mood: freakin pissed
music:

CA realli sucks, and not to mention, it's the worst kind of ward i have been to. We get scolding from things we didn't do, we get blamed for nothing, today juz purely sucks and i think for the rest of the CA...it's gonna sucks too...i even get scolded by a relative of a nice patient for not understand his english, riddiculous and he was downright sarcastic, he better dun let me see him on the street on he'll get it! What kind of person is that, so impatient, he should go for anger management, then i already had a very damn bad day so bad that i am trying to refrain myself from using the F word, but my RETARDED sista juz had to pissed me off, i had enough le, everytime I talk to her, she doesn't respond, but when the screen on the com shows U WIN, she can laugh and say LOL, creepy sia, she rather responds to the screen than to her sista, and it's not the first time already, i tink she needs to see a psychiatrist, coz it's like Maple Story is revolving around her world, everytime she opens her mouth it's about maple and still maple, my god, i scared sia, my ears are hurting already, and she can like even get angry at my dad juz coz he didn't let her play Maple Story, my god, she getting hyper due to maple, ewwwwwww, so disgusting and next year she's gonna take her "O" levels, i dunno wad to say liao, i dun wanna talk to her since she don't even have respect for me, no point lar, talk to her only waste my saliva, somemore the more i talk to her, the more i get pissed, so I OFFICIALLY WASH MY HANDS OFF MY SIBLINGS, let them bear their own consequences for their studies and if they ever dare say that they fail coz the paper too hard, i will slap right across their face, i dun care whether they are my parent's treasure or not. It's better for me to talk less, since people find me irritating when i open my mouth, even my parents think so, the onli people in this world, who really appreciates wad i do is my grandparents, used to it le...anything i do, my parents will think it's an act of no common sense, wadcver, probably the day they finally praise me, is the day when i am dead, and everyone talk about me is past tense....anyway, i dun give a damn...haha...as long as i am happy with the things i do and my conscience is clear, fine by me...lastly despite being so pissed off, I STILL LOVE my family members and also ALICE NINE !!!! Their songs give me strength ^-^