mood: so sad i feel like crying....
music: I remember by Keyshia Cole

okay, tis post is all my unreasonable ranting.....ignore it if u can't take it........
i noe i become more n more unreasonable......

today was suppose to be our 7th mth.....shud be a happy occasion rite, but my feelings n pride just got step on by the person i love the most.........

really today started with a happy n cheerful mood, eventhou i noe he might not turn up, there's a lil hope there in my heart that he'll turn up, and in the end, even thou he told me he's nt coming, he still turn up......which i am so grateful for it...den we went shopping......den we took train back home....den he had to make tt stupid joke, seriously i can tolerate all kinds of joke tt he made, even those whr he'll compare me with other girls, nt tt he does it alot, or those tt show his cassa personality......but pls dun joke on something tt i've work hard for, it makes it as if, no matter how much i do, is not enuf.......i noe i am nt the prettiest, but i try my best to be pretty for him.......

though i noe in the end he felt guilty, but i seriously can't handle it.......my only reason to become pretty has been destroyed, so wad do i do now......i wonder whr i got all the patience to tolerate this.........i noe i have become very unreasonable, but now i realise there's no moer reason for me to put make up anymore, really i can't find the reason for it.........he keep tellin me to him i'm pretty no matter with or without, but i seriously dunno if i shud believe it or nt......

i mean seriously is there any boyfriend tt will make a joke targetting their own girl's look? am i overreacting...i seriously dunno...............

now i juz feel like crying myself to sleep, dun feel like talking to him, dun feel like see-ing him, i bet he doesn't even noe i am not feeling okay even thou i said it's fine....coz i dun wan him to feel sad, if it's being sad, one person feelin sad is enuf, so let me handle this by myself......

maybe i shudn't put make up when i go out with him anymore, coz he'll just make fun of it.....

mood: missin someone
music: Let It Go by Ito Yuna

just one day and i miss him tis much already X[......howwwww.....just finish making wanton with gradma.....quite fun, i did all kinds of funny shape and juz like tt my day is about to end soon......sometime i wish i could just sit on the bus and ride to eternity with him lolx...or rather like can see him 24/7......you know tis kind of miss......i wonder if my parents ever felt like this when dey were dating lolx......tmr start work again......haiz....sianzzz arhhhhhhhh

miss the boyfriend loads XD

Felt so blessed today....my initial plan was to go find marina barrage today coz the other time for some reason i ended up in marina bay sands instead hahahha...but i found out how to go to the flyer leh =p.....

so really wanted to see nampyeon today, i was praying damn hard tt i could see him lar....miss him lots.....den he asked if i wanna watch movie...i dun mind actually but coz i had plans to go marina barrage, confirm will bring my baby along....so told him abt it, i haven said wad i wanna say, he say: "okay , then lets go find lor" den i was like huh......coz wouldn't be late by then.....but he say nvm, we'll find it together lolx....so ended up we went there.....and we found the direction to go there, seriously i tink i suck at find places lolx.....so we tabao our food n went there, quite ulu but tt place is romantic...saw 2 gg to be newly weds takin their weddin photo, damn sweet de.....den i told him i wanna take my weddin photo there too...he say mac oso nt bad lolx....

so we ate, talk, and watch the beautiful skylines of singapore....really pretty, if only we had more time...turn out that he was really worry abt me emo-ing all over fb.....so sorry dear...din mean to......den took some scenery pic......seriously next time i am going to take lotsa pics of him hahha....we said we will go there for a longer time in the future.....1 more week till our 7th monthsary lolx.......i really tryin to make tis relationship last coz it's worth it =)