Stay with me tonight.....アリス九號.

Good 3

2012-02-12T20:00:00.001+08:00

Good music...good person to be with...good place

Currently at esplanade waterfront....a band singing jazz fused with rnb...my favourite genre...and the best part is yeobo is now with me...

Love her amazing voice!!!

PASTEL!!!!

2012-02-05T21:12:00.005+08:00

For this spring, I totally agree that pastel colours are in trend. But i dun have any shadow colours of sort, then again I dun really have the time to put on make up nowadays...haiz....wanna have pastel colours stuff leh...LOL thinking of gettin pastel colour shoes too LOL

Anyway went to Twister by Monsoon @ JP to have my hair cut =) how should i say it....I LOVE IT!!!!

This is my old hair....look who's included in the picture, can you guess??? LOL

Look at how sista has 2 peeps blow dry her hair LOL....after cutting, trimming, and all the styling...

TADA!!!!

It's a good experience, so gonna ask back the same hairstylist to cut our hair, it's a bit ex thou... wash +cut + blow is 26 bucks...still i am a happy girl today =D

On the morning train....

2012-01-17T08:05:00.001+08:00

Yay! It's the 2nd mobile post!!!!
It's another round of usual packed trains....still getting use of this environment. Wish for an empty train every morning lol and thou its a slim chance but it's still there :)

Today is my swimming day...cant wait for the day to end...i feel freaking free when i'm in the water.

So recently i tried my luck in MichellePhan's giveaways which is being held worldwide...and through this i see the ugly side of human...lotsa girls are asking her to announce the winner...the contest which indicated to put your new year resolution in the comments below, became a "if i win, what would i do, how would i feel" kinda thing...and of coz there r some who told her to take her time. I didnt write anything else extra...i just thought a person who's so busy and yet she's trying hard to read over 70k worth of post, shouldnt you give her some credit for it...anyway i dun have high hopes that i'll get it.

My concern now is more likely whether i get my BTO lol...may luck be on my side....

My New Year Resolution

2012-01-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

Okay, i know it's abit too late to say all this...LOL...coz it's like the 2nd or rather going into the 3rd week of 2012.

Okay alot has happen in 2011, especially in my relationship with yeobo. We laughed, quarelled alot. I know i had changed a lot and I know I'm not the sweet me anymore. I realise that i became more and more demanding. I picked on every single thing that i am not satisfied with, so this year I wanna change for the better. Therefore, my first resolution will be;

Resolution no.1 : Be a better girlfriend. Be more understanding than I ever was. I try not to get angry over little things. I think sometimes i really over react. So i am gonna try to change that.

I use to spend money on every single thing that i laid my eyes on. I realise there's alot of things that i bought, tried once and then i throw aside. Especially my fake lashes and heels.

Resolution no.2 : Save more, buy only what I need!

This yr CNY i'm not buying anything in particular...gonna revamp my style of clothes with whatever I have in my wardrobe..

I think this is the 2 most important resolution that i gotta fulfil..that's about it....omg, getting a flu soon, nvr stop sneezing since yesterday...probably gonna rest after finishing my mask LOL yeap, as i am typing away, i have mask on my face...sake flavour, hoped it cooled my pores, afterall, i did put in the frigde =D...

1st week of 2012

2012-01-08T21:03:00.008+08:00

Finally the first weekend of 2012 is over, just sorta reflecting on what I did during the 1st week of the year.

Finally started scrubbing for COROS, playing with my guide wire for the past 3 days, i am getting the clinche of it, just that i still am abit blur at assisting the drs..well anyway shan't talk about work, hate talking about work during free/slack time...

For some reasons, it seemed like a long week, even though it's suppose to be a 4.5days work week for me...but nevertheless, i had a fruitful weekend...

Please note that the following post will be picture heavy ;)

Went to this beautiful cafe with Michelle to have our lunch after work on Saturday....it was good, and pricing is not that too ex also, they have deserts too....their deboned chicken wing is a must try.

Venue: Sugar Granny Cafe, Eu Tong Seng St

not sure of the address, but it's along there, definitely not gonna be my last time visiting the place.

After that went home, waiting for yeobo, so we could take grandpa to the movies. Grandpa said he hadn't watch a film for atleast 10years, yep the last time it was him who brought me to watch Harry Potter and the chamber of secrets....so u can tell how long...

Brought him to watch the Dragon Gate starring Jet Li, Grandpa (whom i called yeye) said he prefer him over Jackie Chan, loled at that...

Love his smile most, always so adorable. Love you loads Yeye

Today, went to granny (mommy's mom, whom i call her Popo) with Yeobo. We've got a new little friend, her name is Ah Girl aka Bobby. My sis and I called her fluffy though lol..she's the sweetest thing ever.

It's their housemate's pet. She's really adorable, played with her alot, she even kissed my brother LOL...yeap, she is biased towards the male species. Really a sweetheart. She loves gong gong alot too...looked forward to seeing her again on CNY, hopefully she don't move out just yet...I manage to take a pic with her too.....

Ain't she cute???? I miss her already...

The wonders of a sponge!!!

2012-01-04T20:57:00.002+08:00

Finally started using my sponge from body shop, it was a gift from a classmate turn colleague...

Started using soap bars like a mth ago, apparently i dunno how to make it produce more foam, always gotta keep re-applying the soap n rub it on my palm...today I tried using a sponge, and woola, foams after foams!!! okay gotta continue using it!!! It's a good product!!!!

now if you excuse me, i shall continue my hair treatment....

HELLO 2012

2012-01-02T18:35:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

1st blog of the year!!! It's not gonna be picture overload lol...

New year marks of course a new beginning, and new year resolution...my new year resolution for this year will be swimming once a week, got fatter over the last 3 mths....

I wanna do hot yoga badly, love it lol...anyway i had fun celebrating or welcoming the new year with my group of besties...we laughed alot that night...i din drink that much, but who says u nid to drink to have fun....

poor yeobo helping to take pic so he's not in, but of coz we took lots of pic....

New year, means we will be heading towards a better future. May all things be better in 2012!!!

Urgent X' Mas Shopping

2011-12-20T22:21:00.003+08:00

Took me long enough to post this, currently trying to get the pics online LOL

Dunno whr the hell went wrong...anyway last Sunday went out with my parents to visit granny whom i misses so dearly...she seems well...after that went to the crowded orchard for last min xmas shopping lol....so not gonna use my iphone to take pic at home from now on....why can't it seem to sync, oh well anyway got some stuff and asked my dear mama for help to send out the xmas cards LOL totally crossing my fingers for this year hope it gets to the mail box of those before xmas, i really dun wan it to end up as a new year card LOL....the pics i guess i will upload again soon....nid my beauty sleep now LOL....

Merry X'mas *wink*

Random Rattles

2011-12-12T21:35:00.005+08:00

This really just random HAHAHA, you've been warned. Pictures heavy..XD

Mama said it was ok to eat with the soup spoon, coz ramen store does the same LOL...

yay!!! finally my craving is settled, i got my complimentary tall sized Toffee Nut Latte....I kept the cup too, coz it was so pretty XD

This one is when i am more free, meaning lesser patient in the time of the day LOL, happen that there's spare ecg paper, so draw my own ecg, diagnosis is secondary due to Dr Ng W.L naggings everyday LOL, but he's really a nice dr to work with =D

Look at all the mentos I took in order to keep myself awake during orientation, that's why till now, i am still coughing on and off XD

Bored on the MRT, tis is the new neoprint kind of app i dl frm app store, nth better to do so hahaha...yeobo look so nerdy!!!!

Tomolo is another busy day...hopefully i dun hafta go angio tmr LOL, really stress about going in X[

Cheers...

In Pain....

2011-12-02T21:04:00.002+08:00

Got my upper retainer today, which i called it denture....and my dentist is like the greatest in the world, she totally send it to my house LOL where to find such a nice person.

It's weird though, it seems as if it's nt fitting on one side, the other side is nicely fitted in, but this naughty left side is giving me hell of a time, it doesn't fit nicely. I wonder if i put it wrongly, but shudn't be the case coz the right side fit just nice...another is probably my naughty left side is shifting AGAIN...hate it when it happens, and now coz it doesn't fit it hurts. Think like u bought a pair of shoes but realise it's too small, it's that kind of feeling that i am feeling now....

2nd day at work, so far so good, but i can say clinic is not my cup of tea at all. The only thing that excites me is the day i finally can be independent, feel so guilty each time i had to ask stupid question...my preceptor is my age too LOL. She's nice though....the drs there so so only...impatient i would say...but atleast he gave me face and didn't scold me DIRECTLY..hinted me abit thou LOL...

TMR IS HALF DAY....SO TIRED...but oh well, yeobo makes it all better *smile smile*

My Beauty favs-November

2011-11-30T21:07:00.004+08:00

I reckons I should do this since i love watching ppl doing vlogs of similar but unfortunately i dun have the guts to do it LOL....

Today is the last day of November and also the last day of my "holiday" so before the clock strikes twelve lets see them.....

P.S. The order is not in ranking order

Please ignore the mini doll and the polaroid lol...anyway you've guessed what is my first fav beauty product-FACIAL MASK!!!

Seriously when i was younger then my mom let me tried a few rice mask before and after application, it itched like mad....I have very sensitive and acne prone skin, so this mask from my beautiful diary has been doing my skin a good job...it's VERY SUPER DUPER MOISTURISING to the point that my mom n dad (yes, my dad do facials too) thinks that it is too watery, there's a few flavour of my fav, strawberry yoghurt, chocolate truffles, apple cider? can't rmb it was a green pack, macaroon & earl grey tea etc etc....so when my parents went to hk, they bought me a year worth of these LOL and when i went hk recently I sorta buy another 2 boxes, macaroons and the other wan was Sake (Japanese rice wine). Seriously i can start doing give-aways too..not suitable for ppl who hates watery drippy feel and also it sorta leaves a sticky feeling after u remove it, but when u wake up the next morning, u find your skin extremely smooth.

picture credits via Instagram coz i uploaded from there...

I know it looks like sweets right but they are not! These are hair vitamins. I remember seeing them when i was a kid, mom would use this fish oil-like things on her hair. This is actually by ellips, it's a product of Indonesia and pls do not belittle this tiny sweeties just cause they are not from high-end places like korea, europe and US. I have use this for only a month as recommended by my besties CL n Dianny..it really work wonders esp for coloured hairs like mine, i regret even colouring my hair coz after a week or 2, my hair became so dried up and it looks very frizzy at the end, the condition was so bad i nearly wanted to shave bald LOL just kidding, but i really wanted to cut the ends off...CL who has equally dry hair like mine, told me about this, so i tried using it. They sell in 6s or u can buy a bottle that has 50 of it... so i wanted to tried it, and the results of it.. damn good, my hair condition is alot more smoother now and whats the secret in this lil babies? Jojoba oil....of coz there's a few more types like for shine (yellow), for black hair (black) , for coloured hair (purple) and mine is just hair treatment so it's pink. Of coz you can't just depend on this for better hair, remember the conditioners after shampoo too. These can be bought at most beauty departmental stores. Just that the prices will range. I bought it at a low cost store call Venus. This shop is not bad they sell cheaper shampoos too.

3) Dolly Wink lashes

Sister told me to try it coz she said there was alot of good reviews from people. When i went to hk, I got it at a cheaper price so now I regret totally not buying a few more pairs... It's alot more comfortable than those that I bought so girls who love lashes and have money to spare, this is not bad of a choice. SG price is about 25 bucks, I bought it for around 17 in HK .

4)Precious mineral BB cream from etude house

I've been using this ever since I started putting makeup. It's by far the best BB cream, or rather the only BB cream i dare use due to my super duper sensitive skin. It's easy to blend and also gives good coverage, usually after apply this I just dab on another layer of mineral powder foundation and done. It makes your skin flawless esp when you take picture. Don't have to apply too much just a small pump of it will do.

5) L'Oreal lip and eye make up remover

I can't leave without this!!! This is a oil based removal so probably not suitable for those with oily eyes? But it's more or less ok for use i guess LOL...anyway I have a habit for putting on very heavy makeup on certain occasion or when i feel like playing around with my shadow palette. It gives a very good and thorough clean even those that are sweat/water proof. This removal helps you remove everything. I've been using this for a long time. Previously i've tried the one without the oil layer, and it didn't work as good, so i recommend this to those who love doing heavy eye make up...

Okay that's about it, the top 5 favourite of the month. Hope you guys enjoy reading it.

Cheers..

Money, Love, Fashion, Fame and all else in between...

2011-11-30T17:49:00.003+08:00

Ok this is just a random post LOL so long since i blog about random stuff....actually the title is a lyric i got from U-Kiss's Neverland, love that song, damn cool.....ok lets begin with the first word...

Money-

Big portion of why i am stressing, i've been a NEET for 2 mths LOL so no income, nth, and i got bills to pay....due to iphone usage n of coz my dental fee T-T....paying them in installment, but hey i manage to survive for 2 mths LOL finally tmr i m starting work, feeling more n more nervous...today is my last day of freedom, from tomorrow onwards, i am gonna start working hard again!!! Actually i am quite excited to return into the working world...so i hope the new environment accepts me just like how i will try to adapt......

Love-

Please refer to my prev post LOL...other than that is all confidential, but hey! when talking about Love, it's not just about your man....Love is attributed in different aspects such as Family, Friends or even your colleagues....Ever since I went to the Titanic exhibit, i've been thinking alot...like how fragile human life is and how we shud cherish everything we have in front of eyes now...things will be taken away when u dun cherish it....that's what i believe...

Fashion-

Speaking of fashion my recent coordination

How is it??? I uploaded in coodecam and there were ppl who liked it LOL....hope i dun look too auntie in it LOL..this pic taken at a toilet in MBS, love their toilet LOL...

For the past 2 mth, i ended up nt clearing my wardrobe at all LOL...lotsa t-shirt LOL....so gonna go work den change uni, coz i dun see any other nurses other den SGH wearing their uni to work LOL....i shall change at the toilet....but i find raffles uni has a nice blue to their uni.....excited much....

Yesterday was MAMA 2011 and on the red carpet alot of ladies were dressed to impress all the flashing reporters....alot of pretty dresses, some were plain but i believe all has their own beauty in it....

Fame

Past few days has been very heated in SG due to MAMA, it's as heated up as if it's during F1 season.....and while i was on the way to titanic exhibit on monday with carol, i happen to see Simon D at raffles city doing some video, unfortunately he was fast in going up the escalator and also i didn't manage to get a picture of him...my sis saw Choi Si won or rather Suju having lunch at bibigo...LOL it was the same place....

Today will be bloggin day, I still have another post to do after dinner, it's about my fav beauty products....so stay tune on this page/ blog or wadeva u call it ^-^

Cheers...

Picnic @ Punggol Waterfront

2011-11-30T16:58:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 6.15pm and started preparing stuff to meet yeobo for our 23rd mth together, time realli flies fast...and so i reached tamp about 8.30am and we left for punggol at about 9.15am...

I thought it would be easy to walk there, as told by my dad, but when we looked at the map, punggol waterway is actually quite huge and there's like different section to it, we wanted to get as close to the sea or rather Johor straits as possible...so yeobo was look at the map and said, lets go to the promenade since it's facing sea, but it's a 3km walk so we ended up taking bus there....so glad we didn't walk coz it's really damn far from the interchange...

Finally reached after a 10mins ride, so it's really hot by the time since we reached almost 10am, look at the bling bling water, so pretty...tried to take a few shots of yeobo but the light direction weren't right and i hate using flash so didnt upload them, i manage to talk but u can barely see his expression LOL....

This shot was more of a decent one after we had our food we walked around and this is the viewing deck...very pretty...oh and the factory like places behind, that's actually malaysia Johor, speaking of which I wonder if i ended up paying overseas rate during that time, but luckily wasn't using my phone for data other den taking pics....

Overall, it's actually a great place to gather with friends, something for a change rather than keep going to marina barrage, but of coz it's abit far from town. But if you wan a lil of peace n windy kind of feeling/atmosphere den this is the place to go... oh yea almost forgot, we got to model for one of the photographer that was there....he said it was for some architectural thing, waited for an hr but no one was there, poor dude so we decided to extend our help.....shud have given him my email so he can send me those pics, it feels like a outdoor wedding shoot coz he was telling us how to pose etc etc....

Had a great time before rushing home to watch MAMA 2011....

Definitely will go again, but not so soon, it's too far LOL!!!!

More SWATCHES!!!

2011-11-22T12:30:00.007+08:00

I totally think that H&M in Singapore is so overpriced, seriously I bought bag, racerback, even a eyeshadow palette there and it cost me a total of 60-70SGD...seriously where do you get this kind of price in Singapore. Anyway here's the eyeshadow palette that i got, what attracted me was of coz Minnie n Mickey on the palette cover LOL....so here's a review n swatches of it...

It's my fault that i didn't really protect it lar LOL...so the purple shade sorta got squashed, or broken wadeva u call it...anyway good thing about it, is the cover so damn adorable and it coz me less than 10SGD, tell me where can u find something like that in Singapore H&M???? Below are the swatches...in a cool tone place...so colours will vary in diff places n of coz diff ppl's skin tone too.

basically the colours are good for clubbing or when u have a dinner or a get together that invovles in a darker or dimmed environment...the glitters makes your eyes sparkles LOL so good on cam too..will try it out this coming MID-WEEK Party...gotta borrow pops compact good fast shutter speed HI-D cam LOL....i prefer the gold, pink n purple shade coz they are the most obvious, the rest I am probably gonna be using as highlights I guess....good product overall, sad thing is, it's only available in HONG KONG...so glad I bought it.

HONG KONG SPREE

2011-11-21T21:39:00.007+08:00

After five years. I've return to Hong Kong, a place where I love and never get bored going LOL...it's my third time, and this time is with all my good girl friends...we took SQ, 2nd time boarding it, service is quite nice, and the steward is HOT LOL, too bad my heart taken by someone HOTTER....anyway as usual before flying the official group photo beside the boarding gate...and off we go....

When we reached we board our octupus card, they call it ba da tong (in cantonese)....and we took a express train (AGAIN) to HK Island. It's about a 30-40mins ride and cost us about HKD100 around 16SGD so quite costly but it's comfy and a good experience, didn't i said i love train rides...when we reached we waited for an hr for the shuttle to COSMO HOTEL...our crib for the next 4 days.

This is the standard room that me n Carol shared....quite small actually but nevertheless comfortable...ok, the only bad things about this hotel is, it's damn far from the city, so we travel via shuttle bus...and it's located right infront of a cemetery...yep not very nice, but other than that I had a fun stay, services from the staff were great, they were very nice and friendly.....

Oh and when i said that I found Lush is available in HK, I am so gonna try the bath bombs, but since the bomb word is quite sensitive, I called it a bath ball LOL, I bought 2 of them in total, one is actually a Xmas edition called white...but i totally forgot the ingredients inside LOL...I remember this flowery scent though....and the other one which i bought it the next day is called bumble bee, it has honey in it LOl....but it made the bathtub yellow LOL.....very relaxing and it's like around S$6.50 to S$9.00 and of coz there are those that cost around 10 bucks, depending on which flavor you buy. Singapore is gonna have Lush store located in Wisma, so gonna check out the price.....too bad my house dun have a tub....

We went to the peak too, the tram ride was scary LOL...I got abit confused when i saw the building on the mountain being so slanted, after awhile i realise...oh damn, we're actually that slanted and the fact that we are sitting backwards doesn't really help. I would like to extend my gratitude to a baby who has kindly given me her attention for the 20mins of the tram ride, freaking adorable....the pic was one of my proudest this photo made the entire hall of tourist laughed with Joy...and i felt happy too to bring a smile onto ppl's face, there was even a lady who ask me to give her a few more poses so that she could take LOL....when i told daddy about it he said i should start charging photo fees LOL...had a fun time there seriously.

Hong Kong, I will definitely return again LOL....didn't have enough time to shop....miss the weather there too.

1 Night in Kuala Lumpur

2011-11-10T10:54:00.007+08:00

This was taken at Budget Terminal, yep..yeobo wanted to go via airplane LOL....so when we reached KL, I was shocked coz i totally didnt thought that we would land in their Low Cost Carrier Terminal (LCCT) after we arrived at the arrival hall, our next destination was in fact their actual international airport (KLIA) apparently we're suppose to take a ekspres (that's how dey spelled it LOL) train down to KL Sentral, before we could even come close to the hotel... so begins our transport adventure. We took a feeder bus which cost abt 2.50RM per person frm LCCT to KLIA, that waiting time alone took us almost 20-30 mins, after that gotta go to KLIA station to board our eskpres train.

The interior of the train, quite cool LOL...I love train rides...

We got a free upgrade of room...but it's creepy at night thou, too big...dun like....

We watched Tower Heist at their big theatre, too bad it was only one night...nevertheless it's fun to travel with the person you love.....i wouldn't mind travelling with my dear yeobo again, he always makes it funny....

Love you lots yeobo...muacks...

Hot Yoga and La Senza shopping SPFREE!!!

2011-11-05T13:33:00.008+08:00

Yep, you din't see it wrongly, it's really SPFREE, i named the spree like that is cause it's the first time, i walked into La Senza, and came out with a big bag of stuff and not having to pay a single cent for it!!!! Gotta thank all the peeps who help me in the contest...

I reckons this is gonna be a long post HAHHAA, so free after i left wd63...btw i did a few swatches of the stuff i got ystd, 2 nail polishes n 2 lipgloss plus 3 body mist/spray/cream moisturizer....

Disclaimer: i am not told by La Senza to speak good of their product, it's just something i wanna try doing =D...

This is the 2 nail polish that i got from ooh la nails, electric blue and pearly pink, well they didn't have the colour name, i named it myself LOL....pls ignore the compliant to hand hygiene fingers, my hand has a age of 10yrs older den me look....

This is the 2 lip glosses, i placed the respective tubes beside the 2 swatches, i prefer the darker pink though...it won't hurt to try the lighter one though...and it smells like peppermint, wonder if really got that mint taste...

I've got another 2 bottles, but those 2 are like your usual spray, one is a mist, the other one which is actually a shimmer fragrance mist, has more like a gel like texture. This bottle in particular is actually cream, but it looks like moose though...thing i like about this bottle is that it has that cooling effect after you apply it on your arms, but bad thing is it's still quite greasy....like any other body lotion from bodyshop..the other one that is oil based, surprisingly it's not oily at all...so all three bottles have their good and bad i guess....

Ohh of coz that's not all!! I had 2 set of body kiss bra n panty and $20 voucher, which i gave to my sis, she played a big part in winning this LOL...thanks sista love you lots!!!!

After the SPFREE, we rushed to have a quick and full dinner at soup spoon, den yeobo n I went down to OFC (ocean financial centre) to have our hot yoga...it's a trial session, but instructor damn nice, place freaking cool, i love the ladies shower LOL....I would totally get tempted to sign up for it, if only it wasn't that EX!!! Haiya so i gotta make use of my free pass LOL before I fly...going tmr again, or see whether i will chicken out again HAHAHAHA....going to bf's sis's parents in law hse to have dinner, so awkward....probably not gonna do it again......so nervous...

I Love You So Much

2011-10-25T00:56:00.002+08:00

music: I'm OK by Hwayobi

mood: happy

Great music, Great Singer

Half way thru my vacation, got yeobo to control my spending...he's such a lovely guy, i can really depend on him all the time, he's like my pillar of support after my parents...

Seriously I wonder how can I love him so much, i can be forcusing on something till he appears right in front of me, and my attention is all on him, so much to the point i can forget wad i was doing at that point of time...

Love is really a mysterious thing.....but i am happy i met up with a thing call LOVE....

LOVE U LOTS YEOBO!!!!

Chest pain and the F1 season is here!!!!

2011-09-21T19:09:00.001+08:00

Yay is my very first entry via iPhone lol...woke up with msk pain this morning till now still not yet resolved...anyway saw the dr dunno why still slightly pain but better den this morning....hopefully it gets better :)

It's that time of the year once again!!! Vroom vroom....tis year I'm not watching with is quite a waste coz all the concerts seems nice they even invited big bang...I wan Mercedes merchandise lehh lol

Will wanna go town to feel the f1 season :)

Strangers in Singapore

2011-09-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

mood: tired
music: random

Yay lots has happened this mth, with my resignation and all the interview going on, so wanna break lol..thank god for yeobo... he's the best thing that ever happen.

So fast, 1 yr, Sat was the Nationals, though it didn't turn out as well but still proud of him...

Went out with ma ladies, great get together....had crabs, cut my finger while cl cut her tongue, poor thing.

My Bestfriend

2011-07-27T23:34:00.003+08:00

mood: tired

music: Love is blind by Amy Winehouse

Just a taking a short while to write this....

I watched this movie yesterday with boyfie...and eventhough there were loves and everything you could find in a romantic comedy, but the message that was passed was far more important, the movie revolves around 2 bestfriends, how they used to spend time with each other all the time, and now one of them is gonna get married, wad happens after that? I dun wanna be a spoiler so watch it yourself, but i think it's a pretty good movie...

It made me thought of my bestfriend, now i have psmc, but before that, my sec sch life which i think it was quite shitty, if weren't for her, it'll probably be worst....

Her name: Fiona (not gonna put your full name, i noe u dun like it LOL)

How we met-

It's funny when i recall, it was the first day at newtown, i was sitting either behind/in front of her, it just happen, we needa write something, and she just turn around to borrow pen from me, i still rmb lol, that's how we met...we didn't become very close though, just the hi-bye friend, it was until sec 3 then we became closer, unforturnately we were in diff class, but we hang out nevertheless, always eating KFC after sch, i know it's so unhealthy lol, then come sec 4, we were in the same class!!!! it's the N level despite the stress, i always go her house, it's either to play com game, or we'll just talk and play tarot....

If you remember i had a crush on somebody, and we'll always play tarot to see if i will end up with him lol....thinking back now it was fun but naive hahaha....oh and sometime she'll teach me how to dance, so the fact that i can dance now is all thanks to her....and even once i asked her to accompany me to go out with the guy i liked, coz i was so embarassed about it....and there was once when i went on a date like alone with that guy, but half way on my way to meet him, my shoe gave way, so in a panic i call her, she just told me to go her house, we'll find a shoe that fits my outfit for the date....man i miss those days....then come sec 5 again in a different class....we were so sad that we got seperated again.....but that didn't really affect out friendship, we manage to graduate, but we were accepted into different course at a totally different school....

Our first overseas trip-

Yep believe it or nt, we went to HK by ourselves when we were just 18....yes we did quarrel here and there, but there were times where we went crazy shopping, laughing, so sad we didn't manage to take neoprints like we planned to....it's odd that we couldn't find the machine....

There was once we were talking about who was gonna be who's bridesmaid when the day we got marry comes....i think i'll still choose her.....she's my bestie no matter how many years has pass...

Nowadays we hardly have time to catch up, misses her loads, but we're equally busy with our lives, hope to see her soon though, wad i can do now, is to stop by her blog to see how she's doing, i wonder if she still reads my blog though, coz i removed the taggy LOL.....

Lets end here for the time being.....needa wake up to work, after 3 days of mc lol....hopefully ppl dun bully me tmr lol

Misses u loads Fiona, hope to see you soon =D

May may misses your smile, do you even know that?

2011-07-24T10:45:00.002+08:00

mood: moody
music: na

I misses his smile the most, it had been better before he started school. Yeobo will always smile, even if he's shy in front of my cam, he'll still try his best to smile...nowadays i dun see that anymore. All the quarrel and fights are getting more and more often. I wanna be his pillar of strength but what can i do, NOTHING.

I wanna see him so badly, but I CANNOT.

I know things have changed, and it might not go back to the good old days anymore...everytime i tell him i misses his smile, he'll just answer, really?

When i call him just cause i wanna hear his voice, he says less than 20 words and then he'll end the call with: "dear, i needa go, I needa hang up now."

What is going on? The time spent is getting lesser and lesser, or unless I'm more demanding now...

I dun ask for much, i juz wanna see his genuine smile again, how hard can it be? Trust me, in my situation it's HARD....

They are here!!!

2011-06-30T01:54:00.007+08:00

Mood: excited
music: Abandoned by Jay Park

Good music for a good nite LOL....yay they are here, my fav cute lil cousin...she's damn awesome lar, and i introduced yeobo to uncle and aunt, they took it quite well LOL....

here's a mini intro to my cute lil couz, she's your ordinary preteen gal, but one thing, she's not all crazy over Justin Bieber lol...which me and my sis were quite shock, coz she's telling me she loves club music LOL so she listens to ppl like BEP, J LO, LMFAO, Panic at a disco lol...still in shock...and she's really the sweetest..

I had to end work later than usual today coz of massive admission, but when i got home, i asked if she's asleep, apparently aunt told me she was waiting for me all this while, kept asking when i was gonna be home LOL...ain't she the sweetest....so glad i am spending the whole day with her tomorrow....

Went to KTM railway stn @ tanjong pagar, it's gonna close on 1st july..so went there to catch a glimspe of how it's like. It's pretty deserted now actually, but the ticket counter is still open. Took a few pictures, here's a sneek peek ;)

This is actually the arrival side =)

This is the depature side if i am not wrong, look how deserted it is LOL...but i manage to sneak in...

I am actually at the departure side....

After that me and yeobo went to eat sushi tei..and drank our bonding soup =)

This is the first dish we shared on our very very first date =) he treated me after his grad ceremony....sweet memories, who would have thought that we would end up being a couple...

It's been 18 mths since, love you loads yeobo

Misses Yeobo loads...

Poor Yeobo...HUGGSS

2011-06-22T22:29:00.003+08:00

mood: tired
music: Who Says by Selena Gomez

I just gotta put this up....it's great inspiration...no one can judge whether you are pretty or not, only yourself. Learn to accept everything that's you, and you'll be the prettiest not only from the outside but also the inside....

Anywayzz, finally completed my night, one more round, omg....so tiring...so rushed down to tamp after my shift to see my poor baby....stupid dr gave 2 day MC, i thot wisdom tooth no matter wad shud be a wk mc...oh well maybe there's a change in protocol....

I wanted to nurse baby, coz it was so painful for him, i totally been there before so i noe how bad it hurts....first time i see him so irritated..but after awhile, he was better, we ate abalone porridge hahaha, cooked by his aunt, it's good....den wanted to con't spend time with him, but somehow we ended up falling asleep....

Showed him my dance cover for SNSD Mr Taxi...still quite sloppy, gonna brush it up, record it and post it here...nidda start searching for tagboard soon =)

I probably will post other cover first, maybe DBSK purple line-that was the first cover i ever did LOL....brings back memories, subsequent i learn SNSD's Gee, Genie, Oh by myself.....my next challenge is Shinee's replay-jap ver.

Tmr gotta go back to hosp for my checklist thing, so sian....shall turn in so i can read up on my checklist tmr morning....

Misses Yeobo lots...

My retail therapy and crazy weekend

2011-06-20T11:34:00.009+08:00

mood: refresh & hungry
music: Shampoo by After School

This probably will be a long post XD, it might be a picture post =)

In my previous post, I said i wanted to shop in bugis and haji lane....and yep i went straight on my sleep day XD....love going out with my psmc gals, we shopped till we drop...

I saw this pretty retro dress off the rack that says: 20% off, it's so fluffy!!!! still haven got the chance to wear it out...but i can't wait to wear it =D

Big Chair !!! too bad didn't bring my slr =(

We were trying to find a suitable dress/outfit for CL's night @ St James XD...love CC's vintage skirt...yep nowadays if you realise vintage are pretty much in trend...

Went to another shop done haji lane, saw an oxford heel, but i worry when i walk long enough it'll be painful so end up not buying it....so i bought this blouse instead, abit transluscent on the side but should be fine, though yeobo did nagged that it was too sexy when i first wore it out XD...

Ended our day when CC gotta rush for her Jap classes, CL went home to change....den i met up with Dian aka Ah bu....ate at wendy's but went home eventually too.....

On Sat, went out early in the morning with Daddy to his award ceremony for blood donor champions, didn't really get a good pic, but hey we got free entry into science centre, saw marine lives and other whatsnot, after which went to PC fair at Suntec, it was too crowded anyways, so end up abadoning my dad lol...sorry pappy....

Met up with Charlotte and Khaziq pair, to go shopping at far east...so bought lotsa stuff, but forgot to take pics of it....still haven got my bikini, went for a f21 haul, tried on 5 sets of clothes, wanted the other one, but max is only 5 pieces. but end up buying 2 of them only, the rest either didn't fit well or they just dun look good on me.

Come my night shift again, it was hetic, but after that got 3 days off, so made full use of it..on my SD, i went out with Nave, coz i was bored after i woke up LOL...went to Cityhall to get things for yeobo's present. Then went over to Tamp, stayed over, come Wed, met up with Nave, Carol and Haziq, went to watch Kung Fu panda, also applied for my Uni course. den went shopping, met up with Ah bu, so 5 of us went to eat watami, to see the pics pls refer to my fb page there's an album : oh those sinful indulgence, it's in there... after which drop by Starbucks to have a drink, den Nave sent me home LOL...thanks dude...come Thurs, met up with yeobo, and celebrated his bday at Thai express LOL....

Last but not least...Happy Birthday my sweet Yeobo.....ain't he cute in this expression LOL

Oh and there's this thing i wanna try, maybe i should upload my dance cover, dun waste my SLR LOL gotta start using baby soon if not she'll start moulding, i'll probably upload here, dun wanna make it so big XD....maybe by that time i'll have a comment box of something to comment...it's something new so keep in view first =)

Misses Yeobo lots...

Mummy's Back!!!!!

2011-06-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

music: all tha clubbish song tt's on youtube =)
mood: tired

OKay i still gotta do this, muz keep my blog alive LOL....

Remember what i said about reviews about stuff i tried...recently, can't rmb if i mention this in my previous post, but i bought this cool shaver that doesn't require you to use soap as lather, u juz gotta put abit of water on the shaver itself, coz there's this soap complex on the shaver itself, it's damn cool, i used it that day, and it felt like you're not shaving at all, it's so smooth...i can't rmb the name though, i'll post the name once i go take alook at it (it's in my bathroom)

Okay, i was saying my parents finally came home from HK....so i went with Ivan (sis's bf) to go to the airport to fetch them...and yay they got me lotsa presents, i actually took a pic of all of it....lazy to upload though lol it's in my iphone....and yay, daddy bought me a minnie mouse luggage, it's huge and awesome, so gonna use it when i travel!!!! and then they went to buy lotsa mask for me...got me a minnie mouse keyring, and they took back all the mickey mouse stuff they could take frm the hotel LOL....a bunch of sweet swagu parents.....

Speaking of which, in Singapore here, IT'S GSS!!!! everything is on sale!!!! So went shopping with nurul and daph ystd, damn fun, we ate at marche...den went to shop almost at every single shop....went over to fox, coz i wanted to buy a new bikini so badly, they had 30% discount, but disappointing coz the sales dude told me no mix n match...i mean WHYYYY???? i wanted tt polka dot bikini so badly, didn't gave up so went to look around....den hope in to zara, saw a star blouse that i wanted....guess the price, 89.90 SGD, omg no money =( so i din bought it, i hope i can find something similar when i go bugis st soon =p....next went UNIQLO, daph bought a barbie and carebear tee, i bought a bra-top maxi dress, i have yet to wear that, but i had a similar mini dress, it wasn't too bad =) no need to wear bra out and got full support.....den we went over to la senza, saw a chic bikini, wanted to buy but no size for the bottom...i even went to sheer romance but also no luck, so yep end up didnt get any....in La Senza, there were sales gg on too.....all the teddies are at 30% off, so wanted to buy but majority are like double push up....so end up not buying....

It was a good day though....hope to go retail therapy soon, i wanna go bugis st and haji lane, coz that's the place whr u get cheap and nice clothings, though i won't guranteed about quality, u really gotta take real good care of it, in order for your piece to last long.....

Okay till then.....
Misses yeobo lots <3

It's been long....i see spiderwebs here.....

2011-06-01T16:58:00.003+08:00

music: just randomly pressing youtube

mood: tired

It's been so darn long, so wad have i been up to???? this few weeks has been tough with all the attachments and training....it's so tired, and i still gotta receive all sorts of shit from the ward, i think i am getting numb....anyway shan't talk about work here...it's boring....so recently i've been doing what i haven't done in a long long time...SHOPPING!!! and coz i've developed a new love for make-up, actually not really, it's just i am more into taking good care of my face, since i love putting on makeup nowadays....

I think make up is what a girl is in-born with, it's a kinda skill that juz develops when u grow older...like what i said on my previous post, i make use of face mask, but i dun use them everyday so i juz finished up the apple flavour, this time, i bought my beautiful diary's strawberry yoghurt. It's suppose to help in clearing blemishes and whitening, and best part it is always hydrating....learned from my snr ystd, people with dry skins will need the help of mosturizers and make an effort to drink lotsa water to keep urself hydrated it can cut down the wrinkles =)

I have combination skin, so i dun really need to use mosturizer, that's why i make use of the serum which i put at night and one a week, face mask....

Btw, that day when i first tried on the strawberry yoghurt mask, the smell was so strong, it attracted ants actually, i was abit afraid i would be stung by ants in the middle of the night while i sleep LOL...luckily that din happen.

Just the day before, i went on a shopping haul with one of my bestie; CL, yea i am affliated to 2ne1...nah totally joking, her name's CL too lol...initially wanted to grab lotsa summer clothings frm forever 21 but nth suits my face...so we went cotton on body, i bought myself a tee shirt, and my infamous grandma pants, it's those kind of baggy, but i juz love to call them granny pants....wanted to buy a new set of bikini (yeobo's bringing me somewhr in August!!!!) but it's abit too ex lol.....then we went to check out Holika Holika-a krn makeup store ambassordored by CN Blue....not really alot of stuff, just the usual...din buy anything from there...

Here comes the biggest haul, i bought the UV underbase mousse from Shu Uemura...seriously though its a bit expensive, but i would call it a good investment coz it's really light-weight and has this cooling sensation when u apply it on, i only test tried it, haven't really used it on my face, so once i start using i will r/v again.

So i've been thinking alot now a days, that i really need to upgrade, so i decided to further my studies at curtin...and i've filled up most of the application, just that nidda find one day to go down to the school itself and hand in...miss studying...and i've renew my passport, i should start saving abit for my travels too...haven been shooting quite awhile...usually i will place my works on fb =) so hopefully i can find sometime like daddy to go out and shoot

so that's the end of my post, will update soon lol...i dunno how soon though...i am wonder should i upgrade to a vlog...but that would be so odd...i think typing is better...so much inspired by all the gurus on youtube =p....

Disclaimer: i am not paid to help any make up product to give good reviews, i am just saying what i feel about it....

Misses Yeobo loads =)

my facial routine

2011-03-30T23:22:00.005+08:00

mood:tired

music: Tripod Baby by LISA feat m-flo

there's nothing to blog...hahaha...okay anyway today gonna talk about how my face became better compared to 2 years ago..... every night before i sleep.. i will wash my face with my cleanser, den apply toner, after toner it will be the night treatment serum....i dun really have moisturiser, so how to i keep my face hydrated....do it the budget way, just make sure you drink enough water everyday....
Products i am using:

1) Body shop seaweed facial cleanser

2) seaweed toner

3) seaweed clarifying night treatment

these come in a set, and it also has a day cream with spf, i din bought tt wan coz i mostly work in indoor...so dun find it that often used. Okay, so thats for the daily routine before i turn into bed....now, for the 1/week routine....i still wash my face using my cleanser, different is here, once a week i apply mask to relax my skin and it also helps to hydrate my skin....for this mask, i am using my beautiful diary Apple Polyphenol Mask. it's basically for oil control and pore constinging.....so what i do is to put on the mask after i wash my face, to make it more relaxing...wad i do is to turn on a jazz kind of music, lying down on the bed, and close my eyes with my mask on my face.....it's really nice, time pass damn fast during this phase, after 25 mins, u can take it off and u will realise there are serum like liquid on your face, so after which, massage this serum like into your face, it will help your skin glow LOL.....den after tt dun nid to wash off, juz leave it to air dry, it will feel soft the following day.....

Hope this is informative enuf to some ppl.

OKay shall turn into bed...so sleepy....

love him so much....

2011-03-04T16:51:00.002+08:00

mood: sad
music: na

Had a wonderful weekend...and since Wed i've been sticking onto yeobo for the past almost 40 hrs of coz, we can nvr break the 100hr record, but still it had been a great time with him.....

Yeobo came to pick me up from work, which is like one of the rarest things he can do, coz he stay so far away, and it's nt easy to keep travelling across the country.....thou sg is small.....still 1 hr train ride, nt tt easy....so he tried surprising me, but epic fail coz i could totally hear tt life lady's voice, damn funny.....i still can rmb how excited i was because i knew he was definitely somewhr near me, can almost feel his pressence.....so we went home......den come thurs, i cooked breakfast for him, and lunch, thou lunch was a failed attempt, i can nvr cook anything gd as long as it's got kimchi content in it, but he finished it all......den went down to orchard to shop, went to daiso got my cheap cheap sponges for make up......after tt since it was already in the evening, we decided to head back to tampines....

Met up with haziq and khalis, ate economical rice, den went to pasar malam near yeobo's place, ate my chicken wings, talk abit, den head back home....then this morning, hang around his hse for a while before i come back home, and now sitting in front of the com writing this, as i miss him....he said it's nt gd if i become too attached to him, but i can't help it wah.....

You can nvr get a greater guy like this, that's why i am holding on to him for good =D

I miss him....

2011-01-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

mood: emo
music: n/a

It's a been an awesome weekend.....went yeobo house in early so i could compensate the hrs tt i'll nt be with him due to klub....so even though i went without my ipod, i survived the boredness of 1 hr trip to tamp....coz the excitement and anxiety to see him.....took care of the shop together....it was as if we were a pair of old wedded couple....seriously i so wanna quote a line from the movie love & other drugs, maggie played by anne hathway was saying "it's that moment" for me, it was the same, that moment i wouldn't mind if tt moment kept on replaying.....

I always wondered why gf cries when their bf get enlisted, i once thot it was exaggeration....now i feel it...and i totally understand why....and i am pretty sure all gf are thinking along the same line...they cry coz dey are worried, whether their love ones will be fine, what happens if they fall sick.....u can't hear their voice, feel them, hug them, kiss them, even msg won't be as often as before......i can't bear to be apart, but i take it as a test, a challenge....probably someone wants me to learn, learn to be emotionally independent...get use to the fact that he won't be around me for the next one mth.....

yeobo doesn't like it when i cry, and i am pretty sure all the bf doesn't want their gf to cry.....so i nid to learn to be a strong woman....we talk alot about our future, i love it when we do that, it feels as if my fairytale was gonna come true.....thou definitely this challenge won't be the last one, it's probably just the beginning, but i'll learn.....so by the end of this post, i will try to stop crying, so that yeobo won't be worry every single day.....i'm nt askin alot, i juz hope someone can hear my prayers and protect him from all harms while he's doing his recourse....

then hopefully by the time he finishes, i'll be a stronger girl.......misses him ....
counting down 12 days till i c him...so long....

It's almost a year

2010-12-26T11:22:00.002+08:00

mood: missing someone
music: Eenie Meenie by Sean Kingston ft Justin Bieber

It's been a awesome xmas for me......met yeobo on xmas eve morning after work, coz i had to go dental, pain but seeing him makes everything painless.....i can't believe how fast time flies....its gonna be 1 year since dating tt casanova....and tt minnie mouse bottle is gonna be 1 yr old too, together with the necklace he gave me.....

we cooked curry together....went supermarket together, if only time stops on tt day....he was so cute with the fish cake fetish lol....and the part when he tried playing witch when i was cooking curry was epic....it sorta splashed onto his tanktop, erm...mommy helped me to try washing it, apparently there's still stains on it....

Yesterday was like the most awesome, had dinner at nave's place, lotsa good food, even from my yeobo, he was cooking fries all along....i reckons i will marry a good husband lol....den we exchanged gifts, and i got my yeobo's present....hershey's milk choco, can't bear to eat coz it's frm him lolx....den we played bang lolx.....cool cowboy game lol...it's like playing murderer with style LOL......so wanna play it again lolx.....den went back to yeobo's place, came back only just this morning, haiz...so shag to go work....but den again, i get to celebrate my first year with yeobo 2 days later....so looking forward to it....

9 more days!!!!!

2010-12-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

mood: relaxed
music: Alive- BEP

Time flies......
10 more days to my anniversary.....
13 more days to end of year 2010

and as i reflect...alot has happen throughout the year....i started the year experiencing first love...and that love is still as strong as ever...and even though here and there we had cried, argued, disagreed with each other.....but at the end of the day....he nvr fails to express how much he love me...and i love him for that =)

I guess i did grow abit as the day pass by.....still have lots to learn.....

okay...back to things tt are nt done....one is my learnin package nidda re-submit...probably will stay at home to do cm, since nt realli doing anything....den still nidda print photo out....feel like gg ikea to shop for frame...or maybe i shud juz go daiso...2 bucks =D time to put some pic other den family pic on my desk....not alot of space but i guess somewhat or somehow shud be able to put LOL.....

next yeobo's ani gif nt done, i left pic onli actually lolx....nt special, but hope he doesn't feel disappointed wif it thou....den i still have xmas nt done up too.......nidda faster write finish and send all of them out lolx.....

My awesome day off with him

2010-11-13T00:12:00.004+08:00

mood: sleepy

music: It's not like that by Ashley Tisdale

Thought i should blog before i go to bed lol....starting the cardiac course soon, suppose to stay home today to do homework, but guess since i am a lazy ger to begin wif, i din LOL.....anyway aside tt, went to bf bro wedding....it was awesome and colorful and awesome (yep...typed the awesome twice to show how awesome it really was)

Lotsa first time during tt day *pls dun take it the wrong way*

-First time attending indian wedding
-First time wearing a sari, which was very complicated and difficult to walk in at first but after awhile i got used to it LOL....tks to his aunts n mom for helpin me dress up.....

-First time saw bf wear traditional indian clothes lolx.....

-First time throw flower pedals n rice to bless the newly wed......

It was really an awesome day, everyone in the hall wif dressed up very pretty, all diff colour of saris and punjabis(dunno if spelled correct)....lotsa diff way of tying....even bf granny look fab =D

All ended well eventhough it was realli long, the prayers and rituals the new couple had to go through, far more complicated den our tea ceremony kind of chinese wedding lol....even the priest had a lil bit of humor when dey were sayin the vows......all ends well after almost 2 hrs, tt's minus the dinner lol....imagine wad time we went back......

took a pic......while waiting for the food XD

Then come today, send the bf off to work (sounds like as if we've been married for years LOL)....wanted to buy KOI but the shop nt even open, chose the even unhealthier choice-Sweet Talk, the bf loves their green apple milk tea, damn sweet sia....den went home, got bored....still practicing snsd hoot....not easy with the ITB snappin away on me lol....but still good =p....den asked daph out....had a fun time shopping wif her.....we bought makeups LOL.....tt's wad a ger gotta do when she's all grown up......so daph bought too faced limited ed 15 colours palette from sephora....wanted to buy the Trick or Treat concealer from soap & glory, but out of stock =.=

end up buy Shu Uemura's Aya Takano xmas collection eye palette...oh and the fake lashes are darn cute, btw read my bestie blog, she bought mac LOL....our pocket both got big holes already LOL.....can't wait to use the new palette....all the things are so cute XD

A HOLE ARHHH....NIDDA SAVE LAR!!!!!

love is in the air XD

2010-10-27T23:28:00.003+08:00

mood: loved
music: Theme of love from FF IX by Tour de Japon

felt like blogging eventhough i was suppose to be in bed 1 hr ago, tried fixing my ipod, damn it....shudn't have restore..haiz...oh well, anyway had my awesome 3 days off LOL....it was fab....rest at home on monday, watched running man, den went over to granny place to have dinner, when i went home...got a suprise from him, i was talkin on the phone with the bf when i suddenly heard a shh sound, den for some reason, i turned around, and there he was standing rite in front of my door LOL....i juz went ahhhhhhhhhhh....u got no work tmr, den he say he's takin off tmr juz to accompany me to the ortho appt XD....ain't tt sweet.....

i really appreciate all he did, like the prev time when i had dengue, he came all the way, knowin i had a fever, den went home after makin sure my fever went down, next day accompany me the whole day, took care of me, even bringin me out thou i was still havin fever, but the fact tt i couldn't stand it at home...and nw this time....

hmmm.....it's abt time i do the same, lets see if i survive tmr at work, den maybe i could pop by XP....hopefully he doesn't read my blog lolx...

Addicted to love....

2010-10-25T11:45:00.003+08:00

mood:relax
music: Addicted to love by w-inds

I just received all my bill slips, i got a shock of my life, so nidda save this month, last mths earning nt tt much coz only had 1 round of nite shift lolx....anyway...did alot during my off days, went to N.R.P Sangres, told everyone abt it at work, apparently i was the only one tt knew how to appreciate tt 73 yr old vintage vessel =)

Took pics using sista's polaroid, damn cool, took one with the bf, nice!!! =D

On Saturday went to try on the blouse, seriously it's really tight hahaha, but apparently it is tailored to be fitting, i can't wait to wear the full suit lolx.....graciousness of the bf's family.....i got to wear it, feel guilty tt dey are the ones paying for me, and the bf refuse to tell me how much so i could pay them back.....the went to eat the bryani, yep...as usual the bf dun let me use fork n spoon, so had to use hand and eat....imagine how many mrsa i got contact with every day at work....hand hygiene obviously is nt enuf....oh well....i nidda start controlling my spending spree....over spent this mth tks to f1.....

when is my bestie comin back??? can't wait to take pics wif her using polaroid + SLR lolx....

mommy asked me: you got 3 lens?

me: izzit?....(starts counting), oh yar....and i gonna aim for fish eye lens wif papa...

so wan a fish eye lens badly, den can take the world wif a different effect....i wanna buy holga and play too...but i am most curious abt takin underwater pic....so wanna buy one waterproof because gg to tioman next yr =D oh and if i save enuf, maybe i shall fly to swiss to visit Ms Fiona LOL....wait for me !!!!!

the 100th hour

2010-09-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

mood:dissapointed
music: nil
seriously i wonder if it's the pms thingy again, having mood swings again...so tired of it......the reason why i am emo is coz, i just realise all these days i have spend with him, half the time he is slpin....

i still remember the time when it was nearin my al, i so darn look forward to everything, like maybe we could do something different, but seriously, i wonder if i am demandin too much, on monday we went back to my hse damn late...coz helpin at his mom shop which was quite cool.....den come tues mornin we went running...which i only ran for 5 mins LOL...coz realli, i am juz nt a running person....den went back cook chicken rice, den went town, den went back, oh and btw he slept at my hse from 1 plus and we onli left my hse at 5pm....realli for tt time i felt as if i got no life, no freedom......and den came wed, and i thot like since he said we could leave his hse early, we could finally do something diff, but nah.....we a/c our good fren to the a&e, den wanted to go ladies nite, but ppl ditch us last min, so end up walk around den home, den come today, ate brunch, and we to my seminar, and nw i am here, so all i am left with is the F1 weekend......and nw i juz realise i wasted the entire AL doing nth at all but slp wake eat and slp with the bf, it's nt tt i dun enjoy his company i do but i was expecting something more out of it....is tt too demanding?.....

Just Reminiscing (is tt how u spell those words?)

2010-09-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

On a peaceful and cooling night like this, i can't help it but remember how far we have come....realli....i still remember it all started with Carol Chan's birthday chalet.....

To speak truthfully, thou he once said i din notice he was lookin at me all this time, but on tt day itself, i felt something from him actually....thou is Carol chan (CC) bdae, but all the members of PSMC were frantically tryin to complete the bdae gift for our jumi chan, which happens to be way overdue lolx (her bdae being in nov, n cc's being in dec)....so yep.....and once in a while, i can catch him staring at me, but when i ask wad, he'll juz smile n shake his head....lol...i was totally oblivious....coz we're like good friends lolx.....

As usual, all celebration comes to an end, i had work the following day, so i had to leave first =(....den dey msg me sayin dey were playin truth or dare...so envy...coz i wanted to be there too...but since i was turnin in, i told cc to tell me all abt it the next day....which she did....and i heard a confession lolx.....wad dey ask? i am nt surprise all qn were targeted at khalis, dey ask me things like does he ever think abt me more den a fren, since dey are tryin to pair me n him up lolx.....end up is nth lolx.....so who's the next target? the nice cassanova lolx.....i am nt surprise, coz i oso wanna noe why he treats me so nice, is like he doesn't even treat the other of my girls tt nice.....so with cc help, (tt ger understands my feelings) lolx....she help me ask if he likes me more den a fren, cc said he tried changing subject, but end up being force to a corner hahhaha....den he finally said ya lolx.....

so it wasn't till 2 days later after the celebration, did he msg me, whether i heard abt the game, i told him i heard atleast 3/4 of it....so he just ask wad are my thots of dating a cassanova....at first i thot dating is like how me n sammy will juz hang out tt kinda thing, but when i further qn him, is actually dating like really couple kinda dating....so i juz said i dun mind tryin, i did had a crush on him previously, and since i haven got into a relationship b4, it's a first, so i wanna try =).....but of coz i din ans him till the next day, i bet he felt nervous waiting lolx.....

Ironically the following day we actually msg each other at the same time lolx.....so that followin evening he came all the way to see me.....i still rmb he said hi, it was realli awkward for me at first, coz i was thinkin, my god, this guy infront of me nw is my bf lolx....so we decided to take a stroll, den i was like walkin bside him when he said, u can hold my hand nw HAHAHAHA....he's darn cute......and den our love started from there....everyday the feeling just gets stronger n stronger.....it's like we're almost inseperable now, everything is so natural....thou i noe i shudn't say tis here, the first time we kissed was awkward too, coz we both were equally nervous, there's alot of sweet memories, i use to complain he's always attacking my cheek, the first time was in a club when no one were staring, den he ask why i din give him one back, tt's the first time i kiss a guy other den my family's men lolx......

i hope 10 yrs or 20 yrs down the road, if we still stay together, marriage, children, i would definitely tell them this story =D

He doesn't appreciate, even makes a joke out of it....

2010-07-29T22:11:00.002+08:00

mood: so sad i feel like crying....
music: I remember by Keyshia Cole

okay, tis post is all my unreasonable ranting.....ignore it if u can't take it........
i noe i become more n more unreasonable......

today was suppose to be our 7th mth.....shud be a happy occasion rite, but my feelings n pride just got step on by the person i love the most.........

really today started with a happy n cheerful mood, eventhou i noe he might not turn up, there's a lil hope there in my heart that he'll turn up, and in the end, even thou he told me he's nt coming, he still turn up......which i am so grateful for it...den we went shopping......den we took train back home....den he had to make tt stupid joke, seriously i can tolerate all kinds of joke tt he made, even those whr he'll compare me with other girls, nt tt he does it alot, or those tt show his cassa personality......but pls dun joke on something tt i've work hard for, it makes it as if, no matter how much i do, is not enuf.......i noe i am nt the prettiest, but i try my best to be pretty for him.......

though i noe in the end he felt guilty, but i seriously can't handle it.......my only reason to become pretty has been destroyed, so wad do i do now......i wonder whr i got all the patience to tolerate this.........i noe i have become very unreasonable, but now i realise there's no moer reason for me to put make up anymore, really i can't find the reason for it.........he keep tellin me to him i'm pretty no matter with or without, but i seriously dunno if i shud believe it or nt......

i mean seriously is there any boyfriend tt will make a joke targetting their own girl's look? am i overreacting...i seriously dunno...............

now i juz feel like crying myself to sleep, dun feel like talking to him, dun feel like see-ing him, i bet he doesn't even noe i am not feeling okay even thou i said it's fine....coz i dun wan him to feel sad, if it's being sad, one person feelin sad is enuf, so let me handle this by myself......

maybe i shudn't put make up when i go out with him anymore, coz he'll just make fun of it.....

TGIF......envyyyyy

2010-07-22T17:29:00.002+08:00

mood: missin someone
music: Let It Go by Ito Yuna

just one day and i miss him tis much already X[......howwwww.....just finish making wanton with gradma.....quite fun, i did all kinds of funny shape and juz like tt my day is about to end soon......sometime i wish i could just sit on the bus and ride to eternity with him lolx...or rather like can see him 24/7......you know tis kind of miss......i wonder if my parents ever felt like this when dey were dating lolx......tmr start work again......haiz....sianzzz arhhhhhhhh

miss the boyfriend loads XD

Marina Barrage

2010-07-21T23:45:00.003+08:00

Mood: Being Loved
Music: Because of You by After School

Felt so blessed today....my initial plan was to go find marina barrage today coz the other time for some reason i ended up in marina bay sands instead hahahha...but i found out how to go to the flyer leh =p.....

so really wanted to see nampyeon today, i was praying damn hard tt i could see him lar....miss him lots.....den he asked if i wanna watch movie...i dun mind actually but coz i had plans to go marina barrage, confirm will bring my baby along....so told him abt it, i haven said wad i wanna say, he say: "okay , then lets go find lor" den i was like huh......coz wouldn't be late by then.....but he say nvm, we'll find it together lolx....so ended up we went there.....and we found the direction to go there, seriously i tink i suck at find places lolx.....so we tabao our food n went there, quite ulu but tt place is romantic...saw 2 gg to be newly weds takin their weddin photo, damn sweet de.....den i told him i wanna take my weddin photo there too...he say mac oso nt bad lolx....

so we ate, talk, and watch the beautiful skylines of singapore....really pretty, if only we had more time...turn out that he was really worry abt me emo-ing all over fb.....so sorry dear...din mean to......den took some scenery pic......seriously next time i am going to take lotsa pics of him hahha....we said we will go there for a longer time in the future.....1 more week till our 7th monthsary lolx.......i really tryin to make tis relationship last coz it's worth it =)

My coming June holi =)

2010-06-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

mood: worried
music: Anycall CF theme by Narsha& Kim Tae Woo

Daddy has agreed to let me go overseas with my cassa, but he emphasize: " make sure is 2 gers one room ar" lolx.....weird thou coz cassa slept in my room so many times he oso no complain, anyway......i can't believe tis is happening lar........

now comes the worries, IFORGOT TO ASK FOR PASSPORT BEFORE THEY FLY JAKARTA!!!!! HOW!!!!!!!

Cassa bought the tix liao, tmr i shall try calling ICA, dey probably will tink i am tryin to be funny or like in those soap operas, when u elope with ur love....dey will laugh if i tell them my passport got locked up in my mom's drawer....haiz.......i am so worry that i can't go......

why am i always screwing up things nia, haiz......if i get to go i will wanna try the rides again, snuggle up with him hahahahahaha....sounds wrong, but the weather there is nice, n i will bring my cam along, take lotsa pics with him =)

pls pls pls, let my passport expire only next yr....shall call ICA first thing i wake up cm....prayin

still praying...pls.pls.pls.

missin him and can't wait for the upcomin events =)

2010-05-15T00:19:00.002+08:00

mood: excited
music: So Happy I could die by Lady Gaga

Ystd went to Orchard Ion, actually thot i wanted to do a scrap book for dear, so anyway my tummy comes first hahaha, so wanted to eat sho teppan wif sis, den went into this shop at Ion while waiting for her, saw this damn cool book, it allows ur brain to look back at how me n dear met and wad we went thru, it made me think alot.....so i got the "bdae card" so the main present is my current concern, but i got no idea wad to get for him, i noe there's this jean from spade tt he wanted, so find one day i shall go tamp and look at it, the thing is he told me is slim fit but i have no idea which one, there's so many of them T-T......i scared i buy wrongly sia.......

counting down 14 more days to his bro de ROM and our 5th mth =)
and 31 more days to his bdae lolx....means i got 4wks to plan everything....OMG!!!!!!!!!!

continues to crack my brain, i really wanna make his 21st special........

2nd nite...GOGOGOGO

2010-05-11T16:26:00.002+08:00

mood: longing
music: STAR STAR STAR by SNSD

Wow raining cats n dog now, hopefully by the time i go work will be not raining anymore......ystd was okay, so i guess tonite is gonna b hetic? is only last min the dr whack me with lotsa changes lolx...and really 1 wholesome page of it......

woke up at abt 4.20pm today lolx.....slept 6 hrs, need to bring meds today to work coz i missed a dose in the afternoon, haiz seriously i tink i nt compliant to the meds hr, esp takin abx which is nt good, coz it means it won't be effective lolx.....

Saw his msgs and it really makes my day, coz i miss him too, and i get to see him tmr, can't wait for it, but time passes damn fast when i'm with him, seriously how i wish i could see him 24/7, but obviously tt's nt possible bah.........

AWESOME voice of mine XD

2010-05-10T16:44:00.002+08:00

mood: tired
music: The Way I are - Timbaland

Woke up today @ 8plus, yep ppl might think i am crazy coz i am on nite today....lolx....nid to see the doc coz sore throat, seriously nvr once in my life had my voice turn till tis bad, totally can't talk at all leh, seriously is the work environment.....hate tt place =.= and trust me, probably NUH is such a stalker tt bsides adding their employees into their friendlist dey do nth else, seriously thot fb was a place for socializing and nt SPYING =.=

anyway went to c the dr today, same words, but atleast the cough mixture is nt procodin lolx....seriously hate that.....so went to the clinic like at 9 plus gg 10, den my Q no. was 35, and i stared at the screen, it was onli @ 4 isn't fab? lolx....msg sammy to ask whr he was since we're like suppose to meet (i told dear abt it) and yes, sammy is the crush tt has filled up atleast half of this blog lolx.....anyway we're besties nw hahhaa.....

so we met up have brunch? before he book back in camp-sad lives of ns guys
had subway and coz my voice, tt poor dude who was serving me couldn't realli understand me, even when sammy met me, he's like {wad did u do to ur voice?} so i told him i seriously dunno.
we had tis talk tt how i shud change job HAHAHAHAHHAA, i am waiting for tt day too.......nt so soon yet thou, nid to pave the back road first hahahaha......

so after catching up, we went to JUBEAT, seriously i have nvr see how arcade games are started, turns out tt dey are like com, u noe got those com language startup things lolx....den had to wait awhile before we could use the e-musement pass coz dey nid to connect the network, thank god we could read japanese lolx.....so had 2 games of wholesome fun and den he was off to his camp while i head over to see the dr

when i went back to the clinic, so happens tt i missed my turn by 3, so anyway got to see a doc after waiting for 3 pt to go in hahaha, it's URTI, thank god is nt procodin, but this pink syrup doesn't taste tt great either, was told i shud drink sips of water frequently to keep throat wet since it's quite sore lolx.....

so pray hard tt tonite all my cute pt can understand wad i trying to say.......

Dear bought me this alice in wonderland tank that dun realli nid to wear a bra coz dey had tis bra padding in there, and seriously he shud stop doin tt, coz i am still struggling wad i shud get for his bdae, and he keep buyin gifts despite his earnin or rather allowance is only 400 per mth, and technically since i earn more than him, i shud be the one buying things, but i dunno wad to buy D= Carol chan suggest i shud buy something couplish, like couple tees lolx...but dunno whr to get them.....maybe i shud try online shopping like charlotte lolx

Love is in the air =)

2010-05-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

mood: happy
music: TIMES GOES BY by Crystal Kay

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Nampyon juz told me tis piece of great news.....and i dun intend to say till he makes it official on fb hahahahahah.......omo.......really unexpected to be so fast, saw it comin juz nt tt soon....anyway unni is really cute to the max lolx.......awwwww my bdae present from them nw makes it even more precious.....really hope they'll be everlasting....=)

the next time i see my nampyon will be in 3 days time, but oh well i'll be doing "duty" with him, onli in diff place and he gets to slp and pray hard nobody calls, and i hafta stay awake the entire nite lolx.....shall go slp le, left 5hrs of slp, may tmr be peace =)

oh and HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to all the mommies in the world =)

Love him to the max =)

2010-05-07T22:45:00.003+08:00

mood: missin somebody
music: some music on Lush 99.5fm

these 2 days pass damn fast coz i was with him.....really misses him lots when i dun see him....ystd poor boy had to wait for me for like 1hr plus coz i was damn unlucky during work ystd, still he didn't get angry at me, den we had ba chor mee together lolx....den went back home he tried to put me to slp lolx....realli sound like a baby hor me....anyway i really slept for 2 hrs only......den couldn't sleep anymore, seriously we're acting as if we're newly weds lolx.....

den watched the back up plan, damn nice, make me wanna get marry n start a family lolx....but it won't happen till 6-7 yrs down the road? lolx.....i wonder if can tahan tt long =p

den today i went early to tamp, gettin use to the long travelling, den went to tp for the bazzar quite cool.....lady gaga dance in the trend is all i can say lolx....den met another new fren, turns out she was the one to help choose the dress he gave me, she's really a nice ger, nice meeting her hahahaha.....den ate ice-cream at swensens so darn sinful......den spend the rest of the time at his house till 7 plus, he a/c me eat dinner den send me to the mrt......

currently he probably had left the chalet, unless ppl dun let him leave XD.....hopefully he dun become too wild lolx......haiz....wonder when i'll see him next thou lolx.....missin him oredi =)

It's a blessing, to see his smile first thing in the morning =)

2010-05-02T07:57:00.002+08:00

mood: in bliss ++++
music: none...coz he's sleeping

seriously i swear i will get withdrawal syndrome later.......the whole weekend realli has been a blessing....if only this could go on forever.....

anyway thanks for all the surprises you ppl gave me, it was a bit funny thou, coz alot of scandolous story appear ystd lar lolx......things that revolve around "handicapped toilet"......will forever rmb that, love the birthday card....the bag totally rocks and i got 2 minnie mouse things for bdae tis yr, the dress that dear gave me is totally hot, but hafta keep checking that u dun show things tt you're not suppose to show HAHAHA......

hope the sound of typing doesn't disturbs him, he's still sleeping XD.....and he snores HAAHAHA....but totally cute......of coz dun tink he know tis add lar so hahahahaha, it's a secret

last but not least, i hope tis will last forever, and Happy birthday to myself.....
for the next 6 wks i am suppose to b 2 yrs older den him, and also means i have 6 wks to prepare for his 21st =)

seriously got no idea wad to give, he loves AX stuff thou...hmmmmm

thank god i have you =)

2010-05-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

mood: lucky
music: Hip-hop boogie by Sakurai Sho(Arashi)

Suppose to write tis early when i am at his house, but he won't let me hahaha.....anyway poor boy coz his fever keep gg up n down, i see oso worry, and he still joke abt me givin him too much love =.=

anyway had a fun time at his hse, met the entire family lolx...and really i tink it's realli nice to sit down as a family and talk n joke abt everything under the sky, my family haven done tt in quite a while lolx......

Now see whether we'll last till the 5th month, coz it's a taboo in the past 2 relationship.....realli scared, but so far still okay....tonight when i slp, muz keep my hp by my side in case he calls in the morning.....

seriously tis wk has been a blessing i get to see him so often, so when monday comes, surely will get withdrawal syndrome as per his diagnosis hahahahahaha.........miss him loads, even now =)

I didn't know he feels the same way too =)

2010-04-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

mood: in bliss
music: Kataomoi by Emi Hinouchi

Poor boy sick today, so went over to see him, he realli shud appreciate tt he's got a nurse for gf XD......

Anyway, i din really took care of him lar, we practically spend the whole day together, really at a point of time, his dad caught us in a very awkward position lolx......tis is the part where i feel damn insecure, i dunno whether his dad had any bad impression or nt, coz i dun wan them to think tt i am those overly "open-minded" gers.....after that found out that he actually kept my pics lolx.....so touched by his action seriously.....

ystd went on webcam with him, den i was saying i stored quite a no. of his pic in my phone and i bet he doesn't even have mine, of coz he argued his point lar, poor him only has NS phone, which means camless lolx......so can't really take pic.....and memory nt really enuf to store i guess?

so today he showed me interesting stuff in his ipod, and it turns out to be pics of me, glam, pretty, unglam, all kinds of expression, realli sweet rite, another reason why i am so scared tt i'll lose him.......

i feel as if i dun deserve so much love........always on the receiving end.....his 21st bdae i oso dunno wad i can do, i wan to surprise him but my "sensei" is on a vacation @ Taiwan lolx.....eotokaji?

2009-11-30T20:29:00.002+08:00

mood: vexed
music: Ai zai- Fang Da Tong

suddenly i am totally at lost for words, i really hate this personality of gettin jealous so easily, if only things had been simpler, really why did tis kinda thing drag for so many year, okay mayb nt tt many it's been 6 yrs for me, carrying that same feeling......my heart's been smashed for a thousand times, even i can't rmb, it's always the same kind of attitude......only for a few years when we didn't really contact each other, i was able to forget tt terrible feeling, and i had thot i had finally been free from this terrible feeling, but i was wrong, and i only realise after 2 years, tt the feeling had all along been there, just that it's been locked away....if i had the choice, i wished it had been locked forever.......

When i saw all the grad pic, the feelings came back, memories flash like movie films in my head, feelings were reborn again, and seriously you dunno how dissapointed i felt when you said those words, can't believe that i was actually a non-existent to you for 2 years, so wadeva happened during those times meant nth to you i suppose......to me it was really precious......

Where does our relationship stand, i really dunno anymore, just when i thot i was gonna give up, you became nice all of a sudden, changed the nature of course, and finally when i thot i shud treasure it once again, you decided to end everything, seriously sometimes i am so confused with what you are tryin to say, can't you juz be straight forward about everything......

Every now and then, i will subconsciously wait for a phone call that will never come, wait for a message which will nvr come, and as days pass, i get more greedy, seriously i wish this feeling would end soon, maybe someday i might regret nt telling you all these feelings, but i already decided to keep it locked away when the time finally comes.......thanks for everything.......

2009-11-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

mood: in bliss
music: LOVE by brown eyed girl

clubbin was fun, onli a few "dramas" here and there, but i can't believe i woke up late today lar, i swear i got set alarm clock lar, but the beautiful memories will be forever kept in my heart, i noe it's wrong to hold onto something tt dun belong to me, and nvr will, i wonder wad will happen if he found out about my feeling, better not sia, i dun wanna lose a fren, a great fren lolx.......pls let me have sweet dreams tonite =)

2009-11-23T02:00:00.002+08:00

mood:tired
music: Goodbye by Jang Geun Suk

Cardiac family day ended, it's great to see Dr Low there, miss him alot, coz he's damn nice, actually all the MO are nice lolx...so glad i am part of the dept lolx....had alot of fun, realli, thou when performin coz i too long no perform in front of ppl, i feel damn shy and nervous, but glad i didn't dance wrongly hahhahaha, it was fun doing make up too.......all ends well, i wonder if next yr i get to go again lolx.....

tmr gg out wif my gfs lolx....miss them lots.....and we're gg SHOPPIN, cc n cl wanna go chop their hair, shud i chop it off too, but can't bear too, lets juz keep it for now lolx.......gg to charge my cam before bed.....

you know sometimes, i seriously dunno wad to say, i feel as if i dunno u anymore, which one is the real you, the one who will always ignore my msg, and wadeva i say or the one who will always ask me wad happen, did something happen when i dun sound okay.......
i hate it when u make me expect more from you, when u know, u can't give wad i really want.....if that's the case....why ask wad i want, when u know u can't really give me wad i want.......so the past few weeks, you're juz pretending to be concern rite........seriously i had totally given up le......but den all of a sudden, u change to someone whom i always wished u would changed to, den after makin me rmb how i felt, juz when i decided to give myself another chance to try, u decided to use a knife and cut rite across my heart...............i really dunno who u are anymore.....

no wonder uncle eric says there's no point in waiting anymore, he's probably forgotten abt the promise also, so wad if he's being nice, there's alot of impt things he forgot.....such a dissapointment..........................................i tink it's best i move on, before more scars are created.

2009-10-31T02:23:00.002+08:00

mood: reminiscing
music: Gentle words by Koda Kumi

hmmm.....while listening to this song, i rmb all my sec sch memories is like a movie playing before my eyes......just celebrated XX de bdae, can't believe i met my bestie there...den we scream, as usual hahahaha, dun care abt our xin xiang, i realli miss those days lar....whr we would just hang at each other house, she'll be listening to my singing, and i'll be awed by her dance move lolx.......i rmb we use to have a stage name hahaha....u noe is like TWINS, but i cant rmb wad we called ourself lolx....it was pretty cool anyway......seriously someday muz drag her to club lolx........i tink we'll be equally crazy.......

of coz rmb my crushes too....unfortunately......sometime i wonder izzit tt the feelings din disappear at all, it's juz tt i was pre-occupied with other things or ppl tt bypass me tt i din realise and hid my feelings underneath lolx......hmmm......suay is coz i am an easily touched person, very easy to sweet talk UNFORTURNATELY lolx......wonder whether izit tis issue tt's affecting how i work.....hmmm.......love the song anyway, jazzy love lolx......

saw this river island dress, i seriously will buy if i try it on lolx......very punkishly cute lolx........but it's 200 bucks, so ex nia, to make it worst, my dad acutally show me an entire page of BOOTS on the paper, of coz onli one of them overshot my "baby" lolx....others all below hahah.a....and great, now i have an image of the complete getup for a club event lolx.....see lar ppl keep temptin me....haiz.....okay....eyes are shutting, lolx......

2009-10-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

mood: tired
music: Hotaru no Hikari (instrumental)-Ikimonogatari

So long nvr blog here lolx......lets start with the weekend....
It was like the most amazing weekend of the year for me, coz i somehow got persuaded by my sister to go watch F1 race with her, den end up i really did enjoy myself, seriously watch live and at home is a big big diff, now i understand why ppl are willing to pay thousands juz to watch it....but of coz i din pay tt much, i pay 188 lolx......got a good seat thanks to Daphane da jie.....we said we would come back next yr again, so i wonder if i shud request for more nights lolx.....juz to earn tt extra allowance hahahah....den get myself a canon dslr cam.....like tt take will be nicer lolx.....so for the first time in my life, i realli saw my idol up close....god he's damn cute.....seriously i regret so for not calling out to his name lar.....coz it's like damn quiet....poor thing, after the race walked thru the circuit......damn cool.......if onli i get to take pic wif him....missed his fan meeting lar....next yr muz go......dun care......but i tink i will cry in front of him bah......so he better turn up next yr..........i am gg to wear his tee lolx....bought it after the race, wanted to buy the official tee but no more T-T........nvm try again next yr........

today went out wif psmc again......ate at waraku.....enjoying our meal till..............suddenly ah bu shout she very giddy, den all of us felt it too......so the first thing i thot was, was it juz me.....coz i already felt it......den after tt called my mom to ask if it was an earthquake, true enuf......it was, she was running to her safety while i called her.....coz simlim tower quite old liao lolx....realli i work part time there before, so i noe....its like realli shaky if u can feel the earthquake.....sumatra kenna again....tt country quite poor thing, once in a while will have this kind of big earthquake, den even sg oso can feel it.....lucky it din happen during f1 last weekend......imagine the quake shakin everyone at their seats, worst still, scali later shake the drivers off the circuit.........

this coming weekend is at suzuka japan.....nak chan's home town.....hopefully he will do well this round......ganbare nak chan!

2009-06-29T03:19:00.000+08:00

mood: tired...sleepy~
music: non lolx...

last night le....ganbarimasu...pls let me go thru it peacefully count down 4 more hrs lolx....tahan...muz tahan.....

miss all my frens already...it's monday so everyone back to workin...it's my sd lolx...later gg shoppin wif cc...before tt gg to wd41 to see cute granny...dunno if can be d/c today....hopefully yes lar lolx.......god, pls bless all the auntie at my side to sleep peacefully thruout the night.....thanks lolx...

Gotham Penthhouse

2009-06-21T12:15:00.002+08:00

mood: tired
music: Just dance by Lady Gaga

onli slept for a freakin 4 hrs....worst den night shift lolx...but can't seem to sleep leh....my dancin mood still lingers lolx...so ystd went for 3rd time clubbing, at first we planned to go butterfac, so all of us met at cityhall/esplanade.....scali is like freakin long q lar, and when i say long, i realli mean it....i bet it was full hse ystd...anyway.....we decided not to q lar....thou haziq and carol and joel dun mind q-ing....lol....but we decided to change club...so kh suggested we go clarke quay since majority of the clubs are situated there, den we walked there....it was fun walkin with ur frens at night in city area, i dun mind lolx.....can talk and make fun of each other without care....if onli life was always this carefree....anyway we were set on nt gg to rebel coz been there like 2 times le...and dunno how many times for the others lolx....but i told them i wanted a club that plays RnB i dun care lolx....sounds like a spoilt brat rite...but serious ar lolx....so walk past alot of pubs....damn cool.....met dian at clarke quay lolx....den eric suggested we got gotham....the name is nice.....since we all dun mind, we head over to see....quite cool....first time i go to a club tt's on the 3rd floor.....it's bigger den rebel and the setting looks so much like how i wan my [DiscotheQue] to look like lar....lolx....inspiration is settin in....so i love the seat we got and our waiter is damn great and nice....so everyone start chilling, and suay me got tap on the glass, so i muz drink it down and the worst thing is....my alcohol tolerance SUCKS lolx....so got a lil tipsy, can't even walk straight lolx....but lucky my frens there lar lolx....den went to the mosh pit to dance, after awhile went back and saw dian n cc n eric n nav KO.....lolx...seriously KO and quite bad oso....but lucky for nav n cc dey got sober after awhile....but eric n dian CMI sia.....so we sent them back home lor.....and dian came to sleep over at my hse...and she's still sleepin, i think is best to let her rest lar....lolx....so i am here slackin lolx....

realli wanna thank the guys that took care of us so much....greatly appreciated...=)

2009-06-18T02:38:00.002+08:00

mood: tired
music: none....duh workin leh....

so shocking lar....when i receive msg from joel sayin someone wanna visit me....den i was like who the hell wanna come...lolx...so end up is the bdae boy....can't realli leave the ward actually, so i sacrifice my break to go down n meet them lor......i think the shirt is abit too big hahahah.....anyway the guys are meetin geylang later...sounds wrong rite...i noe, but thou it's like the red light district, but actually there got alot of things to eat de leh...someday i oso wanna go dere n eat....but still i tink guys who are faithful to their love ones shud be careful...lolx....okay i guess, i stop here...nth much to blog abt oso.....nid to call RU n pick my mornin meds haha...muz help mak mak htu san.....she so poor thing take front in the mornin.....later alot of procedure so muz fast fast....somemore i still nid to go AH do my root canal treatment, ask the dr to do fast fast so i can go home n slp haha....

2009-06-12T23:05:00.002+08:00

mood: relax
music: Tameiki tsuitemo ii ja nai by Toshiyuki Oomori

the song is frm pretear ost...as i was listenin to all this instrument can't help but type something emo here...hopefully ppl won't start askin me question ahaha.....anyway today went shop shop wif haziq n joel...coz too long nvr see them le...my cute lil brothers of mafia inc...atleast joel is alot more genki liao....me n cc damn shock when we heard him pass out...which he didn't realli...lolx....juz tired from heat exhaustion....but congrats to their POP anyway......so went to pick up my "BABY" freakin cute lolx.......love her alot...but my no. one is still my minnie n dardar haha.....

You know, sometimes i wish i had a fairytale story too...but nt possible bah....lolx....seriously i seldom say this kind of things, but to all the male species out there, girls understand and realli appreciate when u guys are gentleman, but seriously there's a certain degree to it right.....it's realli misleading to girls.....if dun like tt ger in tt kind of way....den dun act like you do.....coz u'll make the girl fall for you, den in the end it's a one-sided thing, who ends up getting hurt, still the girl....

one of the reason why i hate falling in love, everytime oso the same de......it's always me who end up getting hurt, seriously i dun think a person can bear so many scars in her heart......so sick n tired of the whole thing, thought of closing up my heart forever le, but since my heart is so easy to open, if onli i was cold hearted enuf.......this kind of things can't be force bah....use to think that my knight is somewhr in this world...but nah......i learn nt to hold on to things that are nt suppose to be mine......it's alot better to live this way....atleast won't get hurt so easily lolx...

okay dun i sound depressin, muz be the EOL course i went thru ystd lolx....

2009-05-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

mood: tired
music: Miss Luxury feat.MACCHO, GIPPER, KOZ, HI-D, Foxxi misQ by DJ PMX

yep it's nt by DJ PSMC lolx....anyway....ystd went to Mr Ham's grad, seriously their grad robe look more university type lolx....i like the shoulder part, coz dey dun haf the kind of paddin tt made ur shoulder look broad, perfect for the ladies lolx...anyway their convention centre is slightly bigger den ours lolx...the speech was very long lolx....so poor Khalis fell asleep, damn funny lolx....shud haf taken some pic haha....but i scared tio caught lolx....den after ceremony got reception aka buffet lolx...so ate abit, den since by the time the grad end, i still got like 3-4 hrs to rot, sweet Mr Ham decided to accompany me lolx....thanks, feel so honoured lolx....den went to eat sushi tei, the tamago sushi taste weird, but the soup damn nice lolx....very appetizin lolx.....den after tt i went to do express manicure, coz my nail look freakin cyanotic lolx.....dunno wad i touch oso......den after tt went to dental appt lolx......

today went out wif carol n eric lolx....den eat...my dinner, half bowl of ban mian, and one whole bowl of ice jelly lolx....damn pain sia, can't even eat properly....i am tryin to adapt to the changes in my teeth lolx...anyway.....after tt went to watch night in the museum 2, decided to spend the remainin time in arcade, den saw Gail lolx......miss her lolx....didn't get to talk to her much after yr 2 attachment...and wad a coincidence, she n her fren were gg to watch the exact same show, same time lolx.....den since there's 5 of us, but sit different, all the girls sit together and the other 2 guys sat at another place....the show is funny lolx....den someone ordered hotdogs, when the movie person send in it was weird, coz the sit tt she instructed us to pass to was empty, so we decided to put under the seats lolx....den after the show, we went home, on my way to my bus stop, saw another bunch of frens...my best pals in sec sch miss dem alot.....so we sat down n talk haha.....and i receive alot of advise lolx....den after awhile i went home lolx......

suddenly miss all my frens, will nvr forget u ppl...thanks for being wif me when i needed you guys lolx....

2009-05-13T11:29:00.002+08:00

mood: relax
music: Lie to me by George Nozuka

This song somewhat resembles how i am feeling now....certain things, i tink it's best to keep inside the heart....fed up with what i am feeling now....but seriously there's nothing i can do abt it....if it's fated to happen, it will happen no matter how much i try to avoid it....only hope work will distract me from all these lolx....why do i sound sucidal hhaha..dun worry i am nt lolx...and i am definitely not depress....seriously i am just confused that's all lolx.....

Grad day

2009-05-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

mood:tired
music: New classic by Drew Seeley & Selena Gomez

Had a wow bdae party......and finally one week later, it's maymay's grad day......gonna miss all my friends, and i'll always remember the days i had in poly......

2009-05-02T01:36:00.002+08:00

mood: happy n excited XD
music: Driving high by DOUBLE

Just had a wow! kind of surprise.....speechless...but will be the best memory bdae, first time i had so many ppl surprise me....now i understand why ppl say 21st is a big step haha.....felt bad, that everyone had to come here from so far away, and i hope we didn't disturb the neighbours lolx....realli wanna thank all of you, can't believe you ppl involved my family oso...aigoo.....i shall keep the memo of events in my heart....and i love the cake haha....ajumi muz send me the cake pic...i dun care, tmr or rather later will be a big day.......lolx....coz lotsa peeps comin, or i think there'll be a crowd, lolx....hmmm....seriously thanks alot.....XOXOXO (x) 10000~ times....lolx....

NightMare

2009-04-18T10:07:00.002+08:00

mood: tired
music: Back Again by untouchable

wah piang......thought i can slp in peace since i slept quite early ystd after takin painkillers lolx....why do i sound sucidal in this sentence...but ppl i am nt lolx....i won't die or kill myself till i seen dardar live in person lolx...so anyway back to the main subject....i thot i could sleep in peace but....was wide awoken by nightmare......i wonder if i did disturbed "people" that i am not suppose to....so whole night keep sayin sorry sorry to whoever i disturbed....turn on the radio and den fell asleep again......

I still can freakin rmb tt dream lar.....i dreamt of world's end too....den i was in this big lab or house, i dunno wad kind of housin is that....den who ppl whom i "know" but in reality i haven seen them and i dun rmb how dey look like......but there's this guy whose an aliance and zombie hunter lolx....so i walked pass the i guess it's a room to cut up body, u noe those forensic lab....den .....

just a side note, i am havin chill down my spine as i type....xuete!

so as i was sayin, there's tis "dead body" aka"zombie" sitting up on the op table....den at first i juz took a look and walk pass, but the face was damn creepy......the eyes are like empty with no eyeball and the face was brown and wrinkle....with messy long black hair.....wooo the chill....den suddenly i was being chase by it....so i ran into one of the room.. while screamin for tt zombie hunter....so as i was about to slam the door right at the zombie's face...my hand couldn't move at all....eventhou i was confident that my reaction would be faster den the zombie lor....den.....

I woke up.....lolx....den was wide awake for like 1 hr....forced myself to sleep coz i nid to go work later lolx.....hope tonight can sleep without the continuation lar...coz sometimes will de.....maybe i shudn't go to the haunted house.....but i didn't even step in leh.....hmmm........oh well tonight muz realli sleep coz tmr is morning shift....haiz...look on the bright side......i get to watch F1 grand prix final...lolx....

2009-04-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

mood: sianz
music: Last Farwell by Big Bang

love tis song....when wonder girl sing is nice too haha...anyway today is my last off day till next sat lolx...so sad....2 off day juz pass like tt, and my teeth damn pain lar...pain till i can't eat AGAIN lolx...coz put seperator....anyway today went back to ward to do my admin things, den meet cc at orchard mrt, den went heerens to shop, oso went to kino, nth to buy haha...DMC de dvd is out le....but dun feel like buying, after tt went to explore orchard....wanted to go to the famous Soong Sisters' House, actually i found the house but the thing is the gate is locked to end up can't find way in lolx....i found NUM de HQ by chance haha.....but the hunks ermm not my type lar lolx....anyway after tt coz the scorching sun was too scorching haha....cannot tahan went into cine lolx....bought bubble tea but the pearl eat till i feel like knockin out my own teeth and put dentures haha.....so walked to somerset mrt and took mrt to bugis.....den went to the new mall......

CC brought me to the big big arcade, and let me see this big minie mouse glove....I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!! lolx....but nt easy to get bah.....after that went to eat at uncle eric de work place...the manager keep recommendin things lar..so stress lolx...but tt special drink is nice, uncle eric got serve us oso....he look cool in tt uni lar lolx...den we took lotsa pic....i eat dory fish....for the first time i think outside de fish is nice wor lolx....den we took all sorts of funny pic....and den after we paid the bill....the manager treat us to turkish tea...damn nice lolx....all in all i give A for tt restaurant lolx......okay i go watch one piece le lolx....coz ar......tmr still hafta work sian arrrrrrrrrr....

MAY MAY WANTS TT MINIE MOUSE GLOVE SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-13T17:22:00.002+08:00

mood: happy
music: tt song tt hwang bo n hyun joong performed on star weddin lolx....i dunno how to read hangeul lolx...

today is first day back to ward....well atleast we got sorta welcomed by the ppl there...everyone is somewad happy to see us there....

i was freakin disorientated lar lolx...feel so bad....tio nag by my preceptor haha...coz i damn kuku lar...pt admit den i nvr go take para, i still walk away haha...den she shout lolx...so funny...okay lar dun laugh at her lolx......my bad lolx....if everything goes well and there are no changes to my roster....i can celebrate my bdae in peace....YATTAAA.....all in all today was a fun day...tmr still got vac dressin test haha....

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2009-04-13T00:23:00.002+08:00

mood: nervous
music: Time goes by- Crystal Kay

love tis song....it's like a frenship song to me lar....tmr is the day i take my first step as a full fledge SN....no more ppl protecting me, and i think this day is gg to be a big chapter of my life...indulging myself into work...i wonder would that clear myself all sorts of troubles...yep...may may doesn't show it, but in my life i got lotsa of troubles, half of them are actually not necessary but i am those kind tt will worry n panick over lil things....hope everything will go well tmr.....so mafan nw, coz nid to like go work place and change.....hope tmr de ward orientation will be long lolx.....i think i'll juz be bring mini note book or paper to jot things down....i wonder if we will get lockers.....i am nt bringin my psp anyway......muz rmb to bring shoes n staff pass haha.....

more excited to get my roster...hopefully is a 5 day work and i get consecutive 2 days off that kinda thing, like how i get during prcp, i dun mind workin on weekend lar lolx...as long as i get mon n tues off haha....most impt thing, i nid to re-study my drugs all over again, coz i've been slackin since i finish my prcp lolx....realli sorry to my preceptor who even told me to study before gg back haha...she's so gonna kill me lolx....i wonder who's my new "mummy"....hope is someone as understanding as my prev "mama"......

but i understand, u dun always get wad u wan in life......all right i feel alot better bloggin lolx....nw it's time to slp...so i can stay alert tmr.....muz jia you le!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-11T12:30:00.002+08:00

mood: still troubled
music: 애인만들기by SS501

ehhh....seriously i dunno how to read the song title lar lolx....i juz copy the title frm my itunes, but it's the 2nd ending of BOF lolx...ystd was realli fun....went to meet the usual dudes lolx...coz new openin of suburban mall Tampines 1 lolx...actually wanted to shop tt jap store...but Q is like freakin long lar....so we decided next time den go and shop haha....but i dunno when lar....since all of us have diff shift lolx...but hopefully somehow can lor hahah.....anyway before that we had pizza hut....den here comes the funny part.....so the pizza came....den i slice to give everyone 1 piece lor....the funny thing was that bottle of chesse flakes tt ganesh was holdin on to, was faulty....den no one knew....den the whole cap juz came off.....i shud have video cam down the whole thing lar....so after tt we decided to trick khalis and haziq coz at the point of time...dey haven reached yet....but we juz randomly put the bottle at one of the 2 empty seats lor....so see who suay lor.....khalis end up being the suay guy lolx....den when dey kept tryin to make him use tt bottle...i kept laughin away lar....but lucky nvr give away the prank we planned lar....but i almost choke on pizza....tt bite was stuck halfway down my oesophagus lolx.... den carol chan wanted to prank haziq....lol...but he din fell for it lolx.....den suddenly everyone burst into laughter...after tt i saw khalis de pizza burried in cheese lar...so freakin funny but i still think...when ganesh got it, it was funnier coz unexpected mah lolx.....so i end up nt eating alot lolx....coz half the time dere i was laughin away lar lolx.....anyway after tt met ah bu at the mrt and den went over to tampines 1.....

tt place is freakin crowded.....so we juz went into topshop.....shop awhile....den went to pet station...i swagu lar...first time see got hamster de jelly den got pet diapers lolx....den cl bought a bag of ikan bilis for her hamster lolx....so after tt went to town because tampines more all less we went to the shoppin mall there already lolx....so met eric at orchard, den went to cine together to look for haziq de shoe, den went to wisma food republic, finally found seats but got 2 lady very inconsiderate.....already see us so squeeze and we purposely make hint so long, dey still kept talkin...if wad dey were eatin were like whole course kind of meal, den okay fine....but they juz ate toast n eggs lar.....cl purposely on music loud loud still dun get the hint sia.....den after tt eric suggested we go somewhr slack....so i suggested Loof lolx....den we talk and laugh and drink....den everyone went home lolx......of coz the journey home i thought abt alot of things....which i dun tink i wanna blog here...keep it to myself is better.....dun bring trouble to others lar lolx.....and i am still troubled.....hope Monday when i start workin will keep my mind occupied lolx...tt's abt it....

2009-04-08T17:54:00.002+08:00

mood: relax
music: My Love by Justin Timberlake feat. T.I

3rd day of orientation, today was the CARE workshop, did alot of presentation....at first, was nervous but after tt felt like wad i did during my poly times lolx....anyway nth much juz keep drawing lolx....dun waste paper de space mah, since the trees sacrfice le...so we muz make full use of it....anyway ystd i had a weird dream lolx....i was dance battling with CL haha...as in we took turn to dance and pop, den the song is wad i am listening it to nw lolx.......okay i think i shall go change the blog layout of psmc, ever since all started usin facebook....the blog has turned cold lolx...so muz change the whole thing lol....

2009-04-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

mood: relax
music: Good Times by Crystal Kay

very RnB haha....so today is day 2 of orientation.....in a way it is both borin n interesting lar....lotsa workshop today...the NUH way haha....passionate people...i can onli rmb tis lolx....so did alot of grp work today......which are quite interesting, coz it allows us to churn the brain juice lolx.....den went back to ward to see my roster wif Paula.....the sister looked delighted for some reason lolx.....so the good news is I GET FRI SAT SUN OFF WOOOHOOOOO lolx....hmmm whr shud i go....seriously i dun tink i am gonna get myself stuck at home lar....anyway...mon still nt sure whether to report back to ward, or izzit cont the orientation...everything is still a blurred....feel like gg clubbin but no money.....i realli wanna try the extreme swing sia lolx....but maybe tt'll hafta wait till i get my pay and everything.....

I still can't believe i am a SN le lolx....den on the way back home, saw my pt and her daughter...so we talked for awhile and den i went home le lolx......so now stuck on the internet....there's nth tt interest me leh...tt's why came to blog....and for some reason....cc dunno go whr....msn her no reply lolx...oh well i cannot reprimand or rather i got no right to....coz everytime dey msg/call me....i have the tendency to nt reply or pick up lolx...

MAY MAY DE PHONE IS FAKE DE LOLX......

tt's wad my sis says too lolx as in it's like freakin difficult to find me esp when i am all out with tt headphone on me lolx.....i can't feel the vibration of the phone, neither can i hear the ringtone....so to those whom i made worried....realli sorry lolx.....m(_ _)m...

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2009-04-05T21:24:00.002+08:00

mood: sianz
music: Sunshine by AAA

miss tis song so much....used to dance along with it haha....okay my last day of real freedom...wad did i do.....configuring and updating things i nid for my new lappy haha...den watch tee vee...den facebook....chatting with peeps on msn....den after that at around 4.50pm chiong to take a shower before watching F1 Grand Prix with dad on star sports lolx....damn nice lar today de race.....but poor Raikonen haven even finish 1 lap den something went wrong, so he couldn't continue racing.....den Kubica was even worst....coz his engine caught fire...another poor dude.....but of coz my forcus was on my 2nd dardar Nak-chan.....but dey didn't realli shoot footage of him.....keep shooting the first few....but the best part was went it started raining....all went into the pit stop to change tires...today i learn new things...there's tyres for dry weather, half dry/wet weather and full wet weather lolx....the onli regretful thing is coz the rain at malaysia was too heavy, even after all drivers changed to full wet weather tyres.....dey couldn't run properly and keep steering away from the circuit, so the race was held off for atleast 1/2 hr....and this was the best part...coz dey FINALLY shot a tiny bit of footage of Nak-chan talkin to his manager i think....and also a footage of him wearin his helmet and rest by the side....

so 1/2 hr later apparently the official made the decision tt the race couldn't be restarted coz the sun's halfway down.....eventually i told my dad...if onli dey could juz fly over to sg for night race haha...but there's one in september anyway...so i am lookin forward to that haha......

talk abt reminiscin....i wanna play mutou ren again....tmr there's amazin race at orientation...and my thigh muscle still hurts....how to run sia...damn it....but i rather run wif my friends at leisure....miss that day....will not forget de......morning went to mindcafe to play till 6pm since we're onli meeting the guys at 7-7.30pm...so play till the whole cafe onli our voice lolx....hate the person at the next table who keeps flashing her cam....very uncomfortable to the eye lar....anyway we played snorta, pink elephant and 1st hand something...too bad dey didn't haf ziggity.....hmmm maybe i shall go again haha...den met Eric n Joel at esplanade....went over to makansutra to eat....after tt kh n li tang came....den finally came naveen n ganesh.....dunno if i spelled their name correctly lolx....den eat and talk....i cook hot pot lolx....den coz it was freakin hot everyone decided to go some other place......

After tt ganesh and nav went to help joel get cake for kh to celebrate bdae....seriously i didn's realise till later part.....den we went to the green patch area tt i suggested....wad i had in mind was to talk....but somehow everyone started playin mutouren....and we ran like crazy ppl.....scream oso.....talk abt unglam...lolx....time passes so fast when we're havin fun lar.....if onli we could play like tt with no worries.....den after tt khalis came oso....so everyone started runnin amock as usual lolx....the 2 security guards muz haf thot who are these crazy dudes n dudettes lolx....den after playin.....we celebrated kh bdae.....i ate cake for the 4th day....so i guess tt 5 kg i lost is back again lolx......so went home with something precious to rmb....

2009-01-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

mood:tired
music: none...currently listenin to bayfm78

Okay i have this theory...you can't put saga, nao and tora together on a radio show in regards with the word...mokkori...it's nt a nice word, so those who can't understand sumimasen, i suggest u go find the meanin lolx...coz it's too paiseh to say here...haha...so wad i did today at OT....is LECTURE...well in a good way, revise, but if we are going to go slide by slide and read one by one...seriously can die....almost collaspe in OT today...so freakin tired....tmr will be gg to the postin itself le....haven write objective yet....wadeva...tmr den write...oso dunno whr i posted to tmr lolx...hope nt in OT yet...nt really ready to scrub up for case eventhou i wanted to see cabg...i miss everyone in wd63 esp my mama T-T.....oh well....nw with dar dar voice...keep forgeting wad i wanted to type lolx....love his voice so much....keep gettin distracted lolx...i can't multi-task lar apparently....anyway counted hongbao....nt bad...with the economy like tt lolx...so i hope tis wk faster end lolx....Sat gg donate blood wif papa...so long since i last donated thnx to my abnormal hb lolx...okay nid to go to bed le...haha....tmr if got time den upload the pics i took at OT today haha...ja ne.........

New Year

2009-01-26T21:40:00.005+08:00

mood: happy
music: Drella by alicenine.

Love this song!!!I wanna watch the live of this song!!!!okay anyway Happy "NIU" Year to everyone who's reading tis......today everyone woke up late haha....and my grandparents and uncle had to pay a visit to the temple at Chinatown...so end up everyone left the hse late...so first went to granny hse to pay respect....say all the usual greetings...den we had to wait like for 2 hrs for my uncle and aunt....so for our own tradition form of entertainment...coz it was onli the time of the year my parents allow us to make bets lolx...but due to the poor economy, we bet on peanuts...so we bet on wad colour dey would wear tis yr haha....last yr i lost...so tis yr.......I LOST AGAIN!!!!!my sister got it right...so i owe her peanuts....she still owe me 30 bucks thou haha....anyway....after dey finally make their grand entrance....we went over to our 5th generation cousin's hse lolx....so talked abt my career and stuff...den get all the hong bao lolx....so we onli sat for a while as it was freakin late....so continue to the next stop....my grandaunt's hse...so at the bus stop seriously too bored...so i turn into a camwhore again lolx....

Yep.....smile as usual, with my sista and a lil glimpse of my mom lolx....

of course i took a lot of pic...but seriously too lazy to upload all of them...me and my laziness haha......so went to grandaunt's hse...ate her porridge and fried kuay teow....seriously....it's the best....damn nice the porridge....every year can onli eat once...lolx....after that....went over to my first aunt's hse at hillview....love her hse as usual...coz the lift is directly in her hse lolx....damn cool....and the swimming pool is great lolx...swam once there onli lolx....so went her hse.....my another grandaunt....cooked bee hoon and mixed vegetarian dish....sweeeeeeet!!!!!....love it lolx...den my aunt bought eclairs so had a bunch of dem oso....it's as nice as those cream puff from suki sushi lolx.....so after eating...went to play mariokart with my cute cousins.....so envious of them....got nitendo wii lolx....damn funny....played the wiisports first...bowling was ok for me...but i sucks at tennis and boxin.....refer to the vid...lolx...and you'll see how retarded i look haha..coz realli dunno how to play lar....

so after playing.....for quite a long time....we nid to go le....hopefully can go and play again hahaha...damn fun lar...tis time muz win my cousins....lolx...the elder one is as tall as me liao...haiz...i shrunk le....anyway got hope...den we got visitors thou i dunno how to adress them haha...seriously got too many aunts and uncles lolx....anyway all of them are nice.....maybe they are second cousins? lolx......anyway had a great time...tmr will visit mama side de granny...miss her alot...gg to take pic with her tmr haha.....and all my cousins.....tmr shall be the newtown alumni gatherin lolx...

2009-01-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

mood:tired
music:Gee by SNSD

yay change to gothic loli layout tis time....so today went shopping with Carol chan, damn fun thou someone was late like for 1 hr lolx....so while wating from slow carol, i saw my preceptor haha....so coincidence rite.....too bad her bf nt with her, if nt fri got things to gossip le haha....so went to KINO, and saw A9 on cover of NeoGenesis, did i mention how shuai my dar dar is lolx....but resisted the temptation, coz new album oso got poster lolx....hope it's gonna be a BIG one....den went to eat mac, so ex lar, nuggets meal with twist fries coz me almost 8 bucks....i shud have went for MOS instead.....anyway, after that went to Heeren to look for acessories, and saw this cute little hat lolx and i bought it for 20 bucks, my mom got a shock lolx...den bought 1 more eyeliner with glitterin effect blue colour, coz wanna try smoky effect haha, den 2 nail polish, 1 base coat and 1 black, yay black rocks!!!! den bought *ahem* from young hearts....so i was lookin for a dress lolx.....den saw tis one nice checkered bubble dress frm mizuki, but saw the price and almost fainted then and there, 159 bucks, i can't possibly rob the bank for it, so i decided to look for similar designs, but no outcome lar, haiz, i fell in love with tt dress at first sight thou, WHY DID HAFTA BE SO EX.....STUPID ECONOMY IS THE ROOT OF ALL PROB MAN!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

mood:tired
music: playgirl by S-Key-A

okay....i change my layout AGAIN lolx...anyway it's featuring 六本木ヒール, a very famous place for couples to go during the festive season....hope i can go with my 'other' lolx...it's pretty lolx...xmas is around the corner and i haven even write xmas cards, shit sia....maybe nid to go buy xmas card soon, if nt i can onli send by email lolx...of coz den i'll try to make a nice card out of it lar, den again depends on time....okay next my poor gold fish is dyin.....it's juz so weird, dey suddenly fell sick, and poor mikan chan now is struggling, i dunno how to make it feel better.....i noe it's going off soon le....i nw can only hope if it's really gg den pls let its pain end....if nt hope he can fight with tt stupid fungal infection....okay i nid to go update another blog lolx///

Stress

2008-11-17T09:46:00.002+08:00

mood:stress
music: nt listenin to any X(

Okay today is the day i have to go back to tt stressful days, the past wk has been fun, i miss all them already, the next time we meet together again is on 20th Feb bah T-T.....3 months 3 days and counting down.......anyway ystd had a weird dream, guess i was really stress, i dream of my friends again, nt psmc thou, the people involve were: Li yu, Xiao Xuan and Soonie lolx....but i can't really remember wad happen lolx.....if onli today starting is orientation wk.....haiz...........oh well....so due to all the stress i did a lame quiz online-Wad kind of vampire are you? guess wad i got:

SEDUCTIVE
You like to involve your victim in your life before taking them. You end their lives romantically

(I knew i'm a sweet person XD.....)

Anyway, as per my post @my ameblo blog, i have struck down 2 items under my shopping list....the other 2 is still KIV status lolx.....seriously, gg to a NUM outlet is like gg to sentosa without paying entrance fee, i won't say that all are equally shuai lar, but all got their own uniqueness.....and juz so happen tt sunshine guy that serve me n my friends while i was choosing my praias, damn cute lolx....so currently i label him as my eye candy.....hahaha.....so i am meeting CC on wed (hopefully, so as long ward sister dun change my roster) to go orchard, buy my Tora de things den HOPEFULLY go heerens, my eye candy is there lar but 99.9% of the chance he's nt there lar, coz my sister (nt ward sister, REAL, BLOOD-RELATED sister) say they do get deploy to other outlets....haiz....HOPE!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-04T01:33:00.002+08:00

mood:tired
music: Cross Game by alice nine.

woot...tis time i really made my own layout, took me 8 hrs lolx..simple but i like can liao haha...anyway it was fine when i did the alinments on microsoft front page, but dunno why put here the navi sorta screwed up...oh well wadeva, as long the faces of alice nine isn't blocked can le...tmr gg out to find present for Jumi chan lolx...i nw too high to slp haha....coz finish my 3 nights, took 4 cases and i passed over in peace lolx...thnx all the staff nurses who guide me along, esp my kawaii preceptor, she damn funny de lolx....thou i got nagged at times, but it's a good thing coz like tt den can learn mah lolx....enjoy my PRCP....=) that's all there is about it....hope alice nine.'s new single cross game will get 1st on the ORICON coz of all the OTAKUs and FANGIRLS lolx.....

Vacation

2008-10-07T17:46:00.001+08:00

mood: restless
music: Your Seed by Hey! Say Jump

Can't believe i listen and like their song lolx...but so far this is the onli song i like lolx....anyway it's 2 weeks of holiday now, and i dun feel like doing anything...hate staying at home but no money to go out either.....realli wanna faster start PRCP and end it lolx....oh well......coz i rather work in the hospital den stay at home and get nag by my mom for nt foldin clothes lolx...still got 1 big basket haha....oh well later den fold....den still gotta meet Jie Tao to return his valkyrie profile....seriously dunno how to play......oh well that's about it lolx....nth much....

New Layout!!!

2008-08-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

mood:excited
music: Last time by George Nozuka

Woot! Today marks the day i first created my own layout!!!! and it's really from scratch!!!! although the images and background nt by me....but it's realli not easy doing one lolx....it's like fixing a jigsaw puzzle and there's still alot I nid to learn but try harder to make a nicer one next time, and if i ever have the chance to own photoshop i'll seriously do my own image and everything...anyway this time the layout is featuring SYOU....vocalist of Alice nine.....actually wanted to do Tora but i think purple suits Syou more lolx.....okay gotta show this to PSMC lolx.....thnx to my great buddies of PSMC lolx....thou nt much but you still help me lolx....oh since i am posting, shall post about chalet....

Hmm how should I start, we all went to cl house to do fruit sago lolx....and it's realli fun...but i realise i can't go into the kitchen lolx....no talent in cookin lolx...den played wif her hamster...which is damn cute.....den after finishin everythin we went to the chalet.....seriously the bus ride can kill lolx....sit till my legs become nua lolx....den after that reach le.....saw everyone there lolx....eating, cookin......i shall say the highlights lolx....uncle eric fell down while delievering stingrays to carol yeo lolx...and they say he slow mo somemore lolx....it's funny coz wati prioritize the stingray before eric lolx.....den we rode bicycle to changi village, well wanted to see you know those *er herm but dun haf coz it was 3 plus in the morning, but love the ride there coz damn nice....oh and thnx to cl i learnt how to ride a bicycle lolx.....last time yun ru dey all teach me during 1st yr i gave up coz the bicycle too high damn scary lolx....tis time i ride the wan xx rode, coz she small so got a small bicycle so half-way back to chalet, i rode back on my own, it's scary to ride alone in the back and once in a while i realli panic lolx...but everytime tt happens, i could see you guys waiting juz up front or kyuu chan riding back to support me...thanks alot people, it's the most exciting chalet i ever went lolx.....i wonder when we will get to do this kinda stuff again....gonna miss you ppl T-T

Tmr gg to swimmin wif cc.....she finally bought her own swimwear....yay got swimmin partner now lolx...so tmr gg to play ohohoho yatta!!!!!!!!

Rainbows

2008-08-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

mood: slackin
music: I never had a dream come true by S Club 7

oooh....old band, nice song....too bad dey disbanded, used to be my idol in my pri sch days lolx...yay my RAINBOWS has been shipped!!!!!!!so count down 7 days......can't wait to receive it lolx....ahhhhhhhh so excited...anyway coz bored so found a few question abt alice nine and my ans to them are........as follow:

How did you first hear about alice nine.?
From ajumi...so muz thank her lolx.....

What was the very first song you ever heard, and your impression of it?
Fantasy.....it's a really beautiful song....i played on repeat while packing my bag for my lect of the followin day lolx

What was your first impression of the band?
1st VK band i see that all members are equally kakkoii

What was your first impression of Shou?
hmmm.....typical VK vocalist look =p

What was your first impression of Hiroto?
kawaii no otoko.....XD

What was your first impression of Tora?
This guy resembles Touya from Cardcaptor Sakura XD coz due to a pic haha....he gave me tt kind of impression lolx...

What was your first impression of Saga?
Damn shuai!!!! so cool!!!!!

What was your first impression of Nao?
He's more chubby but cute too lolx.....

You’ve been a fan of alice nine. for about how long?
hmm about 2 years

Why do you like alice nine.?
I just like them >.<

Do any of your friends also like alice nine.?
Yep!

What other bands do you like?
Super Junior...but my ICHIBAN BANDO is still A9 =)

Who’s your favorite member and why?
Tora!!!!!!! Coz he's the coolest, tallest and he knows how to play guitar XD

What’s your favorite song and why?
TSUBASA!!!!! The lyrics are very romantic and touching >.<

What’s your favorite single and why?
RAINBOWS...coz the first single that i favour all 3 tracks haha....

What’s your favorite song off the album Zekkeishoku?
CORONA

Whose compositions do you like the most?
I like all of their composition...as long as it's compose by A9 lolx

What’s your favorite thing about Shou?
He reads all the fan mails that are sent to him.

What's your favourite thing about Hiroto?
He's a really sweet person and hyperactive lolx...

What's your favourite thing about Tora?
Hmmm...everything lolx.....

What's your favourite thing about Saga?
He's a funny guy

What's your favourite thing about Nao?
Fellow Final Fantasy fanatic lolx....

Which member of alice nine. do you find the most attractive?
All of them are attractive in their own way! I CAN'T DECIDE =S

Which member of alice nine. do you find the least attractive?
NONE!

Which member of alice nine. do you most relate to?
I did those funny quiz and they say i am most like Syou....but i relate myself most to NAO lolx...coz of the interest...I love FF series too lolx...den love to eat alot hahah

Which member of alice nine. do you find to be the most talented?
hmmm....Saga? he knows bass, guitar, piano and he knows how to cook lolx....

What is Shou’s most physically attractive feature?
Lips lolx..and when he talks lolx....

What is Hiroto’s most physically attractive feature?
Six packs lolx.....

What is Tora’s most physically attractive feature?
His sharp nose >.< and mesmerizin eyes lolx....

What is Saga’s most physically attractive feature?
Flat and sexy tummy and waist

What is Nao’s most physically attractive feature?
SMILE!

Have you attended an alice nine. live? How many?
Nope.....still saving money....

Where was your first alice nine live?
.......

What are your impressions of alice nine. live?
From DVD can feel tt dey rock da place

How many alice nine. CDs (singles, albums, mini albums) do you own?
1...but 2 soon lolx...waiting for RAINBOWS to arrive at my door step lolx...

Do you own any other alice nine. goods? If so, like what?
OF COZ....Mag..poster...photos....

Do you own Alice in Wonder Film?
NOPE....too ex T-T

Are there are pinups or posters of alice nine. up on your wall?
Yep!!! before i slp i see them, when i wake up, first thing i see is oso them >.<

How many alice nine. mp3’s do you have?
The whole discography.

What alice nine. songs often play on your playlist?
TSUBASA, Kochouran, MIRRORBALL

What’s your most cherished alice nine. item?
Anything as long as it's got their faces on it lolx....

What alice nine. item do you want the most?
A CD personally signed by them....includes personal msg hand-written by them on the spot lolx...

What’s your favorite alice nine. style (costumes)?
Blue planet, Shunkashuutou, Tsubasa, Jewels, Mirrorball

okay...it's realli too long...so i'll be doing the rest of the question another day lolx.....need to change my fish tank's water lolx......

NIACIN is all i can think of now

2008-07-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

mood: dying of headache
music: Thirst (remix) by Super junior

okay recently damn addicted to their song...wadeva happened to alice nine lolx...omg i feel so bad for "betrayin" Tora lolx...but i am sure this is onli for awhile, coz i believe in my heart i am faithful to my 5 kakkoii oujisama lolx...esp my ichiban no.1 oujisama lolx.....

Really stress...now i noe why they ask for a extend for DDD assignment...shit i left 2 days to do....now i realli regret slacking...i think my assignment will be less than 8 pages lolx...coz my assay oso quite short, i finish intro le which is less than half a page lolx...but the rest should be quite alot...tmr i will be spendin the whole day studyin my re-test haiz....if onli i didn't fail....now go and watch youtube to destress...realli havin a headache sia....suddenly somemore...even now at the back of my head i am think of NIACIN....hmmm why do we hafta do this tough assignment lolx...it's so freakin hard to find.......

2008-07-02T13:52:00.003+08:00

mood: slack
music: Everything by MISIA

Woot...long time nvr blog here le....in sch slackin, actually no more lesson le but oh well...haha.....hmm went to Singapore first comic and toy convention....love the cosplay....nt all thou...my favourite is Gintoki....wish the convention could last for a week....because of this event, i feel as if i am turnin back into a otaku again ahahaha.....but realli fun....when we waited to redeem the freebies, i felt as if i was q-ing for NDP tix lolx....well Singaporeans all oso kiasu wan....this is our traits i guess.....so i q-ed for like 1 hr, den they told us no more TOFU.....oh well so we cont to q for 5 o'clock de lolx....did get some nice things but i would still wan my TOFU.....T-T haiz.....den the TOFU booth...they got sell tis hoody and it's damn KAWAII but it cost 200 o_0
NO MONEY T-T
The only thing that i felt that i have accomplished there is i get to try out nitendo wii and also got myself a KANDA poster....quite big oso ahhaha......

Yesterday, finally finish learning purple line. Damn cool de, den now whole body aching lolx....esp my heel bone there....and next week i am continuin O-Jung Ban Hap....lolx...still can't rmb wad kind of impulse causes me to make this decision to cont. hahaha.....okay go home den cont. bah...still waiting for SHUNKASHUUTOU to buff finish ahahahah........love tis pv...didn't noe it was so funny hahaha....okay tink tt's all....back to fan-girling mode ^-^

Sick

2008-05-20T23:39:00.002+08:00

mood: drowsy
music: SMACK by Nakamaru Yuichi

Ystd went out wif PSmC n XX den dunno wad happen, i start get sorethroat ystd evening...den this mornin suddenly spike temperature....maybe contracted the germs frm XX coz she sick ystd oso den last fri she oso fever lolx...so end up see doctor...take medicine...hope tmr will feel alot better....my highest tempt is 38.6C so i drank alot of water like mad like tt, actually now i well enuf to dance lor...i tink ystd first time dance to the song Don't U ever stop is nicer, but i forgot wad i had danced lolx...now i totally dunno how to dance hip n nice lolx...oh well...tmr is filmin day...hope everything runs smoothly....den after that CC dey all gg to teach me purple line coz i missed today's lesson...why? coz of tt bladdie fever...haiz...okay gotta wait till 12.30 den take medications again le.....

Fun Day

2008-05-10T23:46:00.002+08:00

mood: feel like dancing
music: something from the playlist ahah

Hmm how should i start today?
Okay at 4 am...i got scared by the continuous hammerin?of the thunder lolx...den went back to sleep...den woke up at 8 plus...wondered why my room is orange...lolx...so with the thought i went back to sleep lolx...den at 10 plus gg to 11 am...i woke up finally to see my hp light blinkin so went to see who the hell izit lolx....den saw a miss call from some1 whom i dunno lolx...can't regconise the no. and 2 sms from Geraint lolx...shud try callin him tis name next time lolx...den after that went to brush teeth help granny...den went out meet Geraint lolx...damn funny saw him in Kino coz i was decidin i go Kino first den meet him...scali he earlier dan me....anyway walked around Kino and went to eat Udon-bo...food cheap and nice...next time muz bring P.S. mC.de Corps there lolx....den after eating went to cine....we saw a hip granddad lolx..he wear till like those harvey davidson guys lolx....den reached Cine start shoppin for my mommy's mothers'day present...he actually wanted to see the leather band lar....lolx the whole purpose of us meetin lolx...den after that went to Bugis...oh tis is the fun part...first time i cross the traffic by climbin over the fence...damn fun...coz at bugis junction there, the traffic is always filled with ppl and if u're gonna cross there w/o climbin the fence...god knows how long one is gg to take lolx...so i climbed over...damn shiok de....den went to Bugis the Kino again....lolx...i did get to buy my mother a present lolx....den shop around den went home....on the way home, I saw this family whose sitting across me....the daugther's like flirting wif the dad lolx...and it feels weird so i closed my eyes...lolx....when i opened again they were gone lolx...and the mom kept staring at me..lolx...so haha tt's abt it.....3 more mins till the 2nd sunday of MAY...therefore....HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all pretty and hardworking mothers around the world ^^

Thanks

2008-05-08T23:37:00.002+08:00

mood: normal
music: Stay gold by Utada Hikaru

I dunno if i did tis but i seriously had one "hip" of a bdae tis yr....realli fun...muz thank all my friend for planning lolx....i had a lot of ppl celebrated my bdae wif me lolx...diff days thou...so for the past week i keep eating good food lolx...so i guess i am gonna put on a pound but hey tt's onli once a year...thanks P.S mC for being there for me as usual....gg to sch was alot more fun wif u guys around seriously...and of coz...can't forget abt my another close grp of friends...SD7...thnx for ur present...YR didn't sprain her foot tis yr thou lolx....den thanks to all my secondary sch friends who said and celebrated wif me....realli appreciate it lolx...I muz say....it was realli funny for me to see something which i shouldn't see...oh well...maybe onli i understand tis ahaha...yep lastly thank all the poly friends who rmb my bdae falls on May lolx...i wasn't tryin to be sarcastic okay...i am sincerely thankin all the guys....lolx...oh and especially thanks to all those who gave me ALICE NINE and TORA pic...THEY ROCKS lolx...sry i am a bit bias when it comes to alice nine haha...okay oso cannot forget my family who celebrated on my actual bdae lolx...the cake was nice lolx....especially my sista...who actually did the countdown for me haiz....oh well....think that's all....

Guilt

2008-04-29T23:35:00.003+08:00

mood: guilty
music: no mood to listen to any of them nt even alice nine

Today i found out that i seriously ought to get slap in the face....wad am i doing sia....feel so fucked up now....i dun deserve a good friend like him...to know tis kind of friend like me, he realli damn suay sia...he'll be better off not knowin me bah....atleast there'll be less one person to make him sad or angry....

New School Term

2008-04-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

mood: so-so
music: Still doll by Kanon Wakeshima

Okay 9 mins till Friday, which is the last day of 1st week of school...alot has happened....funny and scary times....today learn how to scrub, damn fun, but tired lolx...coz hand wash till mad lolx...but gownin and everythin esp. the flippin of gloves damn fun...I WANNA BE A SURGEON....Jing Yu wore the wrong side so end up the hand look damn funny lolx...den when de-gownin, Kh look as if he's a surgeon who has performed a failed op lolx....so lotsa funny things...today...yaya and xx they all keep disturbin me by sayin MAY here and there....tired of laughin lolx...den recently into gothic loli lolx...hope i can dress like one soon ahaha...but need money for the clothes.....not cheap k! guess that's all...screamin like mad juz nw coz onli my hse de com cannot surf on Alice nine official page....tt page is as impt as my lifeline to me....oh well....tmr go sch and see how lolx.....2 more weeks till i turn 2X....sian sia....dun wanna grow up....keep livin in the wonderland like Alice or stay in Neverland with Peter Pan...no stress lolx...guess that's abt it.....

Crisis Core

2008-04-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

mood: excited
music: Do You by Ne-Yo

Wow, i am OFFICIALLY addicted to Crisis Core...omg....ZACK!!!! lolx...anyway, it's realli amazing how the story can link to the original version of ff7, juz see how Cloud grows up, in Crisis Core, he would get airsick juz from takin a ride in the Helicopter...who would haf thot the CLOUD who saved the world 3 times 7 yrs later was a rookie like tt lolx...see in AC, all the bike stunts he did lolx...hard to imagine, he used to haf motion sickness lolx

Final Fantasy

2008-03-29T00:19:00.001+08:00

mood: Happy but tired
music: none

This is goin to be quite short entry coz my eyelids are droppin lolx...anyway changed my specs le yay...and bought FF:Crisis Core, yes the english version and yes it's not pirated. Damn nice, the onli thing that spoils this production is the english dubs, sry to those fans lolx...anyway den met with the same person, crap alot till the bus come lolx....finally had my hands on doing ECG lolx..so happy...okay gg to slp..nitez.............

Attachment and Phuket?

2008-03-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

mood: tired
music: Theme of Takako (emotional) from Yamada Tarou Monogatari OST

Okay...been so long since i last blogged here...oh well...ppl I'm STILL ALIVE...so those who wished for my death too bad for u lolx...anyway....damn tired...but i enjoying my attachment...realli learn alot....but haven sign log book sia...dunno how to handle tt...Dr. Tim says he'll settle it, makes u wonder how he'll do that lolx...

So my parents have return from Phuket...sadly they didn't realli take pics lolx...but bought lotsa Chocolates...weeeeeee...frm CHANGI...dotz rite...but WADEVA as long as it's CHOCO its GOOD!!!! then they bought this shirt...whr it has my favourite instrument on it...GUITAR..E GT somemore...cool man...gonna wear it to sch lolx...thnx mom and pops.....love ya.....oh and my new spec is ready for collection...wonder wad everyone'll say when i wear to sch haha..hope they dun laugh lolx...tt's about it....ja ne

Mirror Ball PV

2008-03-13T22:37:00.002+08:00

mood: happy and excited
music: MIRRORBALL by alice nine.

OMG tis wan muz blog!!!!!The long awaited PV is finally out and the song rocks!!!!!!! I wan the single oso lolx...glad to see Tora back on track!!!Ganbatte minna!!! hope u guys enjoy the pv ^-^.

Mirror Ball preview

2008-03-01T15:01:00.001+08:00

mood: pain
music: mirrorball by alice nine.

This is the preview of mirrorball, the new single from a9 that i have been waiting for so long. It's the theme song for Aquarian Age. Tora's is still as handsome as ever >.<

nice! can't wait for 26 March and 25 March is FF:CC release!

Shounen Onmyouji

2008-02-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

mood: tired from studying, excited from looking at Guren lolx
music: I.ZA.NA.I.ZU.KI (Never ending wonderful story live version) by NEWS

Omg everytime i listen to this song, i will pay attention to Shige's KUCHIDUKE WO lolx..so sexy lolx..
he so shuai in tt song lolx
ﾜｰｲ♪♪＼(^ω^＼)( /^ω^)/♪♪ﾜｰｲ　
anyway....i am suppose to study COPD now, coz for NS1 i onli studied cardiac...haiz...pharm haven even touched...and i am so into this anime call Shounen Onmyouji....it rocks.....the story is like tactics...more like folklore...but alot of bishounen oso...and it's not YAOI lolx....weeee...die liao nia.....later keep watchin den nvr study.....tmr nid to revise NS2 again .....since Mon is NS2.....ganbarimasu!!!!

V.day eve~マイバレンタイン

2008-02-13T17:34:00.002+08:00

Mood:tired and bored
Music: Purple Line by DBSK

Love tis song, damn upbeat, can dance to it...onli thing i dun like is why Yunho hafta sing in that weird voice lolx...i prefer his usual voice haha...but wad i listenin is Jap ver haha...in this case i tink the korean version better lolx...anyway i seriously dunno wad to give my friends for V.day haha...arghhhh....i tried sewin but...lets juz say it didn't came out as i expected lolx...so i was tinkin of cookin something for them lolx...i juz go buy haha....and now i am suppose to study but i am not, coz seriously no mood, tmr i will be gg to CC hse to study haha....she's my tutor for tmr lolx...okay enough abt sch work....cannot tahan....

For now, everyday i wake up wif a smile...seriously, i am satisfied with the things as it it now.....realli feel fortunate lolx...damn happy and glad haha....oso dunno why...the only thing i stress is PRCP....but knowin tt so many ppl behind my back, not tt scared lolx....it's so nice to have friends hehe...

"Shoppaholic"　買い物

2008-02-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

mood: happy and satisfied
music: Koi no Mahou by Koda Kumi

Today finally get to go AMK hub, also Uncle Eric's kampong there lolx....me and my sista shop till we drop, spent alot and my dad and mom had to split the cost lolz...they paying for all the stuff we bought today, it's not cheap, so thanks mom and dad.....wad we bought was:

1) 2 pair of skinny jeans (sista)
2) 2 set of clothes of the same design but diff colour ( me n sista)
3) 3/4 jeans (me)
4) 1 cream colour blouse (me)
5) 1 pair of slippers (me)
6) 4 bks of manga (me)

OKay, most of them was mine lolx...but i realli like them haha...anyway thnx again mom and dad....okay den on MRT...guess who I saw? Dephine lolx....we were laughing when we saw each other lolx....she must haf thot wad the hell i was doin there lolx...anyway today had alot of fun....now i am thinkin whether i shud go back to sch for revision class or go back to New Town....the revision class is optional though....how nia...but most slightly i might go back to New Town lolx...wanna congrat Ms Tok on her 2nd baby lolx...she realli li hai nia lolx.....

Brave Story: New Traveler

2008-01-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

mood: happy and excited
music: not listening to any

OMG.....I can't believe i really completed the game AHAHAHA.....やった！このゲームはいいですね！嬉しい．．．ミツルが大好きです！My first ever completed RPG game....the ending damn touching lolx....although it took me an hr to fight tt stupid ONBA (and i still die)....sometime cannot always follow guide, so on the 2nd attempt i used my another favourite character, Leynart lolx...and i won the battle in 1/2 hr.....lolx....the onli thing tt they didn't mention in the ending was whether Rei was alive...well, they shud show how he's doing lolx....anyway nw, i am going to complete all the side quest which i haven completed yet lolx...so excited...seriously i was so into the game tt i forgot to take my medication lolx....i noe it's not good to miss dosage or even the timing but it's chinese med i takin so shud be okay bah, not okay oso can't do much coz i am drinkin it now as i blog lolx...so happy lolx...

Today saw a lot of friends around atrium until jumi-chan say i walk a few steps say hi once lolx...direct translation of wad she commented in mandarin....oh well now i gotta watch my Saiun goku monogatari den go slp tmr still got class hehe...RPG ROCKS....oh btw, MITSURU's VOICE in the game is cast by PAKU ROMI!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH

愛されたい

2008-01-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

Mood: Energetic
Music: Heartbreaking Romance by いとう　かなこ

Really nice today, went to granny house den go far east and help my sista choose her CNY clothes, seriously i tink something is wrong with me nia, coz when i help ppl plan their style and whenever i suggest what my sista shud wear it always turns out nice and stylish but when i help myself, it always turn out as if i am an auntie or something lolx.....oh well nvm atleast somebody is happy with the clothes i choose lolx....den after that went to help my brother to buy shoes, but coz we walked pass kinokuniya and i can't help it eventhou my dad forbids me into going in coz i'll spend atleast an hr in there lolx...but i still end up going in....bought myself 3 bks lolx...manga of coz....once of them is Rockin Heaven bk 4...finally out....den another 2 shots manga...quite nice....wish i had a knight tt came out from the poker card lolx....wonder when my prince will appear....of coz muz be understanding lar duh....

On the way back home saw dad and mom holdin hands.....how sweet lolx....seriously the older they get the more mushy they got oso lolx....i wonder would i end up like them wif my prince....hope to meet him soon....haha....i wish it's like in the manga lolx....so happening lolx...okay tmr is my nsl pract test! がんばります！

Unrealistic dream

2008-01-25T18:16:00.000+08:00

mood: dreamy
music: With u by BoA

Reading Moe Kare reminds me of how i used to be a few years back, i was exactly like Hikaru lolx...i seriously will daydream about the bishounens in Manga and fanfics, probably tt's why i did so badly for my Os lolx..anyway, i even thot the manga character as my boyfriend or husband, it's really creepy now when i think back lolx...i even thought i fell in love with the bishounen who doesn't even exist in this world and sometimes i would think that wouldn't it be nice if my life was tt of a shoujo manga, coz the shoujos in the manga will always haf an exciting life in high sch, and i seriously am envious abt it lolx...now when i thought of it i wasted my youth lolx...anyway still waiting for ppl to upload the scans for Moe Kare it's damn nice lolx.....GO FOR IT ARATA!!!

Omg, can't believe i can still be so lively eventhou i am havin cramps and gastric pains as i type all these craps lolx...and i didn't even take any painkillers....i didn't wanna get resistance against it lolx...

Great, now i am so into manga, i wonder if my life would be like that of a manga, isn't it cool to have bishounens to save you frm damsel in distress....lolx...i wish my prince was Tora lolx...told you it's an unrealistic dream....peeps who cannot stand it....too bad then

New school term!!!!

2008-01-04T15:47:00.000+08:00

mood:bored
music: noise lolx..frm the internet cafe of ngee ann

oh well, tsumaranai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really bored, came to sch for project coz the crazy lecturers decided to bombard us wif lotsa project lolx..haix...and it's funny to hear someone playin o2jam lolx..all the V3 and brahms lol.....meanwhile though a bit late....akemashite omedetou gozaimasu. kotoshi mo yoroshiku onegai itashimasu. I would haf type in hira if nt for the lousy system in sch..due to protected com system, i can't change language setting in the com in sch, wanna watch youtube oso bufferin slow.

I miss my yuan yuan and hayate, passed away ystd due to idiopathic reasons....of coz i buried them while cryin...duh....they were so cute....now i hafta talk abt them in past tense....luckily the other 3 de immune system nt as weak....haiz....seems like the salt my mom bought worked somehow....oh well that's all...leavin at 4.15 so i could meet my friend at JE lolx...shoppin!!!! lolx....miss those days lolx....when we can shop after sch, now 2nd yr in poly can't play to much since i aim to be a cardiologist....ganbarimasu!!!!!

Merry Christmas

2007-12-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

mood: excited
music: Ai no Misuumi by Gunther von Klrist (can't rmb the seiyuu)

My favourite song other then the Vandarvia Ondo by Yozak lolx...nice...can't believe he got such a nice voice lolx...coz always hear him shout heika

btw Merry Christmas....today is suppose to be a day of rejoice and yet someone chose to end his life by jumping into the Mrt Track...i mean is it a trend or wad...but this guy realli is something, i dunno whether should i say he's bless or he'll haf a long life ahead..it seems to be fated that he can't die juz yet....coz from wad i heard, he tried jumpin at the first station and yet he can't die so he tried to jump at another station, so end up he broke his limbs but he is still alive...obviously the higher ups are askin to cherish his life...hope he can kan kai yi dian bah...last but nt least....Gunther is still as kawaii, Gwendal oso lolx...next time if i ever had sons, i am gonna name them Gwendal and Gunther lolx....

Givin up and lettng go

2007-12-24T03:00:00.000+08:00

mood: tired
music: My everything by Crystal Kay

"It's really tiring to hear the same answer over and over again."
"You might think i am childish"
"You might even dun gif a damn about what i am feeling."

"Now i understand why some people say Love is tiring."
"It really is."
"I am sick and tired of your attitude."
"Probably all of us has change."
"I too should change my naive thinking."

"Clingling onto something that is not destinied to be yours."
"It's time to let go."

"Please don't treat anyother people like the way you treated me."
"Your actions may bring hurtful feelings to others."
"There's no way to turn back."
"Thank you for everything, Goodbye forever."
"This time my heart is not gonna soften anymore."

Lately i been into Crystal Kay song, this wan i am listenin to is nice...oh and ppl today is Xmas eve, tmr is Xmas lolx, and i gonna visit my granny!!!!Muz take pic wif her...weee...okay i go slp le.....do i sound poetic btw....the phrases above, ppl who know me well....they might believe it's actually true haha....oyasumi....i miss alice nine lolx....