mood: amazed
music: Step by Step by Tohoshinki

やっぱり、my dad tell me that is not easy to fail in poly and to think i wanna fail on purpose so that i could find a reason to quit nursing and do wad i like but guess i gotta pull through this 3 years and maybe work for another 1 or 2 years before he allow me to do wad i want...stupid sia....i dun haf time liao...youth is dying on me le...i wanna do wad i enjoy sia....oh yea....my sista show me a pamflet tell us wad we nid to noe abt nursing, i told her to burn that pamflet off...it's a taboo for me...haha anyway i seriously taking tt diploma and doing other stuff...I DIE OSO DUN WAN TO BE A NURSE AND I MEAN IT!!!!!Stupid parents...almost ask Dr.Phang to brainwash me....DUN LIKE MEANS DUN LIKE OKAY....本とにばか！！！anyway i read today chinese news paper sakuras are already blooming...scary sia...thou it's nice but it's blooming earlier and earlier by the year, last year was march but this year..ain't it a bit TOO early? It's onli the 2nd week of Jan....anyway leave it to mother nature i now damn stress sia....hate nursing...tried to like the course but i did my best liao...realli dun like...stupid dad...always making me do things i dun like and say it's for my own good....bullshit sia....for his own good bah....pray hard for my sister that she doesn't get manipulate by him lor....my dad even mention about asking my sista joining nursing...thou his my dad but isn't that abit overboard!!! wadever....i gonna study hard, earn lotsa money then i go and study the things i want liao in Japan!!! That's my dream hope i can achieve it....がんばります！！！till then.....アリス九號.わみんな大好き！！！！