mood: tired
music: Back Again by untouchable

wah piang......thought i can slp in peace since i slept quite early ystd after takin painkillers lolx....why do i sound sucidal in this sentence...but ppl i am nt lolx....i won't die or kill myself till i seen dardar live in person lolx...so anyway back to the main subject....i thot i could sleep in peace but....was wide awoken by nightmare......i wonder if i did disturbed "people" that i am not suppose to....so whole night keep sayin sorry sorry to whoever i disturbed....turn on the radio and den fell asleep again......

I still can freakin rmb tt dream lar.....i dreamt of world's end too....den i was in this big lab or house, i dunno wad kind of housin is that....den who ppl whom i "know" but in reality i haven seen them and i dun rmb how dey look like......but there's this guy whose an aliance and zombie hunter lolx....so i walked pass the i guess it's a room to cut up body, u noe those forensic lab....den .....

just a side note, i am havin chill down my spine as i type....xuete!

so as i was sayin, there's tis "dead body" aka"zombie" sitting up on the op table....den at first i juz took a look and walk pass, but the face was damn creepy......the eyes are like empty with no eyeball and the face was brown and wrinkle....with messy long black hair.....wooo the chill....den suddenly i was being chase by it....so i ran into one of the room.. while screamin for tt zombie hunter....so as i was about to slam the door right at the zombie's face...my hand couldn't move at all....eventhou i was confident that my reaction would be faster den the zombie lor....den.....

I woke up.....lolx....den was wide awake for like 1 hr....forced myself to sleep coz i nid to go work later lolx.....hope tonight can sleep without the continuation lar...coz sometimes will de.....maybe i shudn't go to the haunted house.....but i didn't even step in leh.....hmmm........oh well tonight muz realli sleep coz tmr is morning shift....haiz...look on the bright side......i get to watch F1 grand prix final...lolx....

mood: sianz
music: Last Farwell by Big Bang

love tis song....when wonder girl sing is nice too haha...anyway today is my last off day till next sat lolx...so sad....2 off day juz pass like tt, and my teeth damn pain lar...pain till i can't eat AGAIN lolx...coz put seperator....anyway today went back to ward to do my admin things, den meet cc at orchard mrt, den went heerens to shop, oso went to kino, nth to buy haha...DMC de dvd is out le....but dun feel like buying, after tt went to explore orchard....wanted to go to the famous Soong Sisters' House, actually i found the house but the thing is the gate is locked to end up can't find way in lolx....i found NUM de HQ by chance haha.....but the hunks ermm not my type lar lolx....anyway after tt coz the scorching sun was too scorching haha....cannot tahan went into cine lolx....bought bubble tea but the pearl eat till i feel like knockin out my own teeth and put dentures haha.....so walked to somerset mrt and took mrt to bugis.....den went to the new mall......

CC brought me to the big big arcade, and let me see this big minie mouse glove....I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!! lolx....but nt easy to get bah.....after that went to eat at uncle eric de work place...the manager keep recommendin things lar..so stress lolx...but tt special drink is nice, uncle eric got serve us oso....he look cool in tt uni lar lolx...den we took lotsa pic....i eat dory fish....for the first time i think outside de fish is nice wor lolx....den we took all sorts of funny pic....and den after we paid the bill....the manager treat us to turkish tea...damn nice lolx....all in all i give A for tt restaurant lolx......okay i go watch one piece le lolx....coz ar......tmr still hafta work sian arrrrrrrrrr....

MAY MAY WANTS TT MINIE MOUSE GLOVE SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

mood: happy
music: tt song tt hwang bo n hyun joong performed on star weddin lolx....i dunno how to read hangeul lolx...

today is first day back to ward....well atleast we got sorta welcomed by the ppl there...everyone is somewad happy to see us there....

i was freakin disorientated lar lolx...feel so bad....tio nag by my preceptor haha...coz i damn kuku lar...pt admit den i nvr go take para, i still walk away haha...den she shout lolx...so funny...okay lar dun laugh at her lolx......my bad lolx....if everything goes well and there are no changes to my roster....i can celebrate my bdae in peace....YATTAAA.....all in all today was a fun day...tmr still got vac dressin test haha....

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mood: nervous
music: Time goes by- Crystal Kay

love tis song....it's like a frenship song to me lar....tmr is the day i take my first step as a full fledge SN....no more ppl protecting me, and i think this day is gg to be a big chapter of my life...indulging myself into work...i wonder would that clear myself all sorts of troubles...yep...may may doesn't show it, but in my life i got lotsa of troubles, half of them are actually not necessary but i am those kind tt will worry n panick over lil things....hope everything will go well tmr.....so mafan nw, coz nid to like go work place and change.....hope tmr de ward orientation will be long lolx.....i think i'll juz be bring mini note book or paper to jot things down....i wonder if we will get lockers.....i am nt bringin my psp anyway......muz rmb to bring shoes n staff pass haha.....

more excited to get my roster...hopefully is a 5 day work and i get consecutive 2 days off that kinda thing, like how i get during prcp, i dun mind workin on weekend lar lolx...as long as i get mon n tues off haha....most impt thing, i nid to re-study my drugs all over again, coz i've been slackin since i finish my prcp lolx....realli sorry to my preceptor who even told me to study before gg back haha...she's so gonna kill me lolx....i wonder who's my new "mummy"....hope is someone as understanding as my prev "mama"......

but i understand, u dun always get wad u wan in life......all right i feel alot better bloggin lolx....nw it's time to slp...so i can stay alert tmr.....muz jia you le!!!!!!!!!!!!

mood: still troubled
music: 애인만들기by SS501

ehhh....seriously i dunno how to read the song title lar lolx....i juz copy the title frm my itunes, but it's the 2nd ending of BOF lolx...ystd was realli fun....went to meet the usual dudes lolx...coz new openin of suburban mall Tampines 1 lolx...actually wanted to shop tt jap store...but Q is like freakin long lar....so we decided next time den go and shop haha....but i dunno when lar....since all of us have diff shift lolx...but hopefully somehow can lor hahah.....anyway before that we had pizza hut....den here comes the funny part.....so the pizza came....den i slice to give everyone 1 piece lor....the funny thing was that bottle of chesse flakes tt ganesh was holdin on to, was faulty....den no one knew....den the whole cap juz came off.....i shud have video cam down the whole thing lar....so after tt we decided to trick khalis and haziq coz at the point of time...dey haven reached yet....but we juz randomly put the bottle at one of the 2 empty seats lor....so see who suay lor.....khalis end up being the suay guy lolx....den when dey kept tryin to make him use tt bottle...i kept laughin away lar....but lucky nvr give away the prank we planned lar....but i almost choke on pizza....tt bite was stuck halfway down my oesophagus lolx.... den carol chan wanted to prank haziq....lol...but he din fell for it lolx.....den suddenly everyone burst into laughter...after tt i saw khalis de pizza burried in cheese lar...so freakin funny but i still think...when ganesh got it, it was funnier coz unexpected mah lolx.....so i end up nt eating alot lolx....coz half the time dere i was laughin away lar lolx.....anyway after tt met ah bu at the mrt and den went over to tampines 1.....

tt place is freakin crowded.....so we juz went into topshop.....shop awhile....den went to pet station...i swagu lar...first time see got hamster de jelly den got pet diapers lolx....den cl bought a bag of ikan bilis for her hamster lolx....so after tt went to town because tampines more all less we went to the shoppin mall there already lolx....so met eric at orchard, den went to cine together to look for haziq de shoe, den went to wisma food republic, finally found seats but got 2 lady very inconsiderate.....already see us so squeeze and we purposely make hint so long, dey still kept talkin...if wad dey were eatin were like whole course kind of meal, den okay fine....but they juz ate toast n eggs lar.....cl purposely on music loud loud still dun get the hint sia.....den after tt eric suggested we go somewhr slack....so i suggested Loof lolx....den we talk and laugh and drink....den everyone went home lolx......of coz the journey home i thought abt alot of things....which i dun tink i wanna blog here...keep it to myself is better.....dun bring trouble to others lar lolx.....and i am still troubled.....hope Monday when i start workin will keep my mind occupied lolx...tt's abt it....

mood: relax
music: My Love by Justin Timberlake feat. T.I

3rd day of orientation, today was the CARE workshop, did alot of presentation....at first, was nervous but after tt felt like wad i did during my poly times lolx....anyway nth much juz keep drawing lolx....dun waste paper de space mah, since the trees sacrfice le...so we muz make full use of it....anyway ystd i had a weird dream lolx....i was dance battling with CL haha...as in we took turn to dance and pop, den the song is wad i am listening it to nw lolx.......okay i think i shall go change the blog layout of psmc, ever since all started usin facebook....the blog has turned cold lolx...so muz change the whole thing lol....

mood: relax
music: Good Times by Crystal Kay

very RnB haha....so today is day 2 of orientation.....in a way it is both borin n interesting lar....lotsa workshop today...the NUH way haha....passionate people...i can onli rmb tis lolx....so did alot of grp work today......which are quite interesting, coz it allows us to churn the brain juice lolx.....den went back to ward to see my roster wif Paula.....the sister looked delighted for some reason lolx.....so the good news is I GET FRI SAT SUN OFF WOOOHOOOOO lolx....hmmm whr shud i go....seriously i dun tink i am gonna get myself stuck at home lar....anyway...mon still nt sure whether to report back to ward, or izzit cont the orientation...everything is still a blurred....feel like gg clubbin but no money.....i realli wanna try the extreme swing sia lolx....but maybe tt'll hafta wait till i get my pay and everything.....

I still can't believe i am a SN le lolx....den on the way back home, saw my pt and her daughter...so we talked for awhile and den i went home le lolx......so now stuck on the internet....there's nth tt interest me leh...tt's why came to blog....and for some reason....cc dunno go whr....msn her no reply lolx...oh well i cannot reprimand or rather i got no right to....coz everytime dey msg/call me....i have the tendency to nt reply or pick up lolx...

MAY MAY DE PHONE IS FAKE DE LOLX......

tt's wad my sis says too lolx as in it's like freakin difficult to find me esp when i am all out with tt headphone on me lolx.....i can't feel the vibration of the phone, neither can i hear the ringtone....so to those whom i made worried....realli sorry lolx.....m(_ _)m...

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mood: sianz
music: Sunshine by AAA

miss tis song so much....used to dance along with it haha....okay my last day of real freedom...wad did i do.....configuring and updating things i nid for my new lappy haha...den watch tee vee...den facebook....chatting with peeps on msn....den after that at around 4.50pm chiong to take a shower before watching F1 Grand Prix with dad on star sports lolx....damn nice lar today de race.....but poor Raikonen haven even finish 1 lap den something went wrong, so he couldn't continue racing.....den Kubica was even worst....coz his engine caught fire...another poor dude.....but of coz my forcus was on my 2nd dardar Nak-chan.....but dey didn't realli shoot footage of him.....keep shooting the first few....but the best part was went it started raining....all went into the pit stop to change tires...today i learn new things...there's tyres for dry weather, half dry/wet weather and full wet weather lolx....the onli regretful thing is coz the rain at malaysia was too heavy, even after all drivers changed to full wet weather tyres.....dey couldn't run properly and keep steering away from the circuit, so the race was held off for atleast 1/2 hr....and this was the best part...coz dey FINALLY shot a tiny bit of footage of Nak-chan talkin to his manager i think....and also a footage of him wearin his helmet and rest by the side....

so 1/2 hr later apparently the official made the decision tt the race couldn't be restarted coz the sun's halfway down.....eventually i told my dad...if onli dey could juz fly over to sg for night race haha...but there's one in september anyway...so i am lookin forward to that haha......

talk abt reminiscin....i wanna play mutou ren again....tmr there's amazin race at orientation...and my thigh muscle still hurts....how to run sia...damn it....but i rather run wif my friends at leisure....miss that day....will not forget de......morning went to mindcafe to play till 6pm since we're onli meeting the guys at 7-7.30pm...so play till the whole cafe onli our voice lolx....hate the person at the next table who keeps flashing her cam....very uncomfortable to the eye lar....anyway we played snorta, pink elephant and 1st hand something...too bad dey didn't haf ziggity.....hmmm maybe i shall go again haha...den met Eric n Joel at esplanade....went over to makansutra to eat....after tt kh n li tang came....den finally came naveen n ganesh.....dunno if i spelled their name correctly lolx....den eat and talk....i cook hot pot lolx....den coz it was freakin hot everyone decided to go some other place......

After tt ganesh and nav went to help joel get cake for kh to celebrate bdae....seriously i didn's realise till later part.....den we went to the green patch area tt i suggested....wad i had in mind was to talk....but somehow everyone started playin mutouren....and we ran like crazy ppl.....scream oso.....talk abt unglam...lolx....time passes so fast when we're havin fun lar.....if onli we could play like tt with no worries.....den after tt khalis came oso....so everyone started runnin amock as usual lolx....the 2 security guards muz haf thot who are these crazy dudes n dudettes lolx....den after playin.....we celebrated kh bdae.....i ate cake for the 4th day....so i guess tt 5 kg i lost is back again lolx......so went home with something precious to rmb....