mood: relax
music: Tameiki tsuitemo ii ja nai by Toshiyuki Oomori

the song is frm pretear ost...as i was listenin to all this instrument can't help but type something emo here...hopefully ppl won't start askin me question ahaha.....anyway today went shop shop wif haziq n joel...coz too long nvr see them le...my cute lil brothers of mafia inc...atleast joel is alot more genki liao....me n cc damn shock when we heard him pass out...which he didn't realli...lolx....juz tired from heat exhaustion....but congrats to their POP anyway......so went to pick up my "BABY" freakin cute lolx.......love her alot...but my no. one is still my minnie n dardar haha.....

You know, sometimes i wish i had a fairytale story too...but nt possible bah....lolx....seriously i seldom say this kind of things, but to all the male species out there, girls understand and realli appreciate when u guys are gentleman, but seriously there's a certain degree to it right.....it's realli misleading to girls.....if dun like tt ger in tt kind of way....den dun act like you do.....coz u'll make the girl fall for you, den in the end it's a one-sided thing, who ends up getting hurt, still the girl....

one of the reason why i hate falling in love, everytime oso the same de......it's always me who end up getting hurt, seriously i dun think a person can bear so many scars in her heart......so sick n tired of the whole thing, thought of closing up my heart forever le, but since my heart is so easy to open, if onli i was cold hearted enuf.......this kind of things can't be force bah....use to think that my knight is somewhr in this world...but nah......i learn nt to hold on to things that are nt suppose to be mine......it's alot better to live this way....atleast won't get hurt so easily lolx...

okay dun i sound depressin, muz be the EOL course i went thru ystd lolx....