Happy New Year!!!! My first post since the beginning of the year, and I bring shocking news...after dating of 3 years, he popped the question....still a little bit unbelievable but yes, I am a BTB lol....never expected I would be able to reach here as well....even though there may not be flowers and sweet words, it was a very special moment.

There were fireworks to ushered in the New Year when he asked, everyone was cheering after the fireworks were over, and there he was kneeled down in front of all our closest friends, I couldn't hear what he said but ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS and I didn't know how I should react...so I just nodded and went over to him like a lost little girl.

So here I am now in the planning phase, alot of stuff to stress as we're both still student. But we kept telling each other things will work out some how. We'll worked it out. I guess marriage is not just about getting your dream wedding and have a blast that once in a life time day. It's more about how both of us bring our love and trust to the next level and test against the harder challenges in our lives.

It's been super duper long since I last pen something here. Was it 2 months? Anyway, alot has happened since. I've move from my comfort zone of 13 years to the new house, the 1st month was super tough for me. Adapting to a new house with quite constricted spaces and at the same time, my studies has started. Yes! I am currently a undergraduate!!! Part-time but still an undergraduate.

Moving in, alot has change. For one, I had to share a room with my sister, and of course I've alot of stuff to unpacked, the pressure was there. There were times that I didn't feel like coming home coz everytime I step into the house, everyone ask the same question; when are you gonna unpack your stuff. I mean you gotta give me time. I was trying to cope with my studies, the unpacking, my work. Everything is like one lump and I need to sort it out myself.

There was once I had a fight with my sister due to my unpacked boxes, and I threw a fit, I mean seriously I've got no one to help at all, I am unpacking, they didn't give me time, they just started screaming at me. I seriously couldn't take it. I am trying my hardest to unpack and fit everything into place. The pressure so super high to the point that I once thought of just leaving the house with the unpacked boxes.

So I was at my most stressful period, and then one night after doing my on-call case, I came home crying, I really hated this place. When my parents saw me, they asked what is it, and i couldn't say anything, i just went straight to unpack my stuff, and when my mom ask why am i acting like this, i told her if i didn't unpack, you people would start nagging again. In the end, they started screaming at me again, telling me I'm angry that's why I cried, I am throwing a tantrum that's why I am crying, they tell me I'm old enough, an adult already, I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO CRY! IT'LL BE A LAUGHING STOCK! My mom told me luckily the neighbours have not moved in, if it not, it'll be a laughing stock.  That was one night I felt the most terrible. I thought that I didn't even have the human rights to cry. I seriously thought of just ending my life so I opened up the window, I gave my boyfriend a call, so I wouldn't regret. At that point of time, I seriously thought that if I had just climb over and end my own life, it would be so much more easier. I tried telling my parents, but all they cared is the unpacking and my sister. When my sister cried, i was asked to comfort her, everyone showered love on her. No one blame her for being jobless, no one blamed her if she has any problem.

I'm only saying this here now, is because I am still alive. The reason, I know i have a lot more responsibility, my parents trusted me that i could always take care of my own problems, they believe that I've grown up already. My boyfriend is always telling me to stay positive no matter what happens, and I know he'll always be there to listen to me.

Anyways, there was a time where they complained that there were alot of hair on the floor. Yes, they blamed it on me, like I was the only one who had long hair. So, that's the reason why I had my hair chopped off. I sort of missed my long pretty hair.

Tomorrow is gonna be my first paper, I did study so hopefully I'll be able to make it. I gotta admit my dance moves has become super rusty LOL it's ugly yo. So once I am done with my studies, i hope to start trainning again!

I'm glad I didn't do anything stupid that night, coz if i did, I would probably regret it. ALICE NINE IS COMING!!!!

Cheers and stay beautiful people x peace

It's been so long since I wrote something here. Lots been going on. For one, I started playing D3 too, seriously that bitch is addictive, can't blame  my yeobo for being hooked on her LOL...I'm hooked on her too hahaha..
It's already half a year gone, I've learn alot of things, and I am still learning. Better at angio I guess, but still blur most of the time haha. I wanna thank all the seniors who've been so patient to a sotong like me.


Bought this while on offer lol, love their skincare product, is something that I'll swear by seriously. Apparently if I dun put them at night, for some reason, I get breakouts the next day.. weird...oh well, currently using the pore-minimizing series, apparently I shouldn't be using that cause it will dry up my skin quite badly, I can only use on certain areas. But I still put on my moisturiser..
 When you got nothing better to do, I realise that not only I am a eyeshadow freak, but apparently I'm quite a lippy person too. But seriously out of all those, If I were to give a review, my favourite is still the tinted lip balm, I totally agree with makeup guru Bubz with the whole "tinted lipbalm is a basic tool for beginners" not only for beginners but also I think girls who uses lipstick/gloss often should have one in their makeup kit too. Is like the best ever, gives you both hydration and colour, and they uses alot of organic stuff, so sensitive people like me can use without having reaction and end up looking like Angelina Jolie.

It's been ages since I last blogged. It's my first time blogging in the new interface of Blogger.
I've had a thrilling week, celebrating my birthday, hanging out with my girls, and finally cleaning my make up brushes. I guess pics with tell much more than me. Uploaded  the entire chunk on facebook.

Sneak pics as above. Today is the last day of my holiday, so yesterday went out to cityhall with CL n Dian. Found something nice at MAC, the lippy, it's a little orange bright kind of colour, so went to etude house to get the cheaper version of it LOL. Love the colour, will do a swatch on it some other time, also bought a wavy vintage skirt at Sixties.

We're in Summer now, then again, in Singapore, we're year round summer. But really this past week has been raining and shine, and when it shines, it's effing HOT.

Tmr will be starting work again, had my colleague messaging me saying, You're coming back soon. I wished she hadn't done that, I dun wanna be reminded of work LOL.

Anyway I had enough rest, all the best to me tomorrow.

Cheers...

Once again, a good weekend has passed and it's time to buckle up and start working for the economy again. Bet I'm not the only one that's have the syndrome right now.

However, the question would be how do you deal with it? Or i should rephrase it, what makes your day on a blue Monday.

Earlier while taking the bus on my way to work, saw a family of 3, the mommy had to alight first. Guess what her kindergarden grade daughter told her; "Bye Mommy! See you later at 6!!!"

I am sure that would have gave her a great start at work, a energy booster that would have already chase all her blues away.

For me, sadly due to the environment that i'm working at, i'll have blues the whole week. What keeps me alive and kicking? My dear yeobo. All the msg and love he sends me keeps me from thinking about all the nonsense that i have to keep up with at my job.

What about you? Who chases your blues away?

I spent my valentine on a very beautiful blued sky at Marina Barrage. I put my cooking skills to test once again, glad yeobo liked it.....so we just sat and felt the strong wind. Though there was no chocolate and roses involved, it was still the best dates. This was one memorable one.