bucks after discount and it's all for the sake of Alice 9 and Miyavi wor...still trying to read the words and understand them...i understand abit onli lol...must slowly read lor...then MY IPOD CAN BE SAVE LIAO so happy sia lol....u see ar the person say maybe something inside is loose so cannot hear properly coz the data neva spoil ar so if let say change the headphone jet it'll cost onli 50-60 bucks instead of buying a new one....mine is the 4th generation wan so now no production liao, so anywhere oso cannot find...so now i realli hope can repair lor....oh yea on the way to sim lim square, i saw a peh peh on the bus...wah he more advance than me sia, his hp slide phone wan wor...but the cute thing is when he readin the i suppose is sms, he took out a magnifying glass so cute sia lol....mon still got nsl theory paper tmr must start studyin liao....till then....I LOVE TORA!!!!!!!!

12.8.06
Yours truly.


Friday, August 11, 2006
Wad an interesting match....I love Tora


Mood: happy
Music: She is-Clazziquai

OMG...it's so freaking funny!!!!!!!Got nothing to do just now so watched tv with my bro then he was tuning into a TNA wrestling match...seriously i normally dun watch such violence show lor but so happens that i saw something interesting in that match....okay this match is between 2 big macho man, one black american and one white american (okay no racial discrimination okay), then they were obviously trying to knock each other other out and so it happens that the white guy push the black guy and it accidentally hit the referee so, in pain the referee fell down clutching his stomach, so the 2 wrestler continue beating the hell out of each other then suddenly the black guy picked up the semi-conscious referee and hang him at the corner and start slapping his forehead which i dunno why, so after tt the white guy tries to run and headbutt the black guy but the black guy dodge and the white guy hit the referee and the referee finally fainted...interesting huh....after tt i didn't cont watch but i hope someone pull the referee out of the ring or else the first one to die maybe the referee bah lol....

Nothing happen much today in sch juz that normal lectures and stuff....but i realli crazy over alice 9 now esp. TORA i saw a pic of him in glasses omg it's so kawaii XD cannot stand it sia...if i got the money, i will go japan and chase him sia lol....i have decided to post his pic too lol below

Disclaimer: this photo doesn't belong to me, i got it off a website which i again cannot rmb but credits goes to 1) Tora for looking so cute 2) the person who original got this pic 3) the webby which post it. so dun sue me thanx



okay the one on the top is TORA wearin specs cute huh, and the one below is also him without specs....kakkoii ne...I love both images of him

11.8.06
Yours truly.


Thursday, August 10, 2006
Alice nine...TORA AHHHHHHHHH


Mood: Excited
Music: Akatsuki-alice nine

Well....seems i am now crazy over alice nine especially guitarist TORA omg...to me all the alice nine members are cute except for him coz he is extremely KAKKOIII...omg....ahhhhhhhhh....okay i going crazy liao...anyway... i have decided that the next time i go kinokuniya, i am not gonna buy any comic, instead, i am any jap mag that has Alice nine on the cover...so far i haven seen any Alice nine album been sold in s'pore....well maybe i shld make a trip to HMV@ heeren to see coz they got quite a huge range of jap cd except those tt i like WHYYYYYYYYYY....expensive since some are actually imported frm japan...lol

Today NSL pract i fail liao...the examiner was nice enough to give feedback but i still fail and the thing is i noe wad i haf done wrong in the first place but i dun dare to speack up hais....if i speak up then i probably can pass le....i guess i'll juz hafta wait for them to contact me for re-test bah anyway i write until here bah...juz post this to scream at TORA coz he damn shuai hope tis time no one fight over him with me...i still miss MY MASSU!!!!!!!!




Tora-Ain't he handsome my god so man-looking


Disclaimer: This pic of kakkoii Tora is not taken by me ( obviously), i took it off some site which i couldn't rmb but he doesn't belong to me although i wish he was mine lol...so pls dun sue me....thnx

10.8.06
Yours truly.


Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Got scared out of my wits.....


Mood: tired
Music: Kimi negai wo-miyavi

Yay...had my first chalet sleepover with friends yesterday...and it was quite an experience...haha now when i think of it, it was so funny...okay that place was very creepy, it looks like those shop houses to me than a chalet...okay...after we reach, we put our stuff in the rooms upstairs, went back down and i wanted to go OCH...yar it was broad day light...but that's coz i dun dare to go at night...because...i can't see spirits so i will hu si luan xiang....lol, okay so the building creeps me out, i walk until outside the hospital i dun dare to go in liao, coz i sense something weird, dunno is i oversensitive or wad lar but it's damn creepy lol, somemore it's evening liao....then me and adeline went back first...so connie, adeline low ( yupz another adeline lolx) , yun ru, siew ling, jinny and keen hong, continue their tour lar, then i dunno wad happen to them liao lol coz i went back to the chalet le...frm wad i heard from siew ling, connie and adeline low dun dare to walk in oso so they went back but lost their way lol....then the other 4 went in but after they finish level 1 they didn't dare to cont to lvl 2 coz it was too dark....anyway then we help ms lee to bbq lol...very fun leh lol...oso adeline (frm my class wan) she bought a portable vcd player so i watch abit of news nippon oso lol.....then after that we went back to our room and play twister it was so funny the way connie positioned....i play until leg cramp sia lol....but the thing is that i sense as if got ppl stare at my back...damn scary lor....somemore onli the 7 of us in tt room...so i wanted to go down aleli....then after we go down, everyone is like doing their own stuff then i learn how to ride a bicycle...which made my "teachers" puke blood lol....then after riding the bicycle, we went to sit down on the floor there basically doing nth at all...

then suddenly got someone tapped on my shoulder...so at first i realli thot it was either warren or keen hong playin a prank on me wan, so i told tt someone not to play liao...but after that the person tapped again...so tis time i panick liao lor...then i ask connie to see who the hell was behind me, then she say no one so i started crying liao, me being very timid and tt place just creeps me out lor...so they all started hugging me and telling me nothing is tapping on my shoulder, so after i calm down, connie and siew ling actually had to sit behind me and put their hand over my shoulder coz at point of time, the moment they take their hands off, i will freak out...that's how scared i was leh..so....eventually ms lee found out and everyone thought that i realli meet this kind of thing, so everyone who knows why i cry, pray for me, connie even let me wear her cross necklace....so after i calmed down, we were playing monopoly happily, until keen hong or warren (can't rmb who lol) went behind yun ru and scared her, so i was saying dun play liao...coz i get frighten whenever someone walk behind me...then keen hong went behind siew ling then i thot i saw a grey man standing behind then i got freak out again, then my tear ducts starts working again lol, this time i cry like tap water like that lol...so after that, it turns out that stupid keen hong is that someone who tapped on me, someday i gonna lock him up in OCH mortuary....

Oh then after the truth is out, i continue playing but still didn't dare to go up to the room or even go into the house...then fell asleep on the sofa, at abt 3 plus i woke up again, then chit chat with siew ling, eric, wanting and jaei...after that played truth or dare with keen hong, warren, dianny and jing yu, then it was very boring so we went home about 6 plus...

I got home at about 8 plus then i bathe and went to bed lol...when i got up it was almost 3 liao then even until still now that shock from last night haven completely gone...coz whenever someone, even my mom, suddenly call, i get frighten lol...even as i am typing this post, i am afriad someone will walk behind me then i hafta turn around every now and then to make sure no one is behind me..i noe this sound stupid lar and it's confirm my imagination but i can't help but feel the creeps...dun think i ever dare to go another chalet trip liao hahaha

9.8.06
Yours truly.


Tuesday, August 08, 2006
can't sleep


Mood: not sleepy
Music: Precious Season-Home Made Kazoku

OKay...i can't sleep...it's 3.57 am on the com clock...so i am crzy enough to type this post....it'll be a real short one since i am gonna study aap for the pract test at 3 pm later on lol...realli cannot fall asleep no matter how i toss and turn so guess i am realli excited abt the chalet...hope everything goes well...seriously i am a little scared...because of the time of the year...chinese festival and even as i am typing this i am feelin scared lolx...but god is always with me...that's what my dad say so, so dun nid to be afriad but still i am lolx....anyway gotta stop here and resume my studying of aap...first time so hard working sia me....i feel proud of myself ^-^

8.8.06
Yours truly.


Sunday, August 06, 2006
Untitled again


Mood: pissed
Music: Just wanna lovin you-yayayah

Nice song but bad mood, okay this will be a damn short post coz i am now using this time to vent my anger....well i am listenin to this song to keep myself from strangling someone...

ARGGGGGGG!!!!! Stupid idiot!!!!! He better pray hard that I dun find him and chop him up into pieces!!!! I swear i am not gonna lend my precious RPG to guys ever again so irresponsible wan....stupid!!!!!BAKA!!!! The cd better come back in one piece if not, i am gonna hunt you down and sent you to OCH Mortuary!!!!!!!! Stupid idiot, i where got say i lent you the game sia....anyhow lie to other people.....if u wan to play so much then BUY lar....no money too BAD lor....Where got ppl like tt wan borrow things frm people then dun return....fuck lar ( oops this word not suppose to be out wan) the more i type the more i wanna straggle that idiot sia....how i wish i could just chop him up to pieces then feed to the dogs.....it's better than him running naked in the whole of sg rite!!! Stupid!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!

6.8.06
Yours truly.


Saturday, August 05, 2006
What an Interesting day


Mood: Happy
Music: Paradise Baby-m-flo loves Emi Hinouchi & TERIYAKI BOYZ

Hmmm how do i start saying this...okay...today i was suppose to meet my best guy friend Samuel at dhoby gaut so i can pass him his present, eat Pepper's Lunch(my fav place) and also get my poor ipod fixed...things didn't went that well at first, coz the strap of my slippers just WENT OFF like that!!!! I was panicking coz i didn't know how to walk with that slippers on lol so luckily i was Buona Vista, i speed dialed my best girl friend Fiona for help...i told her to bring masking tape so i could tape that bladdie slipper, she suggested that she could lend me one of her pretty shoes which was actually a pair of sneakers lol but very nice sia the design lol...anyway while waiting for her @ the zebra crossing, i saw an amusing incident. The car stopped at the zebra crossing so that the daughter and the wife could get down but then the cars behind started honkin him. I guess he must have been pissed off since he came out of the his car and confronted those who honked him lol...after that Fiona came with her magical pair of sneakers which saved my legs lol....i thank her and then we went our ways, i will never forget her, she's a very good friend....always there when i nid help....Oh yea and on the MRT i heard an arguement between 2 man, so 1 was shouting and the other 1 just kept quiet i guess since i onli heard one shouting.....the one that was shouting actually shouted " wad the F***" then i was like shock, he also shouted words like bastards and something abt calling the police....this is one subject i will never understand....why does ppl always relate themselves to the police when they argue....if minor things like that oso call police, then won't the police be busy until they kill themselves due to excessive stress and pressure? I dun think police got so free bah...moreover if anything oso call police settle then won't the word sorry be meaningless?

After that met up with GG (it's actualli the nick of samuel ahahaha), then we went to eat Pepper's Lunch express, we always wondered wads the difference but actually the food is the same juz that the cooking speed is alot faster lol...we sound this guy who ordered his meal and also his gf one but before the guy can get back to his seat the food is alelli being served...wow that was like damn fast lor lol...after that we walk down to cineleisure to get my poor ipod fixed, sadly it can't be fixed so gotta buy new one lol, poor dad he gotta empty his wallet again, and thanks for buying lol....anyway after that saw alot of cosplay, OMG first time i see so many cosplayer at one place, GG neva bring his cam so sad alot of nice cosplays, they must have spent alot sia...i saw my senior too, Asuka, she's the president of Japanese Tsubasa Club, so cool sia, after that went to Kinokuniya to buy comics....obvious right lol...i can't live without mangas lol anyway i thot of buyin the wink up magazine cost abt S$13.10, it's a jap mag so that means i dun understand a single word in it but for the sake of MASSU i almost bought but i didn't haha I didn't wanna spend too much coz i am not Paris Hilton ( why am i even talking abt her, i dun even like her lolx), hey the previous sentence should be changed to " I can't spend too much coz my dad is not Bill Gates" lolx, aiyo wad am i doing talk abt such lame stuff....okay after buying we went home but it was a fun day saw lots of interesting things

5.8.06
Yours truly.


Friday, August 04, 2006
BAD X NICE Day


Mood: hmmmm....i dunno
Music: Yume no Kazu dake Ai ga Umareru-NEWS

Well, today in the morning, got NSL lesson so sian lor....8-12 pm sia, then I finally know how to read the bp more accurately le...oh ya and i hafta venge my anger, got one bladdie hell idiot in my class, so yar he's one of my classmate...like no brain like that lor...serious leh i beginning to hate his stupid attitude lor...i mean since NSL lesson should be like serious....but then ar, he likes to disturb me and i seriously find it irritating...somemore today in class almost murdered me sia, okay maybe a little exaggerated but please like which normal person will pump the mecury of the bp set to 200!!! WTF lor....lucky my blood vessels neva burst sia, i dun wanna die in the hands of such people lor....when i ask him still can say coz if he pump higher easier to listen...stupid sia.....

Thank god, after NSL, went to West Mall with friends to slack ahahaha....ate Burger King, then some stupid student told me " move Bitch" at the counter...and i almost shouted SHUT UP BASTARDS!!! But tt would be like scoldin their mother...so i can't scold back coz their mom didn't offend me in anyway except their way of bringing up their kids.....so i kept quiet...then after lunch went to chiong arcade ahhahahah i so happy sia, first time in my life i ever won guys hehe feel a sense of satisfaction sia....everytime play with Samuel oso lose so ahahahaha....hope we can do it again someday lol....exams are in 2 weeks times must study liao.....i dun wana repeat modules.....then my CA posted to Alexandra Hospital....sian...only me and Dianny going there sia...lol.....that's all for today....tmr goin shopping ahahaha.....

4.8.06
Yours truly.


Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Pissed off again....


Mood: Isn't it obvious
Music: Summary-NEWS & KAT-TUN

Well doin my fon project now, and i am damn fucking confuse, i seriously dunno how to present when i dunno wad exactly is goin on...no offence to my friends lar, but i like nthing to do like tt then i feel as if i am taking the credit off others but, when i ask wad the hell is goin on everyone is so engross in the project so no one explain to me, they ignore me sia....i realli wanna do something to help lor, but i seriously think that history is goin to repeat itself lor, later the FON project will juz like end up being screwed by me....like that everyone may fail FON and it's all thanks to me lor, i dunno why everytime i talk like no one listen like that, well maybe not everytime but still, atleast reply "i dunno" oso good enough bah, am i realli that naggy, if it's my nagginess that provoke and irritated everyone then i apologise coz sometimes i realli naggy wan so to some ppl they may think i am irrtating, but i realli trying very hard to catch up with u ppl, but i juz can't, i dunno wad to do liao lar....then cannot tell my dad if not he'll starts worryin again , i very tired liao, sometimes i realli feel like hanging myself or banging myself on the fall until i die sia....okay gotta go back to try catch up with the FON project....

1.8.06
Yours truly.