mood: in bliss
music: Kataomoi by Emi Hinouchi

Poor boy sick today, so went over to see him, he realli shud appreciate tt he's got a nurse for gf XD......

Anyway, i din really took care of him lar, we practically spend the whole day together, really at a point of time, his dad caught us in a very awkward position lolx......tis is the part where i feel damn insecure, i dunno whether his dad had any bad impression or nt, coz i dun wan them to think tt i am those overly "open-minded" gers.....after that found out that he actually kept my pics lolx.....so touched by his action seriously.....

ystd went on webcam with him, den i was saying i stored quite a no. of his pic in my phone and i bet he doesn't even have mine, of coz he argued his point lar, poor him only has NS phone, which means camless lolx......so can't really take pic.....and memory nt really enuf to store i guess?

so today he showed me interesting stuff in his ipod, and it turns out to be pics of me, glam, pretty, unglam, all kinds of expression, realli sweet rite, another reason why i am so scared tt i'll lose him.......

i feel as if i dun deserve so much love........always on the receiving end.....his 21st bdae i oso dunno wad i can do, i wan to surprise him but my "sensei" is on a vacation @ Taiwan lolx.....eotokaji?