mood:tired
music: Goodbye by Jang Geun Suk

Cardiac family day ended, it's great to see Dr Low there, miss him alot, coz he's damn nice, actually all the MO are nice lolx...so glad i am part of the dept lolx....had alot of fun, realli, thou when performin coz i too long no perform in front of ppl, i feel damn shy and nervous, but glad i didn't dance wrongly hahhahaha, it was fun doing make up too.......all ends well, i wonder if next yr i get to go again lolx.....

tmr gg out wif my gfs lolx....miss them lots.....and we're gg SHOPPIN, cc n cl wanna go chop their hair, shud i chop it off too, but can't bear too, lets juz keep it for now lolx.......gg to charge my cam before bed.....

you know sometimes, i seriously dunno wad to say, i feel as if i dunno u anymore, which one is the real you, the one who will always ignore my msg, and wadeva i say or the one who will always ask me wad happen, did something happen when i dun sound okay.......
i hate it when u make me expect more from you, when u know, u can't give wad i really want.....if that's the case....why ask wad i want, when u know u can't really give me wad i want.......so the past few weeks, you're juz pretending to be concern rite........seriously i had totally given up le......but den all of a sudden, u change to someone whom i always wished u would changed to, den after makin me rmb how i felt, juz when i decided to give myself another chance to try, u decided to use a knife and cut rite across my heart...............i really dunno who u are anymore.....

no wonder uncle eric says there's no point in waiting anymore, he's probably forgotten abt the promise also, so wad if he's being nice, there's alot of impt things he forgot.....such a dissapointment..........................................i tink it's best i move on, before more scars are created.