mood: emo
music: n/a

It's a been an awesome weekend.....went yeobo house in early so i could compensate the hrs tt i'll nt be with him due to klub....so even though i went without my ipod, i survived the boredness of 1 hr trip to tamp....coz the excitement and anxiety to see him.....took care of the shop together....it was as if we were a pair of old wedded couple....seriously i so wanna quote a line from the movie love & other drugs, maggie played by anne hathway was saying "it's that moment" for me, it was the same, that moment i wouldn't mind if tt moment kept on replaying.....

I always wondered why gf cries when their bf get enlisted, i once thot it was exaggeration....now i feel it...and i totally understand why....and i am pretty sure all gf are thinking along the same line...they cry coz dey are worried, whether their love ones will be fine, what happens if they fall sick.....u can't hear their voice, feel them, hug them, kiss them, even msg won't be as often as before......i can't bear to be apart, but i take it as a test, a challenge....probably someone wants me to learn, learn to be emotionally independent...get use to the fact that he won't be around me for the next one mth.....

yeobo doesn't like it when i cry, and i am pretty sure all the bf doesn't want their gf to cry.....so i nid to learn to be a strong woman....we talk alot about our future, i love it when we do that, it feels as if my fairytale was gonna come true.....thou definitely this challenge won't be the last one, it's probably just the beginning, but i'll learn.....so by the end of this post, i will try to stop crying, so that yeobo won't be worry every single day.....i'm nt askin alot, i juz hope someone can hear my prayers and protect him from all harms while he's doing his recourse....

then hopefully by the time he finishes, i'll be a stronger girl.......misses him ....
counting down 12 days till i c him...so long....