Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
My Bestfriend




mood: tired

music: Love is blind by Amy Winehouse


Just a taking a short while to write this....

I watched this movie yesterday with boyfie...and eventhough there were loves and everything you could find in a romantic comedy, but the message that was passed was far more important, the movie revolves around 2 bestfriends, how they used to spend time with each other all the time, and now one of them is gonna get married, wad happens after that? I dun wanna be a spoiler so watch it yourself, but i think it's a pretty good movie...


It made me thought of my bestfriend, now i have psmc, but before that, my sec sch life which i think it was quite shitty, if weren't for her, it'll probably be worst....


Her name: Fiona (not gonna put your full name, i noe u dun like it LOL)


How we met-

It's funny when i recall, it was the first day at newtown, i was sitting either behind/in front of her, it just happen, we needa write something, and she just turn around to borrow pen from me, i still rmb lol, that's how we met...we didn't become very close though, just the hi-bye friend, it was until sec 3 then we became closer, unforturnately we were in diff class, but we hang out nevertheless, always eating KFC after sch, i know it's so unhealthy lol, then come sec 4, we were in the same class!!!! it's the N level despite the stress, i always go her house, it's either to play com game, or we'll just talk and play tarot....


If you remember i had a crush on somebody, and we'll always play tarot to see if i will end up with him lol....thinking back now it was fun but naive hahaha....oh and sometime she'll teach me how to dance, so the fact that i can dance now is all thanks to her....and even once i asked her to accompany me to go out with the guy i liked, coz i was so embarassed about it....and there was once when i went on a date like alone with that guy, but half way on my way to meet him, my shoe gave way, so in a panic i call her, she just told me to go her house, we'll find a shoe that fits my outfit for the date....man i miss those days....then come sec 5 again in a different class....we were so sad that we got seperated again.....but that didn't really affect out friendship, we manage to graduate, but we were accepted into different course at a totally different school....


Our first overseas trip-

Yep believe it or nt, we went to HK by ourselves when we were just 18....yes we did quarrel here and there, but there were times where we went crazy shopping, laughing, so sad we didn't manage to take neoprints like we planned to....it's odd that we couldn't find the machine....


There was once we were talking about who was gonna be who's bridesmaid when the day we got marry comes....i think i'll still choose her.....she's my bestie no matter how many years has pass...


Nowadays we hardly have time to catch up, misses her loads, but we're equally busy with our lives, hope to see her soon though, wad i can do now, is to stop by her blog to see how she's doing, i wonder if she still reads my blog though, coz i removed the taggy LOL.....


Lets end here for the time being.....needa wake up to work, after 3 days of mc lol....hopefully ppl dun bully me tmr lol


Misses u loads Fiona, hope to see you soon =D


27.7.11
Yours truly.


Sunday, July 24, 2011
May may misses your smile, do you even know that?


mood: moody
music: na

I misses his smile the most, it had been better before he started school. Yeobo will always smile, even if he's shy in front of my cam, he'll still try his best to smile...nowadays i dun see that anymore. All the quarrel and fights are getting more and more often. I wanna be his pillar of strength but what can i do, NOTHING.

I wanna see him so badly, but I CANNOT.

I know things have changed, and it might not go back to the good old days anymore...everytime i tell him i misses his smile, he'll just answer, really?

When i call him just cause i wanna hear his voice, he says less than 20 words and then he'll end the call with: "dear, i needa go, I needa hang up now."

What is going on? The time spent is getting lesser and lesser, or unless I'm more demanding now...

I dun ask for much, i juz wanna see his genuine smile again, how hard can it be? Trust me, in my situation it's HARD....

24.7.11
Yours truly.