mood:dissapointed
music: nil
seriously i wonder if it's the pms thingy again, having mood swings again...so tired of it......the reason why i am emo is coz, i just realise all these days i have spend with him, half the time he is slpin....

i still remember the time when it was nearin my al, i so darn look forward to everything, like maybe we could do something different, but seriously, i wonder if i am demandin too much, on monday we went back to my hse damn late...coz helpin at his mom shop which was quite cool.....den come tues mornin we went running...which i only ran for 5 mins LOL...coz realli, i am juz nt a running person....den went back cook chicken rice, den went town, den went back, oh and btw he slept at my hse from 1 plus and we onli left my hse at 5pm....realli for tt time i felt as if i got no life, no freedom......and den came wed, and i thot like since he said we could leave his hse early, we could finally do something diff, but nah.....we a/c our good fren to the a&e, den wanted to go ladies nite, but ppl ditch us last min, so end up walk around den home, den come today, ate brunch, and we to my seminar, and nw i am here, so all i am left with is the F1 weekend......and nw i juz realise i wasted the entire AL doing nth at all but slp wake eat and slp with the bf, it's nt tt i dun enjoy his company i do but i was expecting something more out of it....is tt too demanding?.....