Mood: normal
Music: Virgin F-AAA

Mood: confused
Music: W.O.L (Wonder of Love)-W~inds.

Wow...it's been long since i last post...well sch has started for 3 weeks le...seriously most of the modules doesn't haf anything to do with nursing, erm atleast i didn't see the connection...but that's not the prob...okay...it actualli took me lots of courage to post this thingy coz i very paiseh lar...erm wad i am abt to say...is that i dunno wad i am feeling lolx....yes i am confused abt my feelings towards someone....well u see, there's tis guy at my course which i think is cute...finally rite coz there's realli no cute guys in my course since it's a girl domain course lolx...anyway, well i see he realli look japanese lol...and a few of my friends agreed too lolx....well...in the 1st sem, i didn't see him that much but for some reason, last week, i keep bumpin into him...and the thing is....whenever i see him, my heart will start racing then my face goes red...but i am sure this is not a crush coz i dun believe in love at 1st sight kinda thing, well maybe in this case it's crush at 1st sight lolx...anyway, a part of me doesn't wanna see him anymore, juz in case i realli do haf a crush on him, but another part of me...wanna see him...my god...wad the hell is this man, i hate the person who invented this kind of feelings....if weren't for that person, i wouldn't be suffering in confusion, i actually wanted to finish poly without ever falling in love or wad so ever lor....i am doom liao lar....someone tell me wad to do >_>!!!!till then i LOVE TORA ahahaha...he'll always be my love ahahaha....

Mood: tired
Music: Diamond Wave-Kuraki Mai

haiz...today actually quite fun...first time take pic wif my dead gang no.3...we played arcade too...but now i damn tired....to the extend that i think i should quit course and study something else...sometime i wish my family was rich enough to actually send me to over seas to study...i realli wanna become a mangaka but tt wan is just a hobby if i wan a job that interest me, that would be being an archaeologist...since young, i love history. My dream is to go egypt lolx....coz i wanna see the mathematical maze for myself...anway i am now so confuse that i think i should just wash my hands off everything....i am sorry for being so naggy but seriously...everytime i speak...none of my friends ever take me seriously, i realli envous them how come they can onli think of playing everytime and not feeling guilty at all...although today i played at the arcade, i felt guity for not paying attention in class and tmr i may hafta present a project which i haven't even started on it....i think frm now on i shld juz listen and talk less...like that i won't hafta worry abt failing my grades anyway i am realli tired now so i guess i goin to slp le...till then i love tora....realli tired of my life now...no one believes in me....

Mood: tired
Music: Michi Shirube-Tachibana Keita

Wow...juz came back not long ago...today went to watch Death Note with Jacqueline, Ah ying and Na jie...realli fun...coz the movie realli nice but the thing is, when we went plaza sing, all the slots are full house....my god....this show is realli damn good lor....very fast full house....we went there abt 4 plus to buy 6.40 show but full house aleli....so we panic...coz we realli wanna watch...then i called my bro, he told us the cinema number and then we called cathay but all full house....even the one at vivo city so we tried calling Eng Wah suntec...then luck for us still got place....so we actualli booked in advance first then we took 106 frm ps to suntec lolx....sia lar reali scared me sia....then realli excited...i actualli neva read the manga before hand but roughly noe the story lolx...coz last time sec sch almost whole class reading lolx....anyway realli great show, i like Tatsuya Fujiwara so half the reason is coz of him that i watch....erm he's the one acting as Light....after watching the whole movie...I actually find L and the shinigami realli cute....the shinigami likes to eat apple wor lolx....then L realli like sweet stuff to the extend that i now dun dare to eat sweet....thou the way he eats it is cute but i wonder if he survive the risk of getting DM sia....this is onli part 1 the part 2 is openin in Jap in Nov....which means S'pore must wait again...hais....i realli wanna watch sia....but the thot that L will die...makes my heartbreak T^T....after the show, we went to eat swensens then took cab home...coz the bus dun wanna come lolx...i shall type until here.....till then I LOVE TORA!!!!!

Mood: excited
Music: NUMBER SIX-Alice Nine

Wow!!!!1 week since school reopen and i seriously hate the modules and some peeps, who look obviously like smart but i reality they are not...erm...wad can i say....reality is damn cruel...well anyway, i gotta sort out the projects, YAY tis time i am doing most of my projects with my dead gang lolx....actualli we got nicknames for ourselves during the malaysia study trip...ahaha....it all started when Yun Ru wanted a christian name...so she call herself Lemon...well it's nice actualli...quite bad of us to make fun of it thou....after that all of a sudden our swagu queen starts calling herself Mee Pok!!! lolx...then i call myself cabbage and Adeline call herself Kway tiao lolx...it was fun....OMG!!!!WHY IS MY FAMILY GETTING SO HIGH OVER A BOARD GAME!!!! Well i played too but atleast i wasn't that high was I? They sound as if they are gambling sia lolx....anyway this week at school is damn tiring due to the fact that i had to carry tt bladdie damn heavy NSL textbook to school....aiya wadeva lar...i am so damn pissed off now....stupid sia.....then ar, i have always thot this boy at L02 is cute and he look damn jap...well for some reasons, this week i have been seeing him more often that last semester....the thing is whenever they walk past our class, Jinny, Adel and Jasmine will start going: "May! May! it's him leh" then they start going woo here and there...I mean, i dun see the reason they should do that! it's not like i like that guy or wad wah, juz that i find him cute, does it mean that i hafta like him in other to say that he's cute...HELLO!!!! wad the point of those teasing anyway....it's becoming damn IRRITATING!!!!! I mean if that guy hears something like that, there's bound to haf some misunderstanding and it's gonna be realli embarrasing...i realli hope those 3 stop, coz i dunno when i'll go pissed off and start shouting at them which i dun wan to!!!!...my family is still playing, my god when are they goin to finish it coz it's starting to get on my nerve aleli...i think after posting this, i am gonna go back my room, coz i dun like to stay in noisy room.....ARGHHHH...i guess i better finish this...i can't stand it aleli....till then I LOVE TORA!!!!!!!

Mood: excited yet sian
Music: =-UVERworld

Yes, you didn't see wrongly the song title...it's "=" i oso dunno why ahaha...but it's nice...well before the clock strikes 12, today, went to Plaza Singapura, Heeren, Taka, Wisma with my one and only best friend...Fiona...so long never see her liao T^T (erm, not exactly...but it's been long since the 2 of us alone hung out...i realli miss the times we were in sec sch....where we would just crap whole day long lolx..) anyway, today as usual, we crap and shop and crap and shop....whole day long, from 11 am till 6 plus....onli stop at mos burger to haf our lunch...well she treated me lolx...same old her....so next time is my turn....(yea, we haf tis habit of treating each other, thou she treats me more than i treat her) I feel guilty sia....but nevertheless, i had fun, of coz the crapping didn't stop at all ahahaha....even my dad commented that the both of us are very talkative, no wonder we are best fo friends...then i meeting her this thurs again, to hand Mei Jiao my present for her....miss the old times ahaha...then saw my fellow clarinetist, Desiree at the TOILET of Wisma...it was so damn funny...coz we regonised each other at the same moment ahhahaha...then she started to shout OMG..ahahaha....(worst than connie's OMG) and she started saying how much i have changed....coz i used to have long hair one ( who say i not lady-like), the reson i cut my hair is coz of a broken heart...i thot that by cutting hair, it'll make me forget my feelings...so i cut it short, but in the end, it turn out that i couldn't forget and the people around me say i look better wif short hair, so i decided to keep it short lor lolx...oh yea as i was saying, i said hi to her lolx..then talk for awhile and then i left first lolx...oh yea...today bought quite alot of stuff....3 comic books, 1 taiwan mag coz inside got DBSK and Lee Joon Ki lolx...erm haven bought shoxx yet....wait till got money lolx....oh and they got Arena 37 leh but i cannot find....dunno why oso...i think Liang Court shld haf lolx

I need to go some CD shop again on Thursday after school to buy DBSK 3rd Album lolx....very nice lolx...esp Jaejoong look so man ahahaha....then i wanna watch Alice nine Movie!!! TORA must be damn shuai *-* OKay i gotta go pack my bag for school...haiz sian...dun realli feel like sleeping...coz i got this bad habit that i can't seem to sleep when it's the day b4 sch reopens...it's been years that i am like that lolx...anyway till then....I LOVE TORA!!!! *sings* [Tora I love you~~~~]

Mood: sian
Music: Free Way-Rain/Bi

Nice music! Bad tooth lol...my first molar(dunno how to spell but that's how it was pronounced) tooth is comming out....I feel as if I 发育不良....ppl wisdom tooth oso grow liao lor...me now onli molar tooth...the doctor say still got another 3 haven come out...OMG...いたぃ!!!!! T^T 本当に いたぃ T^T...so now can onli swallow porridge coz if i bite, there's a 90% chance that i will accidentally bite onto the swelling gum...doctor say the pain will last atleast 1 more week...how am i gonna endure it T^T....somemore school reopens on Monday wor....sian must buy NSL textbook...so thick and ex sia...then ar still gotta bring during every NSL lesson sia...coz there won't be any lab manual like Sem 1....hmm now still thinkin wad i should choose for my sports and wellness....i wanna do hip-hop leh but like every tiring, so i planning to do dance sports...oh and also still got to wear t-shirt and shorts....wth man...i onli got ntss pe shorts lor lolx....but nvm lar i go change in school lor...u can't expect me to wear shorts to school rite lol....so i think i wear sec sch shorts nvm lar....save money....but i bringin there to change....NO WAY I AM GONNA WEAR TO NP.....anyway...my tora layout got some problem so not changing yet ahahaha...till then I LOVE TORA!!!!!

Mood: normal
Music: Fox Rain-DBSK

Jpop/Kpop Survey
01. Who was the first jpop/kpop Band/singer you heard?: Speed! When i was 12!!!
02. Who's the most recent jpop/kpop Band/singer you've heard?: DBSK
03. Who's your favourite jpop/kpop Band/singer ?: I got lotsa fav...but my current obsession is DBSK
04. Name 5 other Bands/singer you Like: Clazziquai, Arashi, AAA, NEWS, KAT-TUN
05. *eats this question*
06. Are you a fangirl/boy?: DUH!!!
07. If yes, of Who?:All of my fav. idol!!!!
08. Do you cosplay?: No
09. If you do Or would like to, Who?: Hmm...same person i said in my jrock survey
10. Which do u prefer-jpop or kpop?: Jpop but recently in to Kpop too...so dun realli have a preference
11. What's the first jpop/kpop song you heard?: White Love by Speed
12. What's the last song you heard?: I am not dead yet...so there's no last song!!!!
13. Do you buy Jpop/Kpop magazines?: erm...not realli
14. What's your favourite?: I dun haf it
15. Have you ever been to anyJpop/Kpop concerts?: No...I dun haf money and besides my parent dun allow me
16. Which ones?: I already told you i didn't went to any
17. What would you do if you saw any jpop/kpop Band/singer walking down the street in your town?: OMG!!! Can I take a pic wif you and haf ur signature?!!!
18. Which jpop/kpop Band member/singer are you most in love lust with?: Jaejoong from DBSK lolx...but i stay faithful to TORA juz that he's classified under Jrock k!!!
19. Which three jpop/kpop Band member/singer would you most love to meet in person (Dead or alive)?: I rather meet them alive!!!! DBSK, Arashi and Superjunior
20. What are the three things you would like to say to/ask them?: I would juz drool at them ahhahaha
21. Which three jpop/kpop Band/singer can you relate to most?: None...they are to perfect...relating myself to them would be an insult to them
22. Which three jpop/kpop songs do you constantly replay?: Rising Sun, Signal, "O" Jung Ban Hap
23. Do you currently have a jpop/kpop Band/singer computer background?: Ahha yeah...DBSK ahahaha
24. Which jpop/kpop Band/singer would you most like to get fashion/makeup advice from?: hmmm...Younha...she's very cute
25. Do you read jpop/kpop Band/singer fan fiction? Neva came across it ahahaha
26. What is your favourite jpop/kpop Band/singer related dream?: I dreamt of Akanishi Jin kissing me ahahaha and the thing is i am not realli his fan=p I preder Nakamaru and Ueda ahahaha no offence to him though...wad a weird dream....
27. How many jpop/kpop MP3s do you have? Ahha O_O;...over 200
28. And, finally, if you could sleep with any three jpop/kpop Band member/singer , who would they be?: NO SEX...but I'd like to cuddle jaejoong XD...Ryohei frm w-inds. and probably Masuda frm NEWS ahahaha

Guess that's all....anyway credits @ http://web.pitas.com/coro_coro/aprmay05.html
She's the one who thought of these question....anyway have fun doin the survey...till then I LOVE TORA!!!!

Mood: bored
Music: Hey! Girl-東方神起

Jrock Survey

01. Who was the first J-rock Band you heard?: If u're talk about name, it would be dir en grey but if u're talkin about songs, i think it would be L arc en ciel bah
02. Who's the most recent J-rock Band you've heard?: Soraban...but neva realli go find their song ahahaha
03. Who's your favourite J-rock Band?: DUH!!!Isn't it OBVIOUSLY?!!The band where TORA came from!!!!>_>
04. Name 5 other Bands you Like: Kra...Miyavi can be counted rite? since he used to be part of a band....An Cafe....SID....if u would consider Orange Range as rock bah lolx...
05. *eats this question*
06. Are you a fangirl/boy?: DUH!!!!
07. If yes, of Who?: TORA!!!!Isn't that obvious?!!!
08. Do you cosplay?: nah...dun dare to ahahaha
09. If you do Or would like to, Who?: hmmm...5th team vice captain from bleach...can't rmb her name =p
10. Do you like Dir en grey?: No...their looks scares me o_0
11. Are you a Toshiya fangirl?: NO!!! i dun even like Diru...like i say in the prev qn!!!
12. How about Kaoru?: How many times must i repeat myself?!!!
13. Die?: this is getting tiring....
14. Kyo?: who's that lolx
15. Shinya?: Lucify's lead singer?
16. What's your favorite Deg song?: None!
17. Do you like visual bands or non-visual bands?: hmm....i love both =p
18. What's the first J-rock song you heard?: Fourth avenue cafe by L' Arc-en-ciel...if u say that's a jrock kind of song....but it's a nice song...
19. What's the last song you heard?: how can i be hearing the last song....i am still alive and listening to jrock stuff
20. Do you buy J-rock magazines?: Yea!!! Shoxx and Shoxxbis!!!
21. What's your favourite?:Shoxxbis Oct issue! coz the cover is ALICE NINE!!!!
22. Have you ever been to any J-rock concerts?: No...BECAUSE Singapore is poor to sponsored this kind of concert...the only idol band that came to SG to haf concert is 5566 and Shinhwa
23. Which ones?: N/A
24. What would you do if you saw any J-rocker walking down the street in your town?: Can i have your Signature?!!0_o
25. Which Jrocker are you most in love lust with?: TORA lar...DUH!!!
26. Which three Jrockers would you most love to meet in person (Dead or alive)?: TORA!!!! Miyavi and NAO ( drummer of A9)
27. What are the three things you would like to say to/ask them?: TORA- Kyaaaaa~ *runs and hug him* Miyavi- Can you teach me how to play guitar ahahaha ( his guitar skill is WOW!!!) NAO- You are so damn cool when you play the drums!!!!
28. Which three Jrockers can you relate to most?: I dun wan to relate myself to them...they are too perfect!!!!
29. Which three Jrock songs do you constantly replay?: Shunkashuutou by A9...BondS-Kizuna by An Cafe....Otegami by SID....
30. Do you currently have a Jrocker computer background?: erm...i would haf A9 before i take this quiz ahahaha....now it's dbsk =p
31. Which Jrocker would you most like to get fashion/makeup advice from?: An Cafe....very kawaii!!!!But A9's fashion rocks...very outstanding!!!
32. Do you read Jrock fan fiction? nah....
33. What is your favourite Jrocker related dream?: Can't remember but I dreamt of Tora smiling at me then i woke up lolx
34. How many Jrock MP3s do you have? Ahha O_O;...erm...quite alot...dun realli borther to go and count
35. And, finally, if you could sleep with any three Jrockers, who would they be?: NO SEX...but i wanna hug TORA like hugging teddy bear!!! Just cuddling lolx....Bou and Aki bah i guess.....

Hmm....now in my next post i would change the question to jpop and kpop...anyone who did the survey juz tag me and leave ur site link...coz i wanna see lolx....it's not compulsory though ^-^

Till then....I LOVE TORA!!!!!

Mood: Excited
Music: Miss You-TVXQ

OKay i seriously dunno whether this 8th jap single is out but i listenin the song frm youtube...starting of the PV i thot it was gonna be a ballad coz it's slow and the title looks as if too but it's a very upbeat song that u can dance to, well though there's no dancing in this PV but i love it leh....then today went out wif my 2 best friends, Fiona and Serena...well they accompany me to Kino @ Liang Court ahaha, and i bought Shoxxbis, true enuf, the cover is ALICE NINE!!!Inside still got stickers and a big poster of them...I love TORA!!!!!OMG!!!!28 pages of them...then it cost abt $28 after I got 10% lolx....but to me it was worth it...i wanna hug it and sleep...kyaaaaa~ erm then my one and only TORA layout is done!!!!Thanks to Bon-bon chan, she very nice to help me premade one....thanks alot...it's realli nice...but i can't use it yet coz, my com dun haf front page and i dun haf any other prog to edit it then i tmr then do lor, using my brother's computer lolx...if still cannot then i might as well go school do or maybe at a internet cafe...but i realli love this layout...one and only ahahah feat. TORA somemore....omg!!!anyway realli had a fun day today..till then I LOVE TORA and dbsk ahahaha...TORA wa daisuki!!!!!....TORA so KAWAII!!!!!kyaaaaaaa~

Mood: Excited
Music: Miss You-TVXQ

OKay i seriously dunno whether this 8th jap single is out but i listenin the song frm youtube...starting of the PV i thot it was gonna be a ballad coz it's slow and the title looks as if too but it's a very upbeat song that u can dance to, well though there's no dancing in this PV but i love it leh....then today went out wif my 2 best friends, Fiona and Serena...well they accompany me to Kino @ Liang Court ahaha, and i bought Shoxxbis, true enuf, the cover is ALICE NINE!!!Inside still got stickers and a big poster of them...I love TORA!!!!!OMG!!!!28 pages of them...then it cost abt $28 after I got 10% lolx....but to me it was worth it...i wanna hug it and sleep...kyaaaaa~ erm then my one and only TORA layout is done!!!!Thanks to Bon-bon chan, she very nice to help me premade one....thanks alot...it's realli nice...but i can't use it yet coz, my com dun haf front page and i dun haf any other prog to edit it then i tmr then do lor, using my brother's computer lolx...if still cannot then i might as well go school do or maybe at a internet cafe...but i realli love this layout...one and only ahahah feat. TORA somemore....omg!!!anyway realli had a fun day today..till then I LOVE TORA and dbsk ahahaha...TORA wa daisuki!!!!!....TORA so KAWAII!!!!!kyaaaaaaa~

Mood: Damn Bored
Music: TO.KI.ME.KI-Misslina Rei

Okay people i am actually writing this post on the coach, I am on my way back to S'pore now. I am writing on a piece of paper and retype it when i get home ( which is what i am doin now) You see there is practically nothing to do on the bus. My dead gang no.3 are all asleep. I can't sleep so thought of writing fanfic but i am hafin writer's block now so might as well write my blog entry hahaha...as i am writing, the coach is very and i mean VERY bumby. It's wonder that i can still write so neat while riding the coach. My god it is very hard to write but fun sia, atleast entertainin...ahaha....why malaysia road so bumby? Can't they just flatten it? While writing, i am trying to make the back of the seat go up, but this bladdie damn thing is so hard to press, i got no strength liao ( and the bus is still jumping). It's real quiet now, not listening to my ipod, so i could save the battery for later part of the journey. The aircon is also very hard to adjust. Okay! I give up on the seat liao, i thot i was gonna fracture my thumb for a moment there. Yay!!! I can see the sign "yong ping" which means we are reaching our destination soon!!! It's 3.20pm now, if i neva calculated wrongly, we should reach there by 4.10pm, so there's 50 mins left. Sian!!! All i see if green whenever i look out the window. Hardly a building. The moutains are nice though. Okay, I guess i have crapped enough, this is gonna be one long post. Like i said in prev. entry, I'll tell you all briefly wad happen.

It's the first time i went overseas w/o my parents so i kinda look forward to this trip. Erm, it's now 4.26 so guess i went MIA for an hr lolx...anyway back to the point...Okay, on the first day, went to Hospital Permai, this is like IMH in spore, means psychiatric hospital. The patients there are really nice, though some are like cursing us lolx, let's just say that they haf frequent mood swings but all of them are fine, many very friendly ones, and they are not violent at all...it was an eye opener for me. Then after that, we travelled about 2 hours to Melaka ( Malacca). Stayed at Makota Hotel. This hotel is room apartment type, so me and Jinny stayed at the same room. Then it's a 2 bedded room so, practically onli 2 of us...and the place is ulu...coz there's this door that we can't open but other people room can open, and sometimes there's sound comming out of it. So, when we go shower or toilet, we close but never lock the door, we looked out for each other lor lolx....then went to the shoppin mall across the road, can't rmb the name, still regretting that i neva buy DBSK photo book haiz...we played arcade too lolx...and we played DDR which it's not as fun as Spore lolx...oh then we played Daytona lolx...A guy there lost to Jinny sia lolx...well...I got last sian lolx....then went back to hotel at abt 10pm, we on the light and slp coz it's scary if we dun...didn't haf much sleep onli slept for 2 hrs....ON the second day, we went to Drug rehab centre, all the peeps there are nice....they still can talk about when they started abusing drugs casually, so i find it very at ease when talkin to them, i thot they are a bunch of violent peeps but no wor lolx...then after that we went to a community hospital, it's a private and non-profit place so they kept the place runnin though charity and donations...the elderly there all very cute. I also bought a ring made by them lolx...after that we went to hotel in K.L. another 2 hour trip. This time we stayed at Corus Hotel. It's a really nice place, like 5 star hotel wan, realli nice and we dun feel that place is ulu at all, so i slept better that day, since i got flu and i took medicine lolx....

On the third day, we visited 2 hospital, one gov. one private one, well i must say they look the same, but the charges is one big difference and i mean realli BIG, then after that straight away went to the shopping mall lolx...me and my dead gang no.3 went to watch movie for Rm 7.00 that's about S$3.50 in spore lolx...so we watch The Devils wears Prada...nice show...then we go eat pizza hut and shopped at CD shop for awhile, then went back hotel to PARTY lolx...talk wif my friends till 2 am lolx...it was damn fun....then today went to a nursing colledge, they had a hospital also , so the student go for their CA there....then that's all bah....now waiting to go back to my home sweet home...

Well people this is suppose to be post ystd, but i got no time to post, so i post it now ahahah...it was a fun experience for me hahaha...the pics i'll post up next time...but it's taken frm cam phone so probably put it at friendster instead lolx...then i won't put all oso too lazy liao hahaha...till then....I LOVE TORA and DBSK

Mood: Excited
Music: O-DBSK

Well, i am here to wish a Happy Early Burfdae to the leader of KAT-TUN: Ueda san lolx....well coz i can't post it on his birthday since i am overseas so i am doing tis b4 i go lolx....i wish he stay cute and pretty always and may Kat-Tun release more new songs lolx...well, actually i can't realli find any nice vids about him so i shan't post any; gomenasai X(...oh an another thing, i have put the new vid of DBSK frm their 3rd album which obviously haven release in Singapore=/ why so slow sia lolx...anyway i go Malaysia find lolx...but of coz i will buy original wan lar, since it's my favourite band and all....so hope i'll have a fun and safe trip, i'll post my experience there after i return ahahaha, then Tanjoubi Omedetou Ueda-kun lolx.....till then, I LOVE TORA and DBSK and MY FAMILY XD