Mood: confused
Music: W.O.L (Wonder of Love)-W~inds.

Wow...it's been long since i last post...well sch has started for 3 weeks le...seriously most of the modules doesn't haf anything to do with nursing, erm atleast i didn't see the connection...but that's not the prob...okay...it actualli took me lots of courage to post this thingy coz i very paiseh lar...erm wad i am abt to say...is that i dunno wad i am feeling lolx....yes i am confused abt my feelings towards someone....well u see, there's tis guy at my course which i think is cute...finally rite coz there's realli no cute guys in my course since it's a girl domain course lolx...anyway, well i see he realli look japanese lol...and a few of my friends agreed too lolx....well...in the 1st sem, i didn't see him that much but for some reason, last week, i keep bumpin into him...and the thing is....whenever i see him, my heart will start racing then my face goes red...but i am sure this is not a crush coz i dun believe in love at 1st sight kinda thing, well maybe in this case it's crush at 1st sight lolx...anyway, a part of me doesn't wanna see him anymore, juz in case i realli do haf a crush on him, but another part of me...wanna see him...my god...wad the hell is this man, i hate the person who invented this kind of feelings....if weren't for that person, i wouldn't be suffering in confusion, i actually wanted to finish poly without ever falling in love or wad so ever lor....i am doom liao lar....someone tell me wad to do >_>!!!!till then i LOVE TORA ahahaha...he'll always be my love ahahaha....